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IS THAT

postcard sent by elliot smith to friend sean croghan after moving from portland to la c. 1999

thinking about how harold has outlived both of his sons...

listening to music in public is so hard because i feel it in my entire body and i’m supposed to pretend i’m just chilling

there's a difference between father and dad. one is a title, the other is a bond.

i have a parasocial relationship with elliott smith :/

timothée chalamet in bones and all (2022) dir. luca guadagnino

Remember that time I read a book everyone said was heartbreaking and I said I’d be fine because nothing like that ever bothers me???

And then I cried through the last two parts???

And I can’t stop thinking about it???

from the article for gerard’s new comic series

(03/21/24)

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.