Jae Liu WUBAO

when you keep drawing the same wrong line over and over and you get so frustrated you just draw one angry stroke and it’s pretty much perfect and you just

There also supposed to be a pixeled heart and rupee and bomb BUT I DELETED THEM BECAUSE OF WRONG LAYER

4am for christs sake I hate me so much

I hate mondays I swear

bruh twitch emotes pmo so bad. you follow every tutorial and trick there is just for the emotes to be blurry. the animated ones are so much worse. why? how? how do others get them to be so smooth with the same fucking tutorial?! and what's with the bigass prestige vibe bigsass drawings people keep posting whenever they get a new emote?? is that a thing now?? I hate this I can't believe I offered commissions for emotes just a year ago. like it genuinely makes me so angry I might burst an artery

I just wanna go back and refund everybody that bought a commission off of me, like honestly. best I can do is a PNG for an avatar. I'm seeing stars how is this supposed to work!!!!!!!!!! is it just always supposed to be a little blurry oe what!!!!!!!!!!!

going by pure logic and all that I know after using the fucking computer and several art programs the last 15 years is that there is no way you can get a 112 x 112px image to look smooth in any way. are the tutorial people just gaslighting or is this some kind of unspoken garbage. like I thought I was moving within my own community how is communication still made to be so fucking mysterious!!! bro I can't do this. I'm gonna pass out. I can feel my heart beating in my fucking eyes. art was supposed to be my thing and I crumble at the godforsaken technicalities that seem sooooo simple but I just cannot get right. actually shit like this happens a lot with other things as well. I'll get the basics down but the part of completion always gets fucked up. how? why? what is so different about the way I do things?? How is the turnout so different even when I followed instructions to a T???????????? I can't do this. fuck this.

For days I've been trying to make a list of everything I need to figure out still and for no good reason at all it just keeps getting longer

how did this happen. from household shit to small fixes around the house it now feels like I have 2 lives to take care of on top of things continuing to break. I'm losing track and focus of everything!!! I can't do this anymore

Cotl outfit ideas: Lamb inspo

Images sourced from pinterest

Almost 2 months of mine to make this. I wanted to try produce an animated story by my self, but oh boy did it a shit ton of work.

Music from the game obviously. I separated vocals and instruments of some songs, but it's hard to have the result that I want (ㅠ﹏ㅠ)

Normally I don't post my longer video on here, but eh, it's short enough, so... ¯\_ (ᵕ—ᴗ—)_/¯

There’s still more to the story—I'll see if I can continue the project. Any feedback or help is welcome!

You can also watch my stuffs on my YouTube if you want to •ᴗ•

The cutest cult leader ever! ❤️‍🔥

[HEY THIS IS STILL A WIP LOL]

I'm also a Cult of the Lamb enjoyer- HEH