There Is A Certain Beauty In Having A Normal Day.

There is a certain beauty in having a normal day.

I wake up at 6am, take my two buses at 7, get to look at the beautiful sunrise with headphones in my ears. I enjoy looking out the window, seeing the busy students and workers striding fast to their destinations. Suddenly, everything seems so lovely. Then i arrive at uni to take my morning classes. Different people are becoming friends.. each individual special in his own way; the way they do their hair, or the lipstick they have on.. even the way they do their hijab.. each one of them seem to be truly unique. I get out at 12 and take my buses again, happy to go have lunch with my mum and tell my brother about my day. Sometimes, the routine is changed slightly by buying a croissant in the morning to take it with my café au lait or reading a book in the bus.

When you're comfortable with who you are and who you're becoming, suddenly everyone seems busy with their own lives. I don't focus on the dark side anymore, i don't focus on the illusion of others mocking me. that version of me simply doesn't exist anymore. I'm now unapologetically my true authentic self.

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9 months ago

I think as a community we should all stop the concept of aesthetic because its ruining our lives and im sick of having fun with someone and they go like 'let me just take a pic of this to post on my story'.. like.. okay? Also i went through so many 'aesthetics' and found out how limiting they are! Lemme just read this shakespeare teathrical piece while listening to slipknot and wearing my pink dress <3


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I still believe that one of the prettiest love stories has to be the love story of the god Eros with Psyche, while the story of Appollo with Daphne is a beautiful yet heart wrenching tragedy in a way that it had love and disgust.. (one sided love). What's really magnificent about mythologies in general is that they make us see the world differently. A laurel tree is no longer a tree; but a last attempt of staying pure from the hands of the detested one.


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9 months ago

So fucking cool i had to repost

In my first year university course there was a class I remember as being mandatory (at least for English majors) about fallacies and biases in writing. And this prof was all about reading the whole article before you formed your argument. That was his whole thing. You know measure twice cut once he was read twice respond once. He stressed this so much that on our final exam (which was two long form essay questions and a few short answer questions) that I decided to read the WHOLE exam booklet before I grabbed my pen.

Turns out that is what he wanted. The final page, the final question, informed the student that if they wrote 1. Their name, 2. Their student number 3. Their favourite fallacy, and wait for 30 minutes so they don't arouse suspicion, you will literally be given 100 percent for the exam WORTH 40 PERCENT OF YOUR GRADE.

I think about it to this day. The prof literally saw the "reading comprehension on this site is piss poor" and said I can fix them

9 months ago

rip henry winter you wouldve HATED mobile phones and social media .

like seeing an ipad kid would genuinely give him an aneurysm

9 months ago

bought my first makeup with my own money hihihi i feel so good! bought a concealer and a lipstick.. need mascara and maybe blush but dont need much.. just for everyday use. I just use my face card <33 (please get it that im half joking)


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8 months ago

Trip to Rome

Trip To Rome

I believe it's my third time reading The Secret History and every time I YEARN for the Rome trip. I wanna read about them going around sightseeing and Bunny complaining and I want 5 pages long descriptions of their hotel room and the