Merry Christmas Everyone

Sweetheart I love you

Info:  Devastation follows the Shelby family everywhere, but Tommy always had his daughter. That was until Grace came into the picture.

Relationship: Tommy Shelby x daughter reader

Tommy Shelby was a man of many things, but one thing he wasn’t was someone people would call kind. Coming home from the war changed people, but the one thing it didn’t change was the way the Shelby man was towards his daughter. Before the war Tommy had had an affair with a woman, and the encounter had led to a little girl to be born and left on the Shelby doorstep. At first Aunt Pol had been furious with her nephew, but one she saw the way Tommy was with the baby girl, she instantly melted. Heartbreak was evident in the father daughter duo when the time came for all men to be called to the war, and the last memory Tommy had of his daughter was the five year old screaming in her aunt Ada’s arms, arms outstretched for her father to come back to her. Her little head didn’t understand why her father was leaving her, but hearing the words ‘I’ll be back as soon as I can’ meant to her that her father wouldn’t be coming back.

When the Shelby boys returned, y/n was nearing the age of ten, and her memories were shallow of who Tommy was. While Tommy expected y/n to run into his arms, she had thrown him off when she grabbed hold of Pol’s hand, refusing to leave the older woman’s side. Pol chuckled at the young girl's antics, and pushed her towards her father, leaving the joke of ‘you’re his problem now’ to cause the girl to shyly giggle, finger hooking the inside of her cheek as she looked into her father’s blue eyes.

“Hey love, remember me?” Tommy gave her a slight smile. The slight smile caused y/n to grin back at him. “Daddy.” The girl squealed, jumping into her father’s arms. “Hey sweetheart.” Tommy breathed, cupping the back of her head before linking the other under her legs to lift her up. “She’s so light.” Tommy muttered with slight worry as he kissed the side of her head. “Perfectly healthy for a ten year old Tommy, you needn’t worry.” Polly reassured him with a slight smile, watching the reunion.

Letting the young girl down, Tommy extended out his hand to y/n’s and he smiled at the feeling of the little hand in his as they began their walk home, y/n excitedly telling him of her school and how she had been getting on.

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The years that followed the war were spent with Tommy working hard to provide for his little girl. Y/n got everything she needed as she grew up, and Tommy made sure she got the best. Each afternoon y/n would come home from school and sit in her father’s office in the betting room with her father, her on one side doing homework while he’d be on the other going through the paperwork. She’d enter the office on a daily basis and pull Tommy away from his work with a kiss to the cheek before sitting on the extra chair left for her, having a small chat with the man before starting on her homework.  Y/n was his life, and he would often bring her to the pub with him and her uncles, until a certain bar maid came.

“You know you shouldn’t really bring her in here.” A blonde woman stated to your father as she gave him his whiskey. “Ain’t doing no harm, are ya love.” Tommy spoke, looking down at his daughter fondly. “Nope.” The 14 year old popped her lips together. “I meant for her, she shouldn’t be around drunks.” “What’s your name?” Y/n watched as her father’s eyes narrowed at the barmaid in front of them. “Grace.” The woman spoke confidently. “Well Grace, here’s a thing you should know. Y/n here is my daughter, and if she asks me to leave, we’ll leave. Until then, don’t judge the way I parent my daughter, alright.” Tommy spoke to the woman harshly, leaning on the bar to move closer to the woman. “Yes sir.” The woman gulped slightly at the dark look on the Shelbys face, and she watched as it softened when he felt his daughter's hand in his. “Come on dad, I want to talk to uncle Arthur about the horses.” y/n tugged on her father’s arm. “Go on love, I’ll be in shortly.” Tommy nodded his head for y/n to leave to the back room where the Shelby’s usually sat.

“She’s a lovely girl.” Grace nodded to the back of the girl's head as Tommy watched her till the door closed behind her. “Yea.” Tommy breathed before clearing his throat. “Give me another one of these and some pop for herself.” Tommy ordered as he downed the whiskey she had given him. “On the house.” Grace stated as she slid the drinks over. “Thank you kindly.” Tommy nodded at her before leaving to where his daughter was chatting with John and Arthur, her back slouched against the older uncle.

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Y/n could only watch as her father and Grace became unusually close. She wasn’t used to her father giving a woman attention, he had stopped that shortly after he returned from the war, after y/n walked in on him having an ‘encounter’ with a woman. She had run out of the room crying to Arthur, who was more than happy to play protector for his niece while she refused to talk to her father. It was days before Tommy won her over again, and was annoyed that all it took was buying her a new teddy and allowing her to come with them to the pub.

There was something about Grace that y/n didn’t like, but she wasn’t sure what. The feelings that Grace had for her father were evident, and y/n couldn’t help but feel that despite her fathers emotionless expressions, it was clear that there were some feelings for Grace. These feelings became more evident after she brought him to hers to get away from those who were looking for them.

It wasn’t long till Tommy had sat his daughter down to tell her the news of his engagement with the blonde woman. Being unsure of the woman y/n had her doubts, but Tommy had shot them down straight away.

“Not you too y/n.” Thomas groaned, throwing his head back lightly. “I’m sorry daddy, there’s just something about her I don’t trust, especially since the time she outed us.” Y/n stated, standing from her seat. “We’ve all outed each other at some point.” “I haven’t.” Y/n muttered, crossing her arms as her father gave her a harsh look. “Y/n please, I love her and..” “More than you love me?” Y/n asked, eyes widening at the words coming out of her father’s mouth. “How could I, you're my angel disguised as a devilish child.” Tommy smiled, placing a hand under her chin. “When do you marry?” “After the birth.” “Birth?” Y/n asked, confused on how Grace could be with child outside marriage. “Yes y/n, you're going to be a big sister.” Tommy stated, pouring himself a whiskey. “How does a woman come to be with child outside marriage?” Y/n squinted at her father who almost choked on his whiskey. “I think it’s time for you to get ready for bed.” The father stated to his daughter, trying to get away from the topic. “But I would like to know so I don’t wind up with child.” Y/n whined. “Trust me, you won’t be able to do that for a long time.” Tommy breathed, placing a hand on his daughter's back to guide her to her room.

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The wedding was anything but small, with the guests coordinating mostly Grace’s side of the family. Y/n was left with the job of looking after her baby brother Charlie, much to the annoyance of Grace, who kept watching the girl with her son with a glare. Y/n couldn’t help but feel unwanted at the wedding so she stayed to the side, blending in with the crowd. The only interaction she had was with Arthur and Linda throughout the night. Tommy spent the day beside his new wife, and only came to her once to tell her to put Charlie to bed for the night. Y/n couldn’t help the panging feeling in her chest, seeing her father with his new family, the three of them at peace.

The following few days were spent with y/n heading to school. On her last day her father had promised he’d be there to see her graduate, but all she saw was Polly and Ada. The father daughter duo were meant to go out for y/n’s first drink at the pub, but when she returned home and went to Tommy’s office, they only had the chance to say hello before Grace turned up, claiming that Charlie was looking for his father with only a glare being sent her way before the couple left. Y/n winded up calling Arthur who gladly took her out to the garriston with John. Arthur was beginning to become more a father to her than her own, and that made y/n sad. She winded up staying with her uncles that night, with Linda tucking her in for the night with a kiss on the head.

When she returned home, she was greeted with a slap across the face and she gasped, holding her cheek as she looked up. Grace stood in front of her with a sharp look, Tommy close behind her.

“How dare you not come home last night. You had Tommy worried sick.” Grace shouted at her. “What the fuck.” Y/n cursed at her stepmother. “Y/n.” Tommy scolded his daughter, giving her a hard look that made y/n shrink back. Tommy never gave her anything but kind eyes. “I was at Arthurs for the night after going out for a few drinks. You know, the ones dad was meant to bring me on.” Y/n stated, glaring at Grace before turning her attention to her father. “Tommy was with Charlie last night, he was restless looking for his father.” Grace stated. “Yeah, and I graduated school and was looking forward to having my first drinks with my dad but instead he ditched me for his second family.” Y/n spoke out, throwing an arm out for dramatics. “How dare you. We are more family to him than you are. After all, you're just a bastard that was born outside of marriage.” "Grace." Tommy sighed, seeing her daughter's eyes tear up. "Well she is." "Technically your son was one too Grace, don't forget that." Y/n spoke through gritted teeth. "Doesn't change the fact that Tommy took you in out of pity."  "Grace." Tommy shouted, only to be cut short when y/n bolted up the stairs. "Y/n"

TOmmy called after his daughter as he followed her up the stairs. He stalled when he heard Charlie cry out for him as he passed the boy's door. Hearing the cry, y/n turned back to look at her father as he looked between his son and daughter. Her vision turned to Grace as she came up the steps.

"I swear if you choose them instead of me again, I am out of here." Y/n warned, and she watched as Tommy's eyes softened. "Y/n...." "Tommy, can you ask someone to get him a bottle of milk while I go to him?" Grace spoke, placing a hand on his back as she moved past him. "I had a feeling." Y/n muttered as Tommy moved back to the stairs.

Not sparing another thought y/n made her way into her room and quickly packed a bag before heading out. She took one look at Tommy as she left, and he went to call her only to hear his son cry.

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The following weeks y/n stayed at her uncle Arthur's place, away from Tommy. She had wound up at his door without a jacket, and Arhur was shocked to see the young girl shivering on her own. After hearing the story he was livid, and had wound up at Tommy's door, shouting at him, ignoring as Grace pleaded with him to stop.

