Sometimes I think I can still hear it.
The sound of ink dripping off the walls and vanishing into those dark puddles. The sound of metal cogs grinding against one another. The sound of creaking floorboards.
But I know it isn’t real. Of course it isn’t.
It’s day five now. Five days ago I was tearing up at the floorboards above and now?
I can see the light that shines from outside. I can see people’s faces. I can see the warmest brown eyes I’ve ever seen. A familiar pretty face.
Oh how I missed that face. It’s nice to be able to see it again, don’t get me wrong.
But sometimes, I swear I can see something creeping up on me in the corner of my eye. Always watching, but never drawing near.
I think it’s worth mentioning I read his book.
The Illusion Of Living? That memoir of Joey Drew?
Bullshit, I tell you. But then…..it definitely gives some folks perspective.
The whole philosophy seemed to belong in that inky nightmare, making itself fit right at home there. But now reading it, it just seems ... .oh what’s the word…ridiculous?
It’s ridiculous! Hogwash! But so very real.
I’m real. Well, the sweetheart tells me that anyway.
It’s all still shocking though. All those years trapped in the studio…What am I now? 29? Older? Probably? It’s all fuzzy really. Maybe it’s not even important.
I got a new fresh start. Sharing a house with Henry and his wife, Linda. Me and the sweetheart are in the second guest room upstairs.
It’s a nice house. Tidy, just how Linda likes it. But it feels so…off. By now, I’m used to those filthy machines and gadgets.
Henry is nice enough to let me use the sun room to write my articles. Yep, articles.
I work for the paper now as mostly an editor, but still, it’s something. I can work from the house, though Linda thinks it would be a nice idea for me to go outside and get a sense of normalcy.
I respect Linda. She’s smart, wistful and chipper. A loyal one to Henry too.
But doesn’t she realise that nothing is normal for us anymore?
Going to work in person would just bring me more tension. And from what I’ve been told, I’m full of it. Still, yes, I do sometimes visit the office. Just to please the sweetheart.
But it’s not always for me. Those stares. Those whispers. Those tiny cautious questions.
Oh do I wish I could avoid them.
I sort of dress the same now. White collared shirt, black trousers, belt and leather shoes. Most times I’ll swipe Henry’s fedora. Classy, but doesn’t scream the nines. But getting dressed up feels weird too now. Taking a shower, feeling the warm water, before stepping out and drying myself? It feels off too. It’s like I’m waiting for the water to just..stain me. Like the ink.
But it doesn’t, of course it doesn’t. It’s just fucking water.
I can’t yell anymore. Sometimes it hurts to talk while other days, it hurts to breathe.
But I can’t complain. I don’t want to worry anyone. I don’t even deserve being..saved.
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Hudson stubbornly held his guard, "Yeah, and I'm not going to let him win!" His brown eyes pointed daggers at Nickson, his posture turning even more tense.
Nickson sneered at the two, before Tucker came in between the two boys. His lanky tall figure looming over the two boys, hands folded across his chest. "That's enough! Fallows, keep in your lane. Hendricks, keep your temper in check. I do not want another fight breaking out between you two. The last one, I had to call your parents, a forest ranger and a doctor."
Tucker grabbed Hudson firmly by his shoulder, holding him back while giving him a dark look.
"Shall I call your father? I mean...I'd hate to pull him out of drills right now."
Hudson ripped his shoulder out of the Scout Master's grip, shaking his head. "No."
He went quiet after that.
Catherine watched her boy go bound off towards the forest, already passing a gathering of boys, the group exchanging excited words about the upcoming hike.
She greeted a fellow Mother, her smile just twitching when the madame pronounced her name wrong.
She had given up on correcting people long ago, already feeling fatigue from having to watch all those people tumble and slip up with it.
She then noticed a burly man dragging a little boy down to the camp grounds. She didn't recall meeting the man before nor the little boy before, so she was already brushing off her dress and walking towards them with a smile.
"Bonjour monsieur! It's quite lovely to see new faces around here. Is your boy joining this group as well? It's such a wonderful thing to see kids interested in participating in this!"
The man looked up as he was approached, offering a small smile as he crossed his arms over his chest.
“Well hello there, ma’am. Yeah, my son’s gonna give it a go. I’m on a little, uh, work trip, so I figured I wouldn’t bore him with my business.” He ruffled his son’s hair as he said that last bit. His accent sharply contrasted hers, one that could be identified as Southern from the U.S.
He turned to his son and moved his hand to his shoulder as he added, “Ray, why don’t you go on and run ahead. Make sure you talk to the other boys, y’hear? No point avoidin’ it if you wanna have fun.”
The kid—Ray—nodded and gave him a hug before walking off to join the other boys. His father watched him go for a moment before turning back to Catherine.
“Ah, sorry ‘bout that, ma’am. ‘Got all wrapped up… ‘name’s Daniel,” he said, offering her a hand. “My son’s name is Raymond. We’re from Virginia, just stayin’ for the summer.”
Drawings of ghost Hudson! His design is still a little bit in the works, but I'm happy how this turned out!
I do understand that I'll probably have to draw Hudson happy and sane once in a while so folks don't get too concerned....(whoops)
Ahhh, I just finished reading your Dead and Buried AU post and I just love it! I love how in-depth you made the characters and their backstories— it’s something I’ve always wanted to get better at as a writer and you do it perfectly! I can’t wait to see what else you have in store! :D
I think my favorite little piece was Norman looking up to Lacie as kind of a mother figure! Does Lacie think of him like her “unofficial” kid too, or does she think he’s just a friend? (You got me thinking of Lacie finding Norman sneaking around the studio and scolding him for eavesdropping XD)
Lacie does think of Norman as her unofficial kid, but this thought only starts when the studio starts going to shit, not before. When the studio goes to shit the more reckless, violent and angry Norman becomes (probably 'cause he sees the people he love die around him. Idk just a guess.).
I don't like how I drew Lacie here and she'll get a redesign soon! I just couldn't NOT show this because...OH C'MON LOOK AT NORMAN'S FACE.
(Also I should totally draw her scolding him XD)
Also thank you so much!!! (I should totally draw more Norman and Lacie moments!)
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Hudson just looks petty XD
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Featuring @unnoticedunawarestillhere 's oc Hudson! Charlie Forester's little brother figure in our crossover AU.
(The pose reference I used was by Mellon_Soup!)
Glad to hear it!! Also I had to draw @flowysgonemad
I am not sorry for this.
I'm alive I swear. 🥴
get drawn mf :]
here we have, a quick sketch of scruffy Hudson✨
he's so cute AGHHH I love him >_<
THANK YOU THIS LOOKS AWESOME!!! HUDSON DON'T SMOKE-
He looks like a divorced Dad :D
Here is Hudson's! (Idk I wanted to make a game or something)
Ideas of what to put: treasured objects/places, nationality, problems, etc!
No pressure you guys!:
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Credit to canva!
He/him. Name: Untilted or Hudson. Welcome to the Writing Department, watch your step. Employees Notice: Elevator is currently unavailable.
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