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DESCRIPTION: It wasn’t long after you started your new job that your boss caught your attention. Young, platinum blonde, a fan of basketball and hip hop, he was quite the outlier for someone with his title. It was hard to deny your attraction and when he suggested a casual sexual agreement, it was clear the feeling was mutual. What wasn’t apparent at the start was the dark reality he lived in and how he would pull you into that abyss.

PAIRING: Yoongi x Reader x Jungkook

GENRE: Angst and Smut

WORD COUNT: 170k

STATUS: Ongoing 10/11 parts completed

WARNINGS: abusive themes, violence, mentions of blood, dom/sub themes, blackmail, derogatory names, breath play, high levels of assholery

INDEX:

Prologue

Chapter 01

Chapter 02

Chapter 03

Chapter 04

Chapter 05

Chapter 06

Chapter 07

Chapter 08

Chapter 09

Chapter 10

EXTRAS:

Long Trailer

Drabbles

Playlist

Answered Asks

Fan Art

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

finally, play a new game

⭐️part twelve of the understanding consciousness & non dualism series

hi cuties. this is the last post of the understanding consciousness and non dualism series and i want to say thank you so much for everyone that supported me. im happy that my posts helped ppl understand this concept better. the aim of the series was to break down the topics so that it can be easier to comprehend even though its so simple but the ego makes it seem harder (as you can already assume).

by now you understand that your real and only identity is consciousness / awareness / the observer / the source / imagination and everything is consciousness ("your" phone, "your" mother) which appear as separate and different forms even though its all the same thing, you. nothing is real and everything is imaginary. imagining something is the same as having it in the "physical world" bc there is no "physical world" bc there is no separation bc everything is just consciousness. nothing is real but things exist when you become aware of them (example: these words can never be real but they exist bc you are aware of it). this human body and thoughts/ego is not the real you, real identity. its not real its just appearing as something else. consciousness is the only reality so reality is everywhere bc consciousness is everything. desires arent real bc the moment you become aware of something, it exists instantly, youve experienced it instantly. "desires" are you. you dont create anything, you are everything. forms of consciousness just appear as separate but arent. even the 5 senses arent real and are limited to the power you are (consciousness). as the observer, you observe everything (in the unreal physical and in imagination).

the point of non dualism is to realize your true self (consciousness) and be free from suffering in this "life" that you think is real. remove and be free from all concepts and beliefs and the past. they are not real and never will be. once you understand non dualism, there is no suffering or pain or no issue. you cannot take things seriously bc you know none of this is real in the first place. personally, i think the point of "life" is to realize your true nature and enjoy life and peace with whatever ego desires. if ego desires being a rockstar or having piercings or getting free money, then thats what it is. the point is to experience whatever ego wants to experience.

all this is just a game.

you are the game character (human being), you are the game's plot, you are the producers of the game, the one playing the game, the game console, the game itself, everything. and this game is all imaginary.

be present and enjoy everything bc its all you. ego desires something? be that desire and imagine it.

none of this shit is real so i can and will treat myself how ego wants to be treated in imagination since its no difference if its in imagination or in the "physical" bc both are imagination either way. ego wants to go to the beach? in imagination i will go to the beach and enjoy every second. you see how free it is to imagine whatever knowing that imagination is everything and everywhere? its unlimited. you are unlimited.

how to play a new game:

imagine the "desire"

done. it exists and i experienced it instantly.

the 5 senses are not real as said before and the "physical" is the same as whatever you imagine. if you depend on the unreal "physical world" then you are limiting yourself to the body's unreal senses. what powerful being would limit themselves to an unreal thing?

whatever ego wants, i will be bc thats the game and rules i chose. there is no such thing as something against me or restrictions or oppositions or something that is making it "hard". everything is unreal and is me (consciousness) either way. you dont have power, you are power.

realize you already are whatever ego desires. you are already living in imagination and you always will be. experience whatever it is you want to experience.

© msperfect777

MASTERLIST

FANFICTION BTS

Hoseok:

MAFIA AU MASTERLIST

Taehyung:

MAFIA AU MASTERLIST

Jin:

MAFIA AU MASTERLIST

Yoongi: MAFIA AU MASTERLIST

Oh My! (Bangtan uni au)

Jimin:

FOREVER

In which you fall in love with Jimin slowly at first and then all at once.

Jungkook:

Love & Hate

You’ve spent a long time hating Jeon Jungkook. But perhaps the line between love and hate is a little blurred and you’re not sure you understand difference anymore.