Tommy had become out of character after his daughter left their home. He spent most of his time in his office when he was home, and even that was rare. Majority of his days were done on business, where Arthur would give him the cold shoulder when they were out of sight. He stopped running to Charlie's side each night during the cries, and would often find himself falling asleep on his desk, not turning up to bed with Grace. Grace had grown fed up with her husband's attitude and decided to organize a party. Wanting the best for his wife, Tommy agreed, on the  condition that y/n would come.

It was Arthur who told y/n of the extravagant party Grace was organizing. She wasn't surprised of the news but she was shocked when Linda handed her an invite that was quite obviously her fathers writing. She remembered looking at her father and him nodding at her, convincing  her that going would make her higher than him, even if he wasn't attempting to interact with her.

Tommy looked forward to that day, when he would see his daughter again. His attempts to see her had always been in vain, as she wasn't at Arthurs when he was, and he wasn't sure where she went during the day. His thoughts were broken as the barman told him someone was on the phone for him.

"Tommy, you got to come." Arthur's voice came over quickly. "Arthur?" Tommy asked, not understanding what he was saying. "It's y/n Tommy. She's been hurted, badly." "Where.?"

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Y/n had been walking back from her new job as a secretary in the doctors office. It took some convincing to get the job, with the Shelby name hanging over her. They told her she could have it so long as no Shelby came near the place, they weren't wanted unless they needed health care. Her hours were generally 9-5, so she always got out when the sun began to set. The roads were always busy on her way home, which was how she never heard her attacker until they grabbed her from behind.

She didn't remember much, but she did remember the sound of a gun, and multiple screams around her. The next she was on the ground, holding her side as she gasped for pain. It was evident that something had happened based on the sering pain she felt, but she was afraid to look. Her vision was clouded as she seen a figure coming towards her, caressing her cheek gently.

"Y/n love, look at me. Stay awake okay." Arthurs voice travelled to her ears, and she tried to speak. 

"Arthur." She spoke softly, Arthur wouldn't of heard it bar he was paying attention to her. "Sh, don't speak. Somebody get a fucking doctor." He screamed the last part, hoping someone would help them.

The last she felt was two sets of hands moving her before blackness surrounded her.

The next time she woke up, she recognized her surroundings to be A room in the doctors office. The smell of cleaning supplies were evident and the feeling of rough sheets was present on her skin. The throbbing of pain was felt on her side, and she moved to look down before a hand was felt stopping her. The rough hand grabbed her arm and she followed it to the person who sat beside her, recognizing them as her uncle.

“Hey.” She spoke weakly, her voice scratchy. “Hey love, how you feeling?” Arthur spoke softly, rubbing her arm in comfort. “Sore, really sore.” She groaned, trying to move and get comfy. “No need to strain, I’ll go get the doctor.” Arthur comforted his niece, moving to get up. “No, stay please.” Y/n begged, quick to grab Arthurs arm. “Your in pain, he can help you.” “I don’t want to be alone.” She spoke groggily. “Well you pick a bad place to work if you don’t like it here.” Arthur joked, causing y/n to smile weakly. “Where’s dad?” Y/n asked, licking her lips. “Called the Garriston and told him, he didn’t say nothing when I told him.” Arthur explained ,and y/n looked down. “Maybe get the doctor Arthur, I can’t sleep with the pain.” Y/n requested and Arthur smiled sadly at his niece. “I’ll be right back love.” He kissed her head before leaving.

Y/n kept her vision low, even when the doctor came by to check her over. She felt lonely, even with her uncle there. All she wanted was her dad, and he hadn’t turned up when she needed him most. His little girl was in hospital after an accident that was no doubt caused by him. It didn’t take a genius to figure out why the men had came to her, and attacked her out of everyone present. If it wasn’t for Arthur being there, she would probably be dead.

“Why were you here?” Y/n asked her uncle when the doctor left. “Finn heard some block talking about taking down the Shelby girl, doesn’t take much to know who.” Arthur explained, taking y/n’s hand in his. “Oh.” Y/n stated, before turning as the door was heard opening.

Tommy rushed through the streets towards her daughters work place after the call from his brother. The nurse and doctor gave him a glare when he barged through the front door, but he didn’t care to ask them where his daughter was as he opened all the doors. His breathing was ragged as he found the correct one, and he stopped to take a look at his daughter. Y/n was there, lying in bed, with Arthur by her side as their attention turned to the open door. Y/n could only look at Tommy as he took in her appearance.

“Y/n, my sweet girl.” Tommy breathed, rushing to the opposite side of the bed to take her face in his hands. “Daddy?” Y/n asked, moving away from his touch. “Are you hurt?” “No, she’s lying in bed for no reason.” Arthur spoke roughly, causing y/n to look down. “ A shot to the side. Fainted with the shock. Just the pain really.” Y/n explained, shrugging her shoulders. “Y/n love, look at me?” Tommy asked. “You can go back to your new family now that you know that I’m okay.” “Arthur, give us a minute yea.” Tommy stated to her brother, who looked at his niece before leaving after getting a nod.

“Y/n love, I am so sorry for what Grace said to you. She had no right to. And you should know that in no scenario is that true.” Tommy spoke softly, crouching down to be eye level with y/n. “You didn’t stop her.” Y/n stated. “She’s my wife…” “And I’m your daughter.” Y/n spoke sharply, glaring at her father. “I know you are y/n, and I love you so much but the thing is with marriage, you have to..” “Don’t.. Your marriage is not one to idolize. Allowing your wife to speak so poorly to your daughter is not something to be proud of.”  Y/n stated, shaking her head. “Please forgive me y/n, okay I know I made mistakes. But I’m your father…” “Arthur has been more of a father to me than you lately. He protected me when I needed him to, you didn’t.” Y/n spoke sharply, hitting a nerve for Tommy. “Y/n please, let me make this right.” Tommy begged, placing a hand under y/n’s chin,  wanting his daughter to give him a chance. “I want to, but how do I know that Grace will separate us again.” “I won’t let her okay. I…. I will talk to her alright, make her know that you are just as much family as she and Charlie are. Sweetheart I love you okay, I will do anything to have you back home with me.” “I really want to believe you.” Y/n spoke, looking her father in the eye. “Than do, let’s get you home and we can have our time back. Tonight, you and I by the fire, talking about our day, just like old times. “I think I’m going to stay with Arthur for tonight dad.” Y/n looked down at her hands, playing with her hands a little. “Y/n..” “I can call by tomorrow and we can do something.” Y/n suggested, and her father looked down. “Sure, whatever you want.” Tommy stated, nodding his head as smacked his lips together.

Y/n smiled as Tommy looked back up at her. Seeing the tears in his daughters eyes Tommy moved to bring her into a hug, cupping the back of her head as he kissed her forehead.

“I love you Sweetheart.” He mumbled in her ear. “I love you too dad.” Y/n breathed, relaxing into his touch.

Could you maybe do something where the reader joins the marvel cast from a very young age (4 ish) and has now grown up to be a teenager (14-15), maybe it’s like their bday and the cast is making posts and stuff talking about how much reader has grown up and improved as an actor. Hopefully that made sense! <3333

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Diamonds sister pt 1

Info: Like her mother, y/n craves to find a match out of love, but never did she expect that love to be found in royalty

Relationship: Y/n bridgerton x prince Fredrich

Set in season 1

Y/n lay on Daphne's bed as she watched her sister be swarmed by her sister and mother. The oldest Bridgerton girl had been chosen as the diamond of the season, and this meant that her family had become the main attention of the season. Being the diamonds twin sister, y/n was often used as a backway into getting her sisters attention. Many men had stepped forward to talk to her, only to have the young girls heart discouraged upon her sisters name slipping from their lips.

It wasn't unknown that y/n was the opposite of her sister, in fact she was more like her mother. While Daphne craved to have a good match to help their sisters tin society, y/n craved love. She wanted her husband to be someone she loved, and them vise versa. Yet the possibility of that match seemed to be far away from y/ns grip.

"Y/n, you must be excited for your dear sister." The mother of 9 stated to her second oldest daughter. "Of course I am mama, I just find it hard to believe that I am to find a match this season." Y/n replied in dismay, her shoulders slouching as she moved to a sitting position. "Come now sister, I'm sure you too will find someone." Daphne spoke, moving close to her sister to comfort her. "Me and you are two different people Daphne. While you are doing this to set up our dear sisters, I will not marry unless I find love." Y/n spoke out, tilting her head. "Well yes but.." Daphne started only for their mother to but in. "I'm sure you will find someone y/n, just give it time. You know your father and I started off as friends before marriage."  "I know mama." Y/n sighed, standing up. "Come now, let's get ready for tonight, I can sense that this will be an intriguing one." Daphne spoke, taking her sisters hand before pulling away towards the mirror where here lady in hand was waiting. "Yes, I'm sure it will." Y/n spoke disheartedly, moving out of the room towards her own.

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y/n fidgeted with her glove as she sat beside Benedict as the carriage carried them to the ball of the night. Daphne and her mum sat opposite her and were chatting quietly amongst themselves. Anthoney was late as usual, so they had left without him, hoping that he would arrive on time. Seeing his sisters distress, Benedict placed his hand on y/n’s arm, causing her to look up at him. Seeing her brothers smile of assurance, y/n nodded and took a deep breathe before looking out the window as their carriage came to a stop.

