my boyfriend is in the hospital because there's something wrong with his heart
everything around me keeps getting fatally sick
my mom, my bunny, my cat. now my boyfriend
all I can think of is how no matter how hard we work on this and how much we plan to be there for him it will definitely all lead up to him dying anyways.
scared, suffering, in pain. unable to understand how there is nothing more that can be done and that this is definitely their end. and everytime I'm there to watch in agony, because how am I supposed to go on without them in my life
I'm going insane. My life is one big, cruel joke.
there's no way I'll survive if he dies. I simply can't Whatever is going on and whoever is responsible for this, take me instead. This is unbearable.
God of Gold
This is an idea I had back when I was new to the fandom. I recently remembered and found my old drawings, so I made this redraw.
I listened to Jonathan Youngs Villain covers a lot during that time, so while I was listening to his cover of "Shiny" from Moana, I got the idea for this God.
(Edit: I forgot I can add songs on a post, so I added it this time)
The Gods of Gold already exist in the game and we can interact with them in Midas cave, but we never see them. I wanted to make them resemble Midas, being a starfish wearing a fancier Jeweled Crown.
To get an eldritch look, I choose black brittle starfish as a reference and added a bunch of eyes, to get a similar vibe as Narinders eldritch form.
As of right now, I don't have a specific name for this God of Gold, but for their personality you can imagine them similarly to Tamatoa, since his villain song was a big inspiration for this character.
Another Old God idea I had was the God of Life, being a reversed color version of Narinder (white and blue instead of black and red), but I won't be drawing that because we have Goats God now
I love emails
you can't kill yourself you have to wait until Trump dies of liver failure or even better from a trip down the stairs. you have to live so you can party with me that day
Redoing the Octomaid from an older Monstergirl Challenge I never got to finish > 3>
Painting practice
Patreon < free hd download here
Done for Uryx! It's sideways because it wouldn've fit otherwise so yeah and I was too lazy to turn it in photoshop, please forgive me! OTL
kitty car 🐱
nevertheless, we ball