My Sad Girl Mood Forever And Ever.

Kunoichi of the Leaf. ♛

The chokehold that "Greetings From Teenage Hell" by Petra Collins photoshoot still has on me is insane. Rookie Mag is still one of my favorite places on the internet and Petra Collins' archive is an eternal source of artistic inspiration.

I love how the entire website is mostly teenage girls being creative and sharing their work. It makes me emotional just looking at these pictures lol.

hi! i love everything you've ever written ever - your naruto fic was so moving it made me reread the whole series bc it's been so long and i didn't remember half of the characters and then i realized YOU should've been writing naruto from the jump. i love your characterizations, espescially for for your jujutsu kaisen fics. i don't think there's anyone else who's landed on how sweetly sickening sashisu is ... would you ever write them romantically? or even just suguru and shoko? just wondering!!

Gosh, I have written so many Naruto stories that I judge myself lol. Lovesickness is the most recent one, so I assume that's the one you're referencing? The power I would have if I could turn that specific story into a manga! It's probably my favorite.

Thank you for your sweet compliments about my writing! I've started reading Naruto and am a third of the way into the series (I watched the anime and fell off right before Five Kage Summit), and honestly, I couldn't have written it. I don't have the vision that Kishimoto had. However, I will gladly write fan fics about Naruto, especially the older jounin!

I have written too many Jujutsu Kaisen stories. The people in the GetoHime tag must be sick of me! I hint at past SaShiSu in Fathers and Mothers and Daughters and Sons, in the fourth and fifth chapters. I love writing about SaShiSu as friends, since they were totally the kids who played car accident, but I don't know if I could do a poly story justice. SuguShoko is a ship I have thought about, but idk, I kinda want to just focus on stories set in other fandoms. You have planted a seed though.

Thank you so much for reading my stories and leaving me such a sweet message <3

belated v-day updates!!!

Lovesickness - Naruto, Older Jounin, E.

wholly mad and half undressed - xxxHoLic/Tsubasa, KuroYuko, E.

Private Life - Chainsaw Man/X/1999, Kishibe/Karen Kasumi, E.

hi! i really love your writing and especially your “consider the shark jumped” series! do you have any plans on ever continuing it or writing any new satoshoko works? sorry if this sounds pressuring or anything, it’s really not my intention to be 😭😭🙏 i’m just a big fan or your writing!

Hi! Thank you so much for your sweet words! I actually do really like that series and I have some ideas about how to expand it. Toji as DILF Frank Gallagher is pretty funny to me, and it'd be nice to write about him more. I've thought about writing Tsumiki and Kamo, and Megumi being a hater. There's a SatoSho with their kids in this universe sort of drafted, but I have no idea when I'll deliver. I have some ideas for SatoSho, but nothing in the works currently. Life has been crazy demoralizing recently so it has been hard to be creative. I’ve got two long fics I’m focusing on, but they are in Naruto and Bleach, the two series we can blame for JJK but I understand if you aren’t interested in either.

I don’t feel like you put any pressure on me at all! I wouldn’t leave comments on or have a Tumblr with an open inbox if I didn’t want to interact with readers. Thank you so much for leaving such a nice comment!

Fingers crossed that I will be creative again! Leaving one of my favorite tweets below because it sums up my mood for the last six months!

my mood. the updates:

Lovesickess: E, Naruto, Older jounin being messy as hell.

wholly mad and half undressed: E, xxxHolic/TRC, KuroYuko.

for sure: E, Rurouni Kenshin, SanoMeg.

Hi I read Near to the Wild Heart by Clarice Lispector because of your fic Roses in a Flatbed lol and I loved it! Both the book and the fic :) Just wondering if you have any other book recs

Hi! Thank you for reading one of my oldest stories, and I am honored that it inspired you to pick up Clarice! I love her very much. I’ve read and enjoyed quite a few of her books—The Hour of the Star, Agua Viva, The Passion According to G.H., A Breath of Life, The Apprenticeship or the Book of Pleasures—and I am working my way through Too Much of Life. All the above books I recommend. 

Now, for other books: I both love and dread giving recommendations, because I care too much about what my tastes say about me, and I also struggle to curb my impulse to list every book I have remotely liked in recent memory. 

Below are my list of recommendations, in no particular order. What they all have in common is that they are written by women, and they all changed my brain chemistry for the better. 

Northwood: A Novella by Maryse Meijer 

This Woman’s Work by Julie Delporte

Walking Through Clear Water in a Pool Painted Black by Cookie Mueller 

Cursed Bunny by Bora Chung

The Pisces by Melissa Broder 

We Have Always Lived in the Castle by Shirley Jackson

I Who Have Never Known Men by Jacqueline Harpman

Winter in Sokcho by Elisa Shua Dusapin

The Ballad of the Sad Cafe by Carson McCullers  

A few of these books have content that could be upsetting, so check Storygraph or Goodreads before taking them out at the library or purchasing. Thanks for dropping by and happy reading! 

My GetoHime Trash

When I die and go to heaven, no doubt an angel will ask why I put so much GetoHime content onto the internet. I shall have no good response, other then things just played out this way. My head, heart, and gut all say ShokoHime, but GetoHime is too conceptually entertaining for me to ignore.

Below is a master list of my GetoHime stories. They are all on ao3. Please note the rating at the end of the description. All adult situations depicted are between consenting adults. There is also drug use, mental health issues, and violence in a few of the stories. Please mind the tags of each story - I go out of my way to ensure that readers know what they are getting into. It is all NSFW, lol.

Ongoing

In every dream home a heartache: When Suguru comes back to pay Mei Mei his half of the rent, he finds that Utahime has moved into his old room. He doesn't know how to feel about it. Rated M.

Multi-chapter

Father and Mothers and Daughters and Sons: Suguru and Utahime realizing that adulthood is purgatory. Rated E.

Kept in Place: Suguru and Utahime, evolving. Rated E.

I give you my life: No one ever wants to wait for their real life to start. Rated E.

Invite the Weight: Being with someone doesn't fix the hole left behind by someone else. It's worse when you invite that person back into your life. Rated E.

Even Cockroaches Can Dream: Watching someone change right before your eyes. Or: Suguru’s charm and Utahime’s denial can only hide their crazy for so long. Rated E.

Osteosarcoma: When it's over, it's just Geto and Utahime. Rated E.

Lightning Strikes Twice: When Suguru stops being the person Utahime thinks he is, he decides to make sure that she can never forgive him. Rated E.

When the Birds Began to Die: Being stuck with someone you haven't seen in years for days doesn't usually end so well. Rated E.

One shot

But I love him: "I love you, call me back." Rated M.

If We Make It Through December: So, where was Utahime during the Night Parade? Rated E.

Melted Brains: Suguru and Utahime, getting into it. Rated E.

Sticking Point: Worst cab ride ever. Rated M.

The Past Participle: Coming down easy. Rated E.