Opting to wait until her mother and sister got out, y/n pushed back into her seat, trying to stay out of view as peoples attention turned to them. Daphne held her head up high as she accepted the doormans hand, and smiled slightly at the onlookers as she waited for her mother to step out. Violet looked back at y/n to see if she was following suit.

“You head on in, I will look after y/n.” Benedict assured their mum, seeing his sisters reluctance.

Glancing one more time at y/n, Violet nodded before linking hands with Daphne and walking in, smiling at those they passed. Benedict turned around to face his sister that still occupied their carriage, and held his hand out with a smile. Glancing out at the crowds of people who were walking into the ball, y/n bowed her head as she descended from the carriage, accepting her brothers hand. She thanked the doorman as he closed the door behind her before linking Benedict’s arm with hers. Benedict patted her hand in encouragement.

“If I didn’t know any better I would say that you are nervous.” Benedict whispered to his sister in a mocking way as they walked in the doors. “Does it appear that way, God I hope not. I don’t know how…” “Calm down dear sister, I am only trying to ease you up a bit. You are far too rigid for someone who should be enjoying herself.” Benedict quickly jumped in, cutting off y/n’s rant. “I struggle to see how one could have fun while being approached for all the wrong reasons.” Y/n muttered, nodding her head at two gentlemen as they smiled her way. “Don’t dread too much, I’m sure you will find your match soon enough.” Benedict reassured her, tapping her hand again as they reached their sister and mother.

Throughout the night y/n tried her best to uphold conversations with suitable suitors only for them to turn to Daphne when they had the chance. Benedict tried to keep y/n’s spirit up with the occasional remark about peoples choice of outfit, but all y/n wanted was to leave this season behind her. Even her mother was starting to notice her daughters mood, and decided to call it a night.

“Shall we retire for the night?” Violet asked Daphne as she returned from yet another dance, nodding her head discretely to the girls twin. “Yes I believe we shall, my feet are terribly achy.” Daphne announced, glancing at her sister.

Y/n stood with Daphne and Benedict as their mother left to round up the rest of her children. Anthony threw a look of concern at y/n before offering Daphne his arm. The young girl just shrugged, knowing her mum had probably told them she was getting anxious. Opting to avoid they’re glances, she decided to venture outside on her own, away from the prying eyes. Smiling at Benedict as she looked at her when she let go of him, she slowly headed out the door, into fresh air. At least she tried to, until she bumped into a tall figure.

“Oh my apologies miss.” The gentleman in front of her spoke. “No, no, my fault. I wasn’t looking where I was going.” Y/n started, only for her breath to catch in her throat when she realized who she had bumped into.

The blonde gentleman in front of her was no one but Queen Charlottes nephew, Prince Frendrich. The Bridgerton’s had become quite familiar with the Prince since the Queens continuous attempts of matching the young man with Daphne. Many days he had called upon the house, but y/n had only briefly met him, having spent majority of her time with Benedict as he painted, often modelling for him. Seeing him in front of her, y/n couldn’t help but admire his blonde curls and his blue eyes. He looked back at her, circling her face with his eyes.

“Prince Frendrich, how are you this fine evening?” Y/n’s mums voice disrupted their silent introduction. “I am quite lady Bridgerton, and you?” Prince Frendrich nodded at the older woman, taking her hand in greeting. “I am quite well, thank you. I see you have meet my other daughter y/n” The vicountess stated, glancing between y/n and the prince. “Pleasure to meet you Miss Bridgerton.” Frendrich nodded to the youngest twin as he took her hand, bringing it up to kiss it gently. “The pleasures all mine, your highness.” Y/n curtsied, ignoring the butterflies that she felt. “Forgive me for being so forward, and perhaps speaking in disrespect for your sister, but would you care to have the last dance with me?” “We are just retiring for the night.” Benedict stated, moving beside y/n, taking her hand from the Princess. “Nonsense Benedict, I believe we can wait for them. She would be delighted to your highness.” Violet shushed her son as she glanced between her daughter and the royal in front of them. “Miss Bridgerton?” The prince spoke again, offering his hand to her. “Yes, I would be honoured.” Y/n spoke with a sigh as she accepted his hand.

Violet watched on with a smile as y/n was escorted to the dance floor. She had seen the look in her daughters eyes when she seen the Prince, and the lightness in the Prince’s eyes as he looked at her daughter. The look was one she recognized, for she had once given them eyes to her beloved late husband. Glancing at Benedict, she pinched his arm as she seen the scowl on his face.

Y/n allowed he prince to guide her along the floor as the two prepared to dance the last dance. The young Bridgerton  placed her hand on his shoulder as he placed his on her hip, and she tried to avoid the sparks she felt, knowing the way this would go.

“Have you had a good night?” Prince Frendrich spoke, trying to make conversation. “As good as should be expected. Giving that I know how this dance ends.” Y/n spoke out, looking down with slight disappointment. “What do you mean?” “I  know that the Queen has invited you here to court my sister, the diamond of the season. And I know that part of that involves getting me to help you. You need not worry, I shall tell her that you are a good match for her, just as I do with every other suitor that has asked me before.” Y/n spoke harshly ,trying to withhold the disappointment in her tone. “You think that is why I asked you for this dance?” The Prince asked in confusion. “Isn’t it?” Y/n asked. “Not at all.” He shook his head, “ You attract me for some reason Miss Bridgerton. I’m not sure why but when I seen you when I first arrived I was appealed by you. You hide behind your sister just because she is the diamond of the season. However, I believe that you are equal to her beauty, if not more.” The prince stated. “You are attracted to me?” Y/n spoke in shock, not expecting that answer. “I am, there is something about you miss Bridgerton, I’m just not sure what.”  The prince spoke, and y/n stared over his shoulder, not knowing what to say to his response.

The song ended and couples started to dispatch from the dance floor, and y/n dropped her arms and stepped away from her partner.

“Would you allow me to visit you tomorrow Miss Bridgerton?” The prince  asked, and y/n only looked at him for a moment. “Yes, I think I would like that.” Y/n spoke, starting to walk back to her family as they watched. “Until tomorrow.” Prince Frendrich grabbed her partners hand and brought it up for a kiss.

Y/n couldn’t help the slight smile that appeared on her face as the Prince waked away from her and her family. Violet pulled her into a hug as Daphne grabbed her hand with excitement. As the Bridgerton family left for the night, they became unaware of the watchful eye of the Queen and Lady Danbury. 

"Perhaps the Bridgerton girls will give us great success this season." Lady Danbury spoke to the Queen, seeing her majesty's watchful eye. "Perhaps." Was all the Queen stated, not wanting to give too much away.

Scared and alone (6/12)

Info: Y/n struggles with her emotions when the second month of her parents death comes around. Refusing to leave her room, she sits around feeling numb and alone. Riven and Sky become worried for her as they realize that maybe she isn't as okay as she seems due to Silva going off on them for being so blind.

Relationships: Sky x Riven x Reader (Platonic)

Warnings: Mentions of death, loss of parents, harmful acts

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Y/n stared at the ceiling above her as she lay on the bed. She rolled her eyes as she heard a knock on the door and turned her head to see Aisha standing in the doorway.

"I came to check on you. Your going to be late for class." Aisha stated, pointing behind her. "Hmm." Y/n agreed, not moving. "I really think you should get up now." Aisha tried again. "Oh just leave me alone Aisha. I didn't ask for your help." Y/n snapped suddenly causing Aisha to jump back slightly. "I'm sorry I just....." "Just get out. NOW!" Y/n all but screamed as she glared at the water fairy.

Y/n got up and locked the door once Aisha had closed it. She slid down it and just stared ahead of her, feeling numb.

Aisha closed the door in confusion. Y/n had never snapped at any of the girls in the winx dorm. She looked at Musa with wide eyes to see her looking at y/ns door in concentration.

"What's wrong?" Aisha asked as Bloom and Terra came over after hearing the commotion. "I dunno but for some reason y/n is feeling grieve and sadness?" Musa said in a questionable tone when Stella came out of her room. "Y/n's probably just being dramatic for no reason but for attention." Stella stated, walking to the kitchen without a care. "That doesn't sound like y/n." Terra stated cautisly. "Well you don't know her that well do you, she's a second year, your just a first year. She's just looking for attention." Stella stated before leaving the suite to find Sky before she met with her mom. "I'm going to go tell dad incase it has something to do with the antidote he had given her a while ago." Terra stated, causing the other girls to nod before leaving the dorm.

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Y/n stared blankly ahead of her, feeling numb as she watched the photo in front of her with her parents from her position on the floor. Two months ago she had them by her side and now she had no one. Sky and Riven were with Beatrix and Stella and didnt have time for her so she couldn't go to them.

Y/ns breathing increased as tears began to fall down her cheeks. Her eyes were red and swollen from the continuous crying she had done. Balling her hands into fists, she slammed them onto the ground beside her. Ice formed around her on the ground but she didn't care, just stared at it with dull eyes.

She looked up as she heard a knock on the door. "Y/n, it's Headmistress Dowling and Headmaster Silva, can you open the door please." She heard Dowling say through the door as the door nob moved. "Y/n, we just want to see that your okay." Silva stated.

