Me When The Uuuuuuhhhhh

Receiving and understanding being loved as a person and not used as a thing after going through abusive relationships is way harder than media makes it seem.

Like there's no holy rays of 'oh this is how it feels to be healthy' or 'finally the fog and grinding gears are gone im fixed' its years and years of head clenching as you try and understand why someone is just, doing something for you in return for nothing, just making space and time for you, just telling you to care more about yourself with tears in their eyes, it hurts, its hard, and trying to understand and internalize why and how is not some relaxing, natural movement to the brain, its something you have to work hard to get to feel in your heart.

A drawing I did in adobe illustrator for an assignment

I’m actually pretty proud of it. It was a pain to navigate layers though. And it took me like 5 hours of my free time along with 8 I spent on it during the lessons

And I found I’m nonbinary kinda. So that’s neet. Also Cy sorry for coming out this way instead of the last time we were playing but I was scared

I got transed by technomancers from alpha centurii and their damn magicks

:3

:c

lesbians with terrible posture reblog.

girls night (Aoi, Lettie and Eleanor)

Oh shit I just realized I can post the "Gaussian Blur Wizard That Gaussian Blurs You" here

I think people let JK Rowling's transphobia define her too much, we need to acknowledge her other aspects.

She's also a racist, antisemitic, and a Holocaust denier, we can't forget that!

Trying to think of a design is going to make me commit multiple instances of arson

The barely functioning mouse and keyboard isn’t helping

Kult - "Arahja"

LOOK AT WHAT MY GF GAVE ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY. THEY’RE SO CUTE I LOVE THEM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I’m posting this way later because I forgot to post it on my actual birthday ;-;