TAKING CHANCES: CHAPTER I

Your marriage to Jeon Jungkook is just another business transaction.  But it’s not long before your heart decides it’s time to get involved. CEO!Arranged Marriage au.

FANFICTION GOT7

Jaebum:

MY GIRL

In which Jaebum is the college fuck boy and you’re the idiot who’s fallen in love with him.

FANFICTION SEVENTEEN:

Joshua Hong:

HOME

Being in love with your best friends boyfriend is a bitch. Especially when said boyfriend is Joshua Hong.

Wonwoo:

MINE

In which Wonwoo is the boy that everybody loves and you’re just the girl that sits beside him in Sociology.

FANFICTION EXO:

Park Chanyeol:

HOME TOWN GLORY: CHAPTER I HOME TOWN GLORY: CHAPTER II

Iseul hasn’t seen Park Chanyeol in six years.  When he shows up with a glamorous life and a new fiance, Iseul decides it’s time to take back what’s hers.

Byun Baekhyun:

THAT WAY: I THAT WAY: II THAT WAY: III THAT WAY: IV THAT WAY: V THAT WAY: VI THAT WAY: VII (Epilogue) Complete.

Byun Baekhyun rejected you all those years ago.  He didn’t see you that way.  You were just friends.  So why did it feel like he might have been lying?  And why couldn’t you just understand him?

BLOOM: Part I BLOOM: Part II

Byun Baekhyun was born into the lap of luxury.  You were not.  Lying about where you came from was not really part of your plan, but neither was falling in love.  CEO!au

DRABBLE CHALLENGE:

70. “Not everyone is out to get you. Stop thinking that. It’s annoying.” (Kim Taehyung) 94. “I had a bad dream again.” (Mark Lee)

but imagine being in your favorite foreign city, living in a cute, cozy apartment with a lovely view, working at a small bookstore, spending your time at beautiful cofffee shops and libraries, taking long walks, meeting new people that make you feel good, being yourself, finding true love and actually feeling good & fullfilled with your life

things I need to remind myself

1. completely and fully disregard the materialization process because thinking about it makes me think i’m doing something wrong because i can’t (see)) my shit even tho ik im not because of the //feelings// i have when i re enter my states

2. forget about desire entirely except to experience it

3. remember the outer man has no free will so he cannot desire anything therefore worrying about his experience (the materialization) is stupid.

4. remember quite literally everythingggggg is happening within. everything. everything. i can be in a bad circumstance externally but fulfilled internally because fulfillment comes from within

5. the outer man does not have his own dialogue so anytime i think about wanting to physically see my desire that the inner man acting as the outer man and leaving the state of the WF. i must simply shift his focus back.

6. continuously experience and forget about the concept of outer results and materialization

7. stop allowing myself to feel like i need to do more to “see” it or like i’m doing anything wrong. i’m doing everything right.

whenever i doubt i will come back to this

this was so good??? Like the descriptions of jungkook and how reader is insecure but still does it any way, the ending is just-

morning rush. (m)

pairing ~  college au!jungkook/reader warnings ~ exhibitionism?  summary ~ You develop a strange relationship with the boy you share your morning commute with.   word count ~ 3.2k

+ Once the the train is tight enough, he senses that he can proceed inconspicuously. His hand drifts from your waist to the edge of your skirt, and you can feel the pads of his fingertips against your skin.

I wonder what he thinks when he looks at me.

Every time you see him, he sees you. Again and again you are stumped by one of life’s greatest obstacles: you can never really know what another person is thinking.

The year is almost over, you thought, and yet I have never spoken to this guy.

In the train station exactly five minutes away from your apartment, you see him every morning, without fail. You board the same ever crowded carriage, endure the thirty minute commute, then disembark at the same stop. Yet, no good morning, no hello, no subtle head nod, not ever. You were unsure if he was even aware of your existence.

At times you swore you could feel his eyes on you, palpably you had thought that he even awaited your appearance. On better days you would even think that he started to take an interest in you.

But when your mind would inevitably clear, you’d realise that no, this isn’t possible. He’s too tall and too fit to be anywhere near your league. He’s Jeon Jungkook, the ever coveted yet doubly mysterious first class university athlete. And you are… well, you.

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I loved this stage!!

mbc gayo daejejeon 2018 x mic drop

Fleur hiiiii I feel like I have a good grasp of states and persisting now but how do u not be afraid of time? Like with deadlines in the 3D and stuff

hi anon, hello.

if you were truly fulfilled with having it in imagination, meaning HAVING IT because imagination = reality, then you wouldn't be focused on the how, when, or if it'll manifest!