Y/n rolled her eyes but got up none the less. Unlocking the door, she opened it a jar before moving away and towards the window. She glanced towards them as Silva and Dowling came in, looking down at the ice before at her. She turned to look out the window as Dowling began to talk.

"You weren't attending your classes." Dowling stated. "I'm not in the mood for learning." Y/n mutterd, not moving her vision from the window. "Y/n........... look I know it's hard and I know you miss them but you can't keep being like this. It's not healthy." "I lost my parents, I think I'm aloud to feel the way I'm feeling." Y/n stated, glaring at Dowling slightly. "But you don't have to do it on your own. You should talk to someone, anyone. What about Sky or Riven?" "They don't care. No one does." "That's not true............" Silva stated. "Isn't it. I can't remember the last time I've had a proper conversation with them, how am I to tell them if all they do is blow me off for some girls. Every time I get the courage to tell them they get called away from little miss princess or some first year who does drugs and smokes like nobodies business. Even when I was in the informatory they ran off as soon as they called them. they wouldn't of known only Bloom told Sky. It's like Stella says, I'm nothing to them." Y/n looked Silva in the eyes at the end.

The two teachers looked at the broken girl in front of them as she just stared out the window with no emotion on her face. Dowling looked at Silva to see a look of disappointment and anger on his face.

"What bout the girls, I'm sure one of them could help you." Dowling stated, trying to get her talk again only for y/n to roll her eyes. "I don't need to talk to anyone so please leave me the HELL ALONE." Y/n screamed at them.

She shot her arm out towards them causing ice to come towards them. Y/n pushed it towards them causing Dowling and Silva to step backwards with wide eyes. It was only when they closed the door that y/n dropped her hand and made the ice disappear as she looked at the door in shock. Rushing towards it she turned the lock. Watching the door in shock she placed her hand over her mouth as she walked backwards, falling back as her legs hit the window seat. She placed her hands over face and broke down as she realized she could of killed her teachers. Ice spread over the window as she continued to cry.

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Riven and Sky fought with sticks as they trained together. Silva walked towards them and stood watching for a second before shaking his head and walking onto the mat, gaining their attention.

"Have you seen y/n today?" He asked them. "No, why?" Sky replied as Riven grabbed their water bottles, handing one to Sky. Silva looked down with a mock laugh, shaking his head. "Why are you asking us if we've seen her." Riven asked, taking a swig from his bottle. "How can you be so blind." He stated, looking at the two boys with dissapointment. "I don't understand." Sky started only for Silva to interrupt him. "You two are so caught up with Stella and Beatrix that you can't see that your friend, who you guys have called family, is hurting inside." Silva stated, trying not to shout at them. "Y/n? What's wrong with her?" Riven asked. "I am very disappointed in you two. Y/n has been fighting a battle with herself thw whole time school has been on and you two have done nothing to show her that she could confide in you. She has needed you and neither of you have been there." Silva stated in a harsh voice, looking Sky in the eye with disappointment evident in his eyes. "Where is she?" Sky asked with concern. "In her room. She hasn't left it all day." Silva stated before the two boys ran off, throwing their sticks and bottles along the way.

The two ran through the halls, not caring about bumping into. Skidding into the door, Riven slammed it open before he and Sky rushed to y/ns door. Rivens eyes widened as he seen ice coming out from under the door. He elbowed Sky and pointed at it causing Sky to knock on the door abruptly.

"Y/n, are you in there?" Sky shouted through the door only to get no answer. "Y/n, we know your there, open up." Riven stated, banging on the door.

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Y/n looked up in alarm as she heard Sky and Riven through the door. Looking down at her bloodied wrist she cursed herself and rushed towards her bedside table, grabbing the gauze she had taken from the bathroom and wrapping it around her wrists. She looked up as she heard the boys pleading at her to open the door. Once finished she through the shard of glass into the drawer and slammed it shut before going to the door.

As she opened the door she seen Sky and Riven looking stressed. Seeing y/ns numb facial expression their eyes turned to a look of concern and worry as they pushed her back gently and made their way into the room, ignoring when they nearly slipped on the ice.

"What the hell is going on?" Riven asked sharply in concern causing Sky to elbow him in the side. Y/n just looked towards a picture of her with her parents and Sky and Riven during the holidays with tears building in her eyes. "Y/n?" Sky asked softly, moving his head to catch her eyes, "Can you tell us what's going on?" "As if you care." She muttered but they heard her. "What, of course we care, why would you think we don't." Riven asked in confusion. "Your always with Beatrix and Sky's always with Stella, your never around anymore." "It;s not their fault you don't talk to us." "Every time I try to tell you something your always going to them. I have been trying to tell you since the beginning something important but you always at the girls beckon call!" Y/n stated, raising her voice. "Stella is having a hard time right now." Sky reasoned, raising his voice a little. "And Beatrix needs my help with something." Riven stated, trying not to shout. "I hae had the worst two months of my life, and you haven't been there for me. I feel so alone and scared and I have needed you, but you weren't there." Y/n stated with a raised voice, causing the boys features to soften. "Y/n, what's going on?" Sky asked causing her to burst into tears.

Y/n shook her head and made a run to exit the door. Riven grabbed her arm and pulled her into a hug causing her to fight.

"Y/n, y/n stop, calm down." Riven stated, trying t calm her down. "Riven let me leave, please." Y/n begged, struggling to get out of his arms. "no, you need to calm down." He stated, looking at Sky who watched helplessly.

Y/n stopped fighting and Riven slowly eased his grip. Holding her arms he moved away a bit and looked her in the eyes. Y/n glanced down and seen the metal bracelet which was his third of the friendship bracelets the group had. Looking up at Riven she looked into his eyes. She grabbed his wrist and used her eyes to make the metal turn to ice. Riven gasped and let go of y/n in shock causing her to start running. Sky ran to stop her but she threw ice on the ground in front of him causing him to slip before she left the room and ran to the forest.

Believe me (pt 2/3)

warnings: Brief mention of rape, kidnapping

Kelly sat in his office, going over some paperwork as he waited to hear the door to Casey’s office open up. It had been awhile since y/n had arrived to firehouse and seeing her distraught figure, Kelly worried about the girl. He knew that Casey wouldn’t deal with y/n calmly, but he also couldn’t overstep Casey when it came to parenting y/n. Sure he was partly a guardian for y/n, but Casey was her brother, she lived with her and he practically raised her. He moved to his office door when he heard Casey’s open, and frowned when he heard Casey snapping at y/n before y/n appeared out the door, her head hung low as she walked away. He glanced at Casey who shook his head before walking back into the office.

“What the hell happened? Why were you shouting at her?” Kelly asked Casey as he walked into Caseys office. “Making up a story about where she was. I don’t tolerate that.” Casey spoke out. “Well what she say?” “That she was kidnapped. Which is impossible cause she wouldn’t be here if she was.” Casey stated, causing Kelly’s mouth to fall open. “Casey I get we had a bad case, but don’t take it out on y/n. Why would she lie about something as serious as that. Get yourself together.” Kelly snapped before leaving to go find y/n.

Y/n sat outside the firehouse, her knees pulled up to her face as she wrapped her arms around them, crying into them. She tried to make herself small as she shivered in the cold, hoping to be invisible to passerby’s. Her luck ran out as she heard footsteps approach her, and she flinched as she seen them stop in front of her, before a blanket was felt being wrapped around her.

“Thanks.” She muttered, looking up to see Kelly in front of her with a smile. “Well, can’t have my mini mi getting sick from the cold. It’s freezing out here.” Kelly remarked, zipping up his jacket before moving to sit beside y/n. “You want to tell me what’s going on?” He asked, bumping shoulders with y/n to get her to look up. “You wouldn’t believe me.” She mumbled, pulling the blanket closer to her body. “I’ll believe you any day.” Kelly stated, rubbing his hands together before placing them in his pockets. “Your cold.” Y/n remarked, changing subject. “The jacket will keep me warm.” Kelly stated, “Casey told me you were kidnapped? What happened?” He asked, trying to pry details off her. “I was walking to my friend’s house, we were meant to have a sleepover. Casey let me head over on my own.” Y/n explained before looking down to take a deep breath. “Y/n,” Kelly spoke, placing a hand on y/n’s knee before moving away when she flinched. “Sorry.” Y/n apologized, seeing the hurt on Kelly’s face. “It’s ok.” Kelly smiled in comfort. “I took the short cut, down an alley way. There’s never anyone there so I walked quickly to get out of it. This car drove by, I didn’t think anything of it until he stopped just in front of me. I hesitated to walk by when I see he wasn’t moving or getting out, before deciding to go quicker by him. But just as quickly as I passed him the door opened, and I was grabbed from behind.” Y/n stopped as tears built up, and Kelly frowned as he seen y/n so upset, “They put their hand over my mouth, refusing to let me move my head before throwing me into the car. I tried to fight him but he pushed me over to get in beside me before blindfolding me. He had a gun Kelly, I had to do what he told me to.” Y/n cried, bringing her hands up to her face as she sobbed. “Please y/n, tell me he didn’t.” Kelly begged, watching the young girl sob beside him. “He drove somewhere before bringing me to some stairs. I think it was some abandoned apartment because it smelt musty. He brought me to a bed and tied me to the ends.” Y/n moved to show Kelly her wrists, and Kelly moved to grab them lightly. “The next I knew he was on top of me, and all I could smell was his stale breath before it was over.” Y/n cried out, watching as Kelly traced the marks on her wrists. “Y/n, how did you?” Kelly asked, not wanting to finish the sentence. “I waited till I thought he was asleep. When he..” Y/n stopped short, not wanting to say it, and Kelly nodded, knowing what she meant, “the ties must of became loose. I slid my wrists out of them and waited, before I took a chance.” “Y/n.” Kelly sighed, not sure what to say. “See nobody believes me.” Y/n cried, moving away from kelly as she wrapped her arms around herself. “Hey, hey y/n, it’s okay. I believe you.” Kelly spoke, moving to put a hand on y/n’s shoulder. “Your just saying that.” Y/n breathed. “No y/n, I do. I just don’t know what to say to help you.” Kelly explained, rubbing her shoulder gently. “Just being here helps.” Y/n sniffed, rubbing her nose in the blanket around her. “Come on out of the cold, I’ll get you a hot chocolate and we can call Jay to come so you can give a statement.” Kelly spoke, standing up and offering a hand to y/n. “Nobodies gonna believe me.” Y/n mumbled, allowing Kelly to pull her up. “I believe you, and I know Jay will take it seriously.” Kelly comforted her, wrapping an arm around her.

