It really isn’t the worst English I’ve seen. And it kinda sounds like you might have anxiety or that you are just neurodivergent also check out this song I think you’ll like
Weird? Fear?
I have this I think weird fear.
I fear situations that might change or help me and I must have control over this situations because I'm not afraid when I don't have control. So basically I can't help myself and continuation to this fear is that I can't write or say my problems to people I know or even write some thoughts for myself in my native language on paper or even in notepad my body just stops me from that. So now you are probably wondering how I'm writing this? how the fuck should I know but maybe on social media my mind thinks that I'm not popular enough to be seen or something I don't know maybe so yeah I need psychological help. I don't know why I'm using tumblr as some place to write my thoughts but it works and with that I can get around my fears with that so it wil help me? probably? but I'm not psychologist.
I will paste their music here because I can
and Stelle I know you probably will see this I know my english is not too good
#”dead people”
THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN SAYING
something i keep experiencing
At this point in think that D&D has more ardent support than lutheranism. And it's adherents are somehow even more annoying.
Julka Plebańska, Hatsune Miku oglądająca wprowadzenie stanu wojennego w Polsce 13 grudnia 1981, 25x30, akryl na płótnie
…If I ever kill myself this will be the reason
the emotion i just experienced is kind of indescribable
+ after hrt I don’t sweat as much as I used to
- boobs are sweaty as fuck because of bra
Pretty cool, though I don’t think it would work lore wise? Since Entrati is the only one with the tetsudo strain and warframes/protoframes are seen as techrot by scaldra
Also not sure the design would work since Grendel needs to open his stomach to consume
And they would also need proto gauss. It’s mean to separate besties like them :c
I imagine if Grendel had a proto he would probably be associated with Scaldra (at least in the beginning, me thinks). I initially had quite gore and more militarised idea on how he would look like, but I opted to finish the toned down version of the sketches. Have him like this before I change my mind and finish the messed up version lmao.
A little drawing of Maliketh :D
Recently I’ve been feeling kinda lonely but it’ll get better. I know it. My autistic ass will find a friend to be silly and excite over each other’s interests finally. It will not be quick but hey I’m confident. And even if not l still have friends that I’m just not that close with, they’re fun. I really appreciate them. But even if it all doesn’t happen it’s alright. Sometimes it just works out this way and you will find people who will be like this later. So don’t lose hope. It’s probably going to get better
Also some cool music cus why not
I just realized how bad the quality is :| I’ll try to take another photo tomorrow and post it. Hopefully it will be of higher quality