“you look sick” why thank you
nobody talks about the sick rush you get from going a little too deep ,, the way your blood runs ice cold and you get so dizzy and you can't help but feel nauseous knowing that you only want more
Ofc i didnt end up killing myself. Its all just a fucking cycle.
Wake up, enjoy the comfort of bed, realize life fucking sucks, Get depressed, smoke, drink, feel better, then feel worse, fall asleep, do it all again.
i’m so scared, i have to go to court tmr for truancy.
wish me luck
Do you ever wanna just do the most violent things to yourself? Like have you ever hated yourself SO much that you could physically and mentally torture yourself willingly until your body just gave out from the pure exhaustion of it all?
trying not to relapse because it's bad for me ❌
trying not to relapse because none of my blades are pretty enough ✅
Just know that if we're moots I consider us friends
Used to be scared of seeing Bean pics but now I find them so pretty
Somebody DM or send me askssss I'm bored and want attention as soon as I finish my work out ^_^