Y/n sighed and eased herself into Kelly’s side. Kelly rubbed a hand up and down y/n’s arm as they walked back into the warm building, guiding her into the canteen before heading to his office with the hot chocolate, and y/n lay on Kelly’s bed as he called Jay, sipping her hot chocolate as she stared into space.

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It didn’t take long for Jay to show up to the firehouse with Antonio. The firefighters I the canteen looked at the two detectives in confusion as they made their way through the canteen and towards Kelly’s office. Dawson called out to her brother as she seen him go by, but he ignored her as Kelly opened the door, shaking Jays hand in thanks.

“I thought it would just be you.” Kelly spoke as he closed the door to his office. “It’s procedure to have two of us when taking a statement. Where’s Casey?” Jay asked, glancing at y/n who was curled up with her hands wrapped around the mug of hot chocolate. “In his office.” Kelly stated. “Can you get him? We can’t question her without him present.” Antonio explained. “no, please don’t.” Y/n begged, causing the three men to look at her. “I’m a legal guardian for her, can I sit in?” Kelly asked the two, and Antonio looked at jay who shrugged. “All you have to do is sit there. If you think the questioning gets too much for her, you tell us to stop.” Jay explained, looking at Kelly with a warning look.

Kelly nodded and looked at y/n before moving to sit beside her. He tapped her knees to tell her to sit up and took the mug from her hand to place it on the desk. Jay took the seat and moved it in front of y/n while Antonio leaned against the desk, allowing Jay to lead the questions. Kelly bit his lip to stop talking as he listened to y/n go in dept with the case.

“Do you know what he looked like?” Jay asked, looking at y/n as she wiggled in discomfort. “I didn’t get to see him.” Y/n looked down. “Your telling us for the duration of your escape, you didn’t see him at all.” Antonio remarked. “Well I wanted to get out, I didn’t think to look back, I just had to get away before he woke up.” Y/n explained, straightening her back. “And he didn’t follow you when you got out?” Antonio implied, and Kelly glared at him. “I heard a car but I just ran to hide so he didn’t see me.” Y/n explained, panicking slightly. “Antonio.” Kelly stated, and Jay held his hand up. “All part of the questioning Kelly.” Jay spoke, smiling at y/n with sympathy. “Do you know where he took you?” Antonio sighed, crossing his arms. “Some musty apartment. It had steps, multiple stairs.” Y/n explained and Jay sighed. “Y/n, you do realize that there is very little information to go on.” Jay explained, and y/n sighed. “You don’t believe me.” Y/n sighed, looking down as Kelly sighed in frustration. “In order to make a plausible case we need more information y/n, I’m sorry but we can’t help you if we’ve nothing to go on.” Jay explained, closing his notebook as he watched y/n. “So she just lives knowing her attacker is out there.” Kelly stated, not liking the answer. “There’s nothing we can do. She doesn’t have a description of anything vital.” Antonio explained as Jay stood up, moving for the door. “I remember the turns. I wasn’t set belted so I was thrown in all directions. It was a dark blue car with a broken brake light.” Y/n shouted quickly, causing Jay to stop in his place. “Do you know the redge?” Antonio asked. “No.” Y/n bit her lip. “If you know the direction I can bring you around the block.” Jay suggested. “Jay you know we…” “Take this as my break.” Jay said to Antonio before indicating for y/n to follow him. “Can you come with?” Y/n asked Kelly before the alarm went off. “I’ll be here when you get back.” Kelly said, kissing y/n’s head before rushing off. “Jay.” Antonio warned. “What’s the worse that can happen?” Jay asked, holding the door for y/n.

Y/n moved out to the front of the house and caught eyes with Casey who watched her walking out with Jay. He frowned as she got into Jays car, wondering what was going on.

Scared and alone (1/12)

info: It’s the beginning of school year and Sky, Riven and y/n reunite after three months being apart. Y/ns faking her happiness and the boys seem to know somethings up before y/n has a flashback of the dreadful night.

Relationship: sky x Riven x Reader (platonic)

Warnings: Mentions of death, loss of parents, harmful acts

Masterlist

Y/n looked around and sighed as she entered the gates to Alfea. She wasn’t in the mood to be here, she didn’t want to be anywhere really. Her parents had just died last month and all she wanted to do was go to her room and just stay there. But she knew she couldn’t.

Looking up she looked to her left to see one of her best friends Riven walking towards her while throwing a knife around. She rolled her eyes and put on a fake smile as he approached her. He smiled as she caught the knife and created frost across it.

“Was that really necessarily?” He asked as she gave it back to him and he grimaced as the now cold metal met his skin. “You were throwing it around carelessly, an accident waiting to happen.” she shrugged, pulling her bag further up her shoulder. “How are you?” He smiled, pulling y/n into a hug. “Good, how are you?” She lied, biting her lip as her eyes watered. “I’m good.” He smiled before pulling away and seeing her eyes, “Hey, you ok?” He asked. “Yeah fine.” She lied again, faking a smile. “Really?” He asked in concern. “Hey, don’t be going all soft on me.” Y/n joked, hitting Rivens shoulder. “Only for you, frosty.” Riven smirked, using her nickname from her powers. “Please don’t, you know how much I hate that nickname.” Y/n groaned as they walked towards Sky who was talking to a red haired girl.

“Quit perving on the first years.” Riven called out to him, placing an arm around y/n’s shoulders. “Riv, give me a minute yeah.” Sky started, glancing towards his two friends. “What, you going to chase her.” Riven asked, nodding in the direction the girl left. “No.” Sky sighed in defeat before being tackled by Riven in a hug.

Y/n looked down as the two boys caught up on their summers. She bit her lip as she figured out how to avoid the death of her parents.

“Hey y/n, not gonna give me a hug.” Sky asked, pulling y/n out of her thoughts. “Course I am Sky.” She smiled weakly, eyes widening as he pulled her into a hug as her voice broke. “Hey, what’s wrong?” Sky asked, picking up on her voice. “Nothing, everything's fine.” She fake smiled as they pulled away. “You sure? You know you can tell us anything. We’ll be here for you no matter what, won’t we Riven.” Sky stated, pulling Riven into the conversation. “Yeah, your our best friend y/n. We’re always here for you, just like you are for us.” Riven stated as the two boys looked at their best friend in concern.

Y/n sighed, figuring out what to say. There was only so much she could lie before they figure it out that she had been lying to them.

“Can we meet in your dorm later, I kinda need to tell you something.” She sighed, agreeing with her self that it’s best to tell them. “Sure, yeah we can do that. How about after dinner?” Sky asked, concerned for her. Y/n nodded and looked down. “I better go to my dorm and meet the first years I’m mentoring with Stella. Sorry Sky.” Y/n apologized sincerely as she seen him flinch at the mention of his ex.

The two boys nodded and watched as their fairy friend left before Riven threw an arm around Sky as they walked to their own dorm.

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Y/n sat on her bed and looked through the photos oh her and her parents. Tears filled her eyes as she seen the happy smiles the three wore throughout the photos, stopping on the most recent one she had.

*Flashback*

Her parents had always been fascinated with earth and how things were normal there. They weren’t fond of the whole otherworld so once they graduated they had moved there and that was where Y/n was born. As she grew up her mom always thought her how to control her magic and her father, being a specialist, thought her the basics of protection in case her powers couldn’t help her for some reason. Each year during the summer holidays her parents would bring her to the otherworld and show her where she came from and where she would one day be studying how to really control and develop her magic.

On her 17th birthday her parents brought her to the annually trip to the otherworld. They were walking through the woods when there was a sound through the leaves causing them to stop and look. Y/n looked at her dad as he muttered something to her mom. Turning to face their daughter, they both gasped as they seen a frozen one behind her.

“Run.” Her dad screamed at her, grabbing both her hand and her moms as he started running, pushing them in front. “Run to the border.” Her mum shouted at her from behind, knowing they were closer to the border than their portal.

Y/n panted as she followed her parents instructions and ran towards the closest border. She heard a horrid screech as she passed the border and turned back to see her dad fall to the ground and a frozen one jumping on him.

“Dad.” She screamed causing her mom to look back .“No.” Her mom screamed, turning back and starting to use her powers. “Mom.” Y/n screamed, as she seen another frozen one going behind her mother.

Her mom turned to see the frozen one but it was too late. She screamed as she seen her mom being thrown to a tree and went to cross back into the woods when the frozen one that was on her dad went towards her. She fell onto the ground and placed her hands up when an arrow went through it, causing it to turn to dust. Y/n looked around in shock to see a figure coming towards her.

“Y/n? Hey, your okay.” She recognized the voice of Silva as she was pulled up onto her feet. “Mom, dad?” She asked, pushing Silva away as she ran towards them, “Mom dad, no, wake up, please, wake up.” She cried, shaking her parents shoulders as she fell to her knees beside them. “Y/n, I’m sorry.” Silva said sincerely, knowing they were gone. “No, they can’t be, no, they’re not, they just need some help. We need to get them to professor Harvey, he can help them. He can.........” Y/n said in denial before Silva interrupted her. “Y/n they’re gone too far. They’re injuries are too severe, they had no hope with cuts like that. They were gone long ago.” Silva spoke softly, trying to comfort the young girl. “No.” Y/n screamed, causing an outburst of her magic. “Y/n, you need to calm down, your going to cause harm if you lose control.” Silva spoke in a stern yet soft voice, looking at the icicles starting to form on the trees and growing. “I can’t.” She cried, placing a hand on her chest as she leant down so her forehead touched her fathers. “Y/n I need you to calm down now.” Silva spoke in a louder tone, causing y/n to look up and see the icicles going towards Silva.

She gasped and through an ice shield towards Silva, as her mother had taught her, before leaning down and hugging her dead mother as Silva looked at her.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” She kept repeating as he came towards her. “Hey, it’s okay. I’m okay, you helped me with that okay. So now I am going to help you alright. Let’s get you to Sky okay. Then I can clean this up.” Silva stated, crouching down to where the young fairy lay with her dead parents. “No.” Y/n said in an auto tone. “No?” Silva asked. “I don’t want to go to Sky, he has enough on his plate.” Y/n stated, looking at Silva. “Y/n, I don’t want you to be alone........” “Don’t tell Sky, please.” Y/n said with more force. “Okay, I won’t tell Sky.” Silva said reluctantly, “But I do need to clean this up before people see it.”  “Can we bury them, give them a funeral.” She asked, knowing that they would of wanted it more then being burned as per otherworld's ways. “Yeah, we can.” Silva smiled, knowing that he had to support the young girl who was now an orphan.

*Flashback end*

Y/n sniffed as tears rolled down her cheeks. The only people who knew of her parents death were Headmaster Silva, Headmistress Dowling and Professor Harvey. Being her teachers and headmistress/headmaster of Alfea, they knew of her recent loss and were helping her cope with it as their student and as their previous friends child.

Wiping her eyes she walked to the bathroom, ignoring the girls and Stella arguing as she closed the door. She looked in the mirror and grimaced at her appearance before splashing water all over her face. Turning it off she dried her face with a towel before leaning against the sink to catch her breath. Once she knew she was under control she left the bathroom to see the dorm empty. She sighed and grabbed her keys and phone before leaving, closing the door behind her. 

Never threaten the Shelby sister 2/2

Info: Tommy never believed his sister when she said she was threatened by his enemies, but when injuries happen, Tommy is quick to make sure y/n knows how much he cares.

Relationship: Tommy Shelby x sister

Part 1

The situation kept replaying in Tommy’s mind. Shooting the man, running to y/n, seeing his sister surrounded by her own blood and Michal leaning over her, begging her to stay with him as he held pressure to the wound, his arm bleeding from the shoulder. Tommy remembered shouting for someone to grab a doctor, and two men running out with a gurney, transferring his sister on it before rushing into the hospital. He remembered trying to get by them to be with his sister while nurses held him back, telling him to sit down and wait till the doctor came out.

Michal managed to get away with a few stitches, and a telling off from Polly about being so careless to try and take down two men when he was on his own. Y/n however, had fared out with serious injuries, and Tommy couldn’t help but blame himself. If he had of believed her than she probably wouldn’t be in this situation. She wouldn’t be lying in the hospital bed with Tommy holding her hand, her family coming in and out to see if there was any change. She was the one who took care of the patients who came an went, she wasn’t meant to be one. Instead, she lay on the bed while Tommy kept his head down, a grip on her hand, refusing to leave her side.

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“Any change.” Tommy looked up to see his aunt Pol standing at the door.

“No, nothing.” Tommy spoke, dropping his head to look at y/n.

“What did the doctor say?” She asked, moving into the room, and Tommy seen Michal following behind, winching as he jolted his arm as he sat down.

“They managed to get the bullet out but there was a ruptured vessel. They managed to stop it so it’s just a waiting game.” Tommy explained, rubbing y/n’s knuckles with his thumb.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t save her.” Michal spoke up, and Polly shook her head as she looked at her son.

“Don’t blame yourself pet, it wasn’t your fault.” She smiled before turning to Tommy, “It was your idiotic cousins’ fault.”

Tommy looked at Pol to see her piercing glare.

“Yeah, I get it, I messed up, is that what you want to fucking hear?” Tommy snapped, not liking his aunt at him when he knew he had messed up.

“Yeah Tommy, it is. You need to realize that if it wasn’t for you y/n probably wouldn’t be in this situation. This could have been prevented if you had just listened to her. But no, you had to be so high on your horse to believe her didn’t you.” Polly snapped at her nephew, and Michal looked away, not sure where to look. “Who was he anyway?”

“Doesn’t matter, he’s sorted. Won’t get near her again.” Tommy spoke, looking down at y/n and kissing her hand as he ran a finger down her face.

After an hour or so, Polly and Michal left with Polly promising she’d be around tomorrow, and warned Tommy to call if anything changed. Arthur and John had came by and said that they would be outside the door if Tommy needed them, stating that she needed all the protection she could get after the events of the evening, and Tommy agreed, saying that when y/n came through, he would be sure that a peaky blinder was around her 24/7, whether she liked it or not. He wasn’t going to let anything happen to her again. He realized just how much leverage his enemies would have over him if they got to y/n. She was his light, and Tommy knew that she was his everything.

That night Tommy refused to sleep. He spent the night sitting in the seat beside y/n’s bed, leaning back and staring into space. Grace had came by to try get him to come home, Charles had been wondering where his daddy was, but Tommy refused, stating that his sister needed him. This lead to an argument between the two, with Grace furious that he would choose his sister over her soon, but Tommy took no mind as his priorities lay with his sister. She was injured because of an error he made, and he wasn’t going to leave until he knew that she was okay.

It wasn’t until the early hours of the morning when an improvement to y/n’s condition was made. Tommy was knocked out of his thoughts by a slight movement of the hand he had never let go of since he was let into see y/n. Looking down, he could see y/n’s finger moving ever so slightly that he thought that it was his sleep deprived state that was making him feel it. But when he looked up at y/n and seen her head move to the side he knew he wasn’t hallucinating what he wanted to happen, it was in fact happening. In his desire to get y/n to waken up some more, Tommy stood up and leaned over his sister, placing a hand on the top of her head as he brushed back some lose hairs.

Y/n hummed as she felt the cool water hit the back of her throat. Licking her lips, she moved her head away from the cup Tommy had at her lips and winched as she swallowed. Tommy brought his hand back to hers and rubbed it between both his hands as he watched her try to open her eyes. Y/n struggled for a few minutes before finally opening her eyes, shutting them just as quick as she opened them when the light came to view. Blinking, she opened them once again, and Tommy came into her view, a slight smile on his face.

“Hmm, Tommy.” Y/n muttered dryly, smacking her lips together trying to get moisture to them as she kept her eyes closed with tiredness.

“Y/n, can you open your eyes love.” Tommy asked softly, rubbing his thumb around the palm of her hand.

“Water.” Y/n stated, though Tommy struggled to hear it with y/n’s dry throat.

“Here you go.” Tommy stated, quickly moving to the side of the room and filling a small cup with water, bringing it to her lips so she could drink.

Y/n indicated weakly with her hand for Tommy to come towards her and Tommy looked at her before sighing and moving back beside her bed. He took her hand once again and y/n smiled, squeezing it.

“Hey you.” He spoke gently, and y/n smiled slightly.

“Hey.” Y/n replied, moving to get up but gave up upon feeling pain.

"How you feeling love?"

"Like I've been hit by a bullet?" She joked, smile fading as she watched her brothers reaction.

"Y/n I'm so sorry for not believing you when you told me some guy threatened you. I should of trusted you and went to deal with him as soon as you said. But I didn't, and now look where you are." Tommy stated, throwing his hands up in frustration.

"Tommy, it's okay." Y/n tried to calm him down.

"No, it's not. And don't play it down like it is. You could of died y/n, and that would of been for my stupidness." Tommy said, standing up forcibly.

"Yeah, and I was beyond hurt that you didn't believe me. But you saved me from a worse faith Tommy. You got him and got help before it was too late. You may not see it but if it wasn't for you turning up when you did I would be very dead right now." Y/n explained to Tommy, and he looked at her with unease. "Come here."

" I thought you'd hate me." Tommy spoke in a small voice, one y/n hadn't heard in a long time.

"We make mistakes Tommy, and we learn from them. Be glad nothing terrible happened, don't overthink what you could of done. I'm here, and I'll hold it against you, but I could never hate you. That's not in my blood. Besides, the rest of the family hate you enough for me." Y/n stated, smiling slightly to ease Tommy's worry. "I love you Tommy, that will never change."

"I love you too." Tommy smiled, kissing y/n's hand, "and from now on someone will be with you at all times."

"Course they will." Y/n muttered before smiling at Tommy, knowing it would make him feel better.

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Info: Jay's friend from the army returns, and feelings arise when she becomes involved in the case.

Relationship: Jay Halstead x reader

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Fear turns to confession (1/3)

Info: A friend and colleague of Jay and Mouse returns from the army due to leave, but feelings arise when she joins intelligence.

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It was long day for intelligence. They were working on a murder rape case where three women and two children were found dead with multiple stabbing wounds, the children haven been sliced in the neck. There was prove of forced sexual intendancies but they were no closer to finding the killer, only knowing that it was likely personally due to the victims being related.

"Alright any questions?" Hank asked, looking around after going through some new information before a phone goes off. "Sorry, sorry." Mouse spoke in a rush, grabbing his phone and looking at it before answering. "Everyone good?" Hank asked, bringing everyone's attention back to him causing everyone to nod, "Alright, back to work."

Jay made his way back to behind his desk and sat down, leaning towards the paperwork that contained information about the victims and how they were killed. Hearing movement, he glanced up only to see Mouse heading towards Erin in a rush, speaking to her abruptly before heading down the stairs, likely taking two at a time. Realizing the unusual behavior of his fellow veteran, Jay frowned and moved towards his girlfriends desk, leaning against it as he spoke.

"What was that about?" Jay asked her, looking in the direction Mouse left. "What was what about?" Erin asked, faking confusion. "Come on, where's mouse going?" Jay spoke, crossing his arm and looking at her. "I dunno, probably to get coffee or something." "What was he talking to you about?" "The case, he found something he thought was useful." "That quick?" "Jay, you know him, he's quick on things like this, just go back to work." She responded with a sigh before leaving her desk and heading to Hanks office.

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Erin did know what was going on with Mouse and why he had rushed off so quick after getting the disruptive phone call. She just chose not to tell Jay because she knew previous relations may arise.

Mouse had gotten a call from Will, saying that he and Jay should go to Wills house as someone from their past work had turned up. Upon hearing it was y/n he rushed out, not bothering to wait for Jay and opting to tell his trustworthy girlfriend instead.

Y/n was someone who used to serve with Mouse and Jay up until they left the army. She had started working two years after Jay and Mouse started and was still an active soldier when Jay had left, Mouse following two years later. They still kept in occasional contact but they hadn't seen each other in person since they left the service.

A couple of days ago y/n had gotten into an accident with work, and as a result was ordered to take leave to recuperate and recover before returning should she choose to. Instead of telling Jay like Mouse had asked her to, she opted to keep the information from her boyfriend, afraid that he would leave her for his former colleague. She knew that Jay and y/n had some form of a relationship, whether it was official or not, based on the fact that sometimes Jay called her y/n instead of her actual name. The fear of Jay leaving her for someone was something that wasn't worth taking the risk in her opinion, so she was determined that Jay wouldn't find out, even if it meant lying to him.

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That evening, Jay kissed Erin goodbye from the district before heading towards Will's place for a couple of drinks and to watch the match. Seeing Jay at his door, Will smiled in greeting before letting into the apartment, grabbing two bottles of beer from his fridge before sitting on the couch beside him where the TV was on playing the match of the week.

"How was work?" Will asked, starting conversation. "It was good, tough case." Jay spoke with a shake of his head, taking a drink from his bottle. "Yeah it must of been when you didn't come by earlier with Mouse." Will replied, drinking his own drink. "Mouse came here?" Jay asked in confusion. "Yeah, earlier on I called him and he came, said he told Lindsey to tell you." "Why would he come here? Erin never told me anything." Jay asked, confused about why his girlfriend would lie to him. "You don't know?" Will asked, squinting his eyes in confusion. "Know what?" "Y/n's back, she had an accident with a landmine so they told her take some leave time. I called mouse and you but when you didn't answer Mouse said he would get Erin to tell you." Will explained, leaning back into his seat. "Erin didn't say anything. Y/n's back?" Jay asked, looking at Will with wide eyes. "Yeah, just this morning. She's on leave to recover, you really didn't know?" Will asked, realizing that his brother clearly wasn't told anything. "Nothing was said to me. Where is she staying?" Jay asked, grabbing his phone and keys from in front of him. "Ehh here, but she's looking for her own place so it's temporary. She's off in an appointment right now with the military doctor or something." "Right, tell her to call me, yeah. I need to sort something out." Jay stated, standing up and grabbing his coat. "I'm sure there's a reasonable explanation for her not saying anything." Will shouted after his brother as he heard the door open. "Yeah, I'm sure there is." Jay agreed to himself as he closed the door and left.

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"Why didn't you tell me?" Jay spoke, walking into his and Erin's shared apartment. "I thought you were going to Will's for the night?" Erin asked, by passing his question. "I was, but then he told me that he had been trying to contact me but when he didn't called Mouse to tell him that y/n was back. But you already knew that because Mouse told you to tell me." Jay explained and Erin's eyes widened slightly. "Look, Jay..." "Why didn't you tell me Erin, don't you think I would of liked to know that my friend and fellow soldier was home after an accident." Jay asked, placing his hands behind one of their kitchen tables. "Yes, I know, I should of told you but, I know the way you two were before you left the army. How close you two were. You called me her name and I was afraid that if you knew that she was back you would leave me for her." "You still should of told me." Jay spoke with a shake of his head. "I know Jay, and I'm sorry, I just don't want to lose you." Erin spoke in a small voice, knowing what she did was wrong. "Linds, your not going to lose me okay, you and I are strong and are relationship works on trust and truth. I need you to tell me these things no matter what you fear and trust that I will not try anything behind your back." Jay spoke, lowering his voice and moving closer to his girlfriend, placing a hand around her waist. "I'm sorry I lied." Erin smiled and Jay smiled back, leaning down to pull her into a kiss.

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The following day intelligence gathered to talk about the case. Jay and Mouse were leaning against a desk with their arms crossed, half listening and half not. Both men were thinking of their old friend, and only one of them were expecting to hear their phone go off. Jay glanced at Mouse as he heard the soft ping and Mouse smiled as Hank finished before heading down the stairs. Frowning in confusion, Jay watched Mouse head down as Erin came towards him.

"Hey, you ok? You seem distracted." Erin asked, putting a hand on Jays arm. "Yeah fine, just confused is all." "About what?" Erin asked, scrunching her eyebrows. "Y/n?" Jay asked, looking away from Erin causing her to frown and turn to where he was looking.

Mouse walked up the stairs with a young lady beside him. The ladies arm was in a cast and she seemed to have a limp. Her h/c hair was down, covering half her face and she refused to make eye contact with anyone, but yet Jay seemed to know who she was. Erin glanced at Jay as he moved towards the two while the rest of the group watched on, wondering who the lady was.

"Y/n?" Jay asked again, louder this time, causing the lady to look up. "Hey Jay." She smiled, happy to see her old army friend. "What are you doing here? I thought you were spending the day recuperating. I was going to come see you after shift." "Decided to get out of the house. You know I always hated sitting around."

"Care to introduce us." Hank asked, his rough voice breaking the reunion. "Guys this is y/n, she was in the army with myself and Mouse here." Jay spoke, placing a hand on Mouses shoulder as he smiled shyly. "Y/n this is intelligence, where I work now." "Nice to meet you all." Y/n smiled, though Jay couldn't help but notice the slight flinch she gave. "Voight, Hank Voight. Head of intelligence." Voight stated, offering a hand shake. "Nice to meet you." Y/n smiled, accepting the hand shake.

Y/n started greeting the rest of Jays colleagues, and all but one seemed to happily greet her. Erin appeared to give y/n a hard shoulder, and y/n knew that it was over her and Jays past. Mouse had told her that Erin refused to tell Jay that she had returned, and y/n couldn't help but feel slightly bitter towards the woman her friend was dating. She knew Jay had called Erin her name a few times, but y/n couldn't help but be embarrassed about it even if she wasn't to blame. But none the less she smiled at Erin, and Erin smiled in compliance before wrapping her arm around Jays, causing him to look down in confusion as they never really showed affection in work, before watching y/n as she smiled at Adam as they spoke.

Heyy, love your stories, can you write a sky (from fate) x reader one shot where y/n and sky get pregnant and he swears to be a better dad than his ever was

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Y/n and Sky had been together for 3 years. They had meet through y/n's dad and Silva, the two men had been apart of the group who tried to destroy the burned ones and had kept in contact afterwards. They often met up to allow Sky and y/n to play together, the kids often having sleepovers whenever one of the two men had to work. Both Sky and y/n grew up around Alfea with their dad/ guardians teaching there. So there was no surprise when the two became an item in their first year of Alfea.

Y/n was a mind fairy, she always thought her powers were useless but Sky and her father ensured that she knew that mind fairies can become some of the most powerful fairies, and that she would be important for any missions, possibly gaining entry to the enemies head. Often times she used her powers to get into Sky's head if he tried to block people out. Sky was someone who wouldn't reveal what he was feeling and y/n knew this/ SO when she entered her mind Sky knew she was present, but he also knew that she wouldn't overstep the boundaries, she never used her powers against him, only when it was for his benefit.

Currently however, the feelings she felt were her own. Y/n sat on her bed, looking at a test in her hands. Two lines came up clear as day and the blue test on the ground near her feet clearly spelt the news, she was pregnant. Y/n and Sky had always been cautious when things got heated between the two, but clearly their methods weren't 100% effective. Shock and sadness were evident feelings y/n had, Sky had just turned 18 and y/n was 17 for another six months. Both had their studies ahead of them and they certainly weren't in a great position to raise a baby. But despite these feelings there was also slight happiness present. Y/n had always dreamt of having a family of her own. She liked the idea of being a young mom, but her idea of young was in her 20's, not in her teen years. She could barely look after herself, let alone another human been.

Y/n's thoughts turned to her boyfriend. Sky had always portrayed how he wasn't sure if he wanted to have kids of his own or not. His relationship with his father was always a touchy subject, the older man was never really present in his life, and had supposedly been dead for the most of it. Having been raised by Silva since he was young, Sky had seen Silva as a great father figure, but the feeling of the loss of a father scarred Sky. Sky didn't want that for is own kids, he didn't want to have the child become fatherless because of his job as a soldier. And those feelings never changed when Andreas came back alive, infact Sky never spoke of his feelings about that situation.

Y/n was pulled out of her trance when she heard a knock on the door. She knew who was behind it and fear shot through her veins, not of who it was but more of what she was going to have to tell him. The news could go one of two ways, and y/n knew that Sky's reaction wasn't something that could be predicted. However, this wasn't something that could be brushed to the back of her mind and forgotten about, she was going to have to tell him.

“Are you going to leave me hanging?” Sky called through the door jokingly causing y/n to jump up as she realized she was still sitting around. “Coming.” Y/n called, quickly grabbing the two tests and slipping them into her hoodie pocket before going to open the door. “I think I aged waiting on you to open the door.” Sky smirked as the door opened to reveal him leaning against the wall. “Well you still look dashingly handsome.” Y/n smiled back and Sky chuckled before walking into the room and closing the door behind him.

Y/n went to move back into the room only for Sky to grab her by the waist and turn her back to face him. She giggled slightly as he brought his hands up to cup her face before bringing his lips to hers. Out of instinct, y/n brought her hands to his waist, smiling as the two shared a long kiss. After a few minutes, the two pulled apart for air and y/n smiled as she opened her eyes. Sky placed his forehead against hers as he brought his hands to her waist.

“Hmm, I missed you.” He stated, smiling as y/n chuckled lightly. “You were gone for two days.” Y/n reasoned. “And what a drag it was.” Sky stated causing y/n to laugh as she pulled away from him, ignoring him mumbling in protest. “How was training away from Alfea anyway.” Y/n asked as she moved around the room, picking up her books from the ground and placing them back into a pile on her desk. “Just a few of those squid things that take fairy magic that needed to be gotten rid of.” Sky stated, crossing his arms as he watched her move around the room suspiciously. “Fun.” Y/n smiled, not looking up as she walked towards her wardrobe, hanging up some dropped clothes. “Your bypassing something.” Sky observed, narrowing his eyes slightly. “What do you mean?” Y/n asked, knitting her eyebrows as she fluffed up her pillows. “You suddenly avoid eye contact with me, your moving around doing random things when we all know the little mess present is natural for you. What’s going on?” Sky asked, moving closer to his girlfriend as she brushed past him and grabbed a copy from her desk and opened it. “I think your being a little dramatic.” Y/n stated, chickling slightly. “I think that you know that I don’t need to be a mind fairy to know when you’re not feeling yourself.” Sky stated, walking to y/n and taking the copy out of her hands before placing his hands on her waist, “Come on, what’s up?” Sky asked, tucking y/n’s hair behind her ear as he looked into her eyes.

Y/n scanned Sky's eyes as she tried to think of how to say what was going on. Sky watched as her eyes flashed purple for a second before returning to her natural e/c eyes. Y/n sighed before taking his hands on hers before guiding him to her bed and sat on it before turning to face her boyfriend. Sky watched as she crossed her legs and tucked her hair behind her ears before looking up at him.

“I’m not sure how to tell you this so I’m just going to come out with it.” Y/n stated, knowing it would probably be best to just rip it like a band aid. “Okay? Y/n you have me worried.” Sky stated, looking at his girlfriend as she took a deep breath and placed her hands in her pockets. “Sky I’m pregnant.” “What?” Sky asked, not speaking after that. “I found out today, literally just before you came here. I had been feeling sick and I missed my period so I decided just to be safe I would take one. I wasn’t expecting it to come back positive because we had been cautious but I guess they aren’t 100% preventatives so, here we are.” Y/n rambled, stopping when she seen Sky frozen in shock.

Sky sat on y/n's bed, barely moving as he comprehended what y/n just said. Y/n knew how Sky felt about having kids and she knew that this would be a shock for him. It was a shock for her too, they were only near the end of year three in Alfea, but they also had another three to go before they were free. Y/n watched Sky as he didn't move before sighing and holding his shoulder, deciding to read his thoughts and emotions.

Y/n winched as she read his thoughts, his memories of his childhood coming to light. Andreas had always been strict with Sky and had begun training him once he was able to walk and hold a sword. She felt the emotions her boyfriend had when he watched Andreas continuously leaving and Sky telling him his father was dead. The fear and loneliness Sky felt was strong and y/n winched again as the feelings increased. She gasped before felling someone grabbing her hand, knocking her out of her trance. She blinked rapidly before seeing Sky holding her wrist, beady eyes watching hers as he shook his head.

“Sky…” Y/n started only for Sky to smile slightly, taking her other hand in his. “It’s okay, don’t worry about him, he isn’t worth it.” Sky stated, referring to the memories y/n had just seen of Andreas. “Sky…” Y/n stopped herself and wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him into a hug, Sky accepting it.

The two sat in silence, enjoying the embrace they shared, and they both sighed as they pulled apart. From practically lying on top of Sky, y/n leaned to pull away only for the two tests to fall out of her pocket. Sky looked down as he felt something falling onto his floor, and crouched down to pick it up. He stared at what was in his hands when he realized what they were. Y/n looked down at the tests that were now held in his hand, before looking up at Sky to see his reaction.

“So, your pregnant.” Sky acknowledged once again. “Yeah, I am.” Y/n nodded in agreement. “How are you feeling?” “I’m not sure. This wasn’t planned so I’m not sure how to react.” Y/n stated, letting out her feelings. “It is big news.” “yep.” Y/n nodded. “A big change.” “Yes.” Y/n spoke, rolling her eyes at Sky practically repeating himself. “Are you going to be a mom?” Sky asked, causing y/n to look up at him. “I always wanted to be a mom. Loved the idea of being a young mom but when I thought young, I never thought it would be this young. I mean I’m only 17.” Y/n explained, and Sky listened as she spoke her feelings “I’m scared and sad that it’s happened, but I’m also excited about this new chapter.” Y/n smiled as she allowed her feelings to sink in before looking at Sky, “Are you going to be a dad? I don’t want you to feel I am forcing you into this, you can walk away from this if you want, no strings attached.” She watched as Sky looked down in thought. “It was never something I thought of. I always remember the feelings I felt when Andreas left me for missions, and the loneliness I felt when Silva told me he had supposedly died. I never wanted to bring that to another kid, didn’t know if I wanted to do that. Sure Silva was great but he wasn’t my dad, you know.” Sky explained and y/n nodded, just listening as he spoke his thoughts, “But when Andreas came back, I remembered all the times he was strict, and how he wasn’t one to show emotions. He trained me since I could walk and hold a sword and I don’t want that for my kid.” Y/n held Sky’s hand as he got things off his chest. “I want to be a father to our baby y/n, and I swear to you right now, that I will be a better dad than my father was to me.”

Y/n smiled at Sky and allowed him to pull her into a hug- Sky wrapped an arm around y/n’s waist and she giggled as he pulled the two of them to lie on the bed- Sky smiled and kissed y/n’s forehead before bringing the test in his hand up to their eye sight.

“That’s crazy.” Sky stated. “It sure is.” Y/n hummed in agreement. “And you just took them today?” “uhuh, literally around 15minutes before you came.” Y/n explained, leaning on Sky’s chest. “That’s insane.” Sky stated causing y/n to giggle at his reaction.

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Cries echoed the walls of the room as y/n gave one final push. Sky stood beside her, holding her hand and brushing her sweaty hair back as he comforted her the best he could. He looked down at the end of the bed before laughing in happiness when he seen their baby being passed by the doctor to the nurse.

“Congratulations, you’ve a healthy baby boy.” The nurse congratulated the couple, placing the baby on moms chest. “Hey baby, I’m you mommy.” Y/n cried, the pain she felt disappearing as she cooed at her baby to silence. “And I’m your daddy.” Sky stated, tears falling as he rubbed a finger down his newborn sons cheek. Y/n looked up at Sky to see the hesitance in his eyes. “Your going to be an amazing dad.” Y/n smiled and Sky looked at y/n tearfully, taking the baby from her arms. “I’m gonna be better than he was.” He stated to y/n before looking down at his son, “Yes I am.” He cooed down at the baby and y/n smiled, watching as their son took Sky’s finger. “I have no doubt about it.” She stated before allowing the nurse to help clean her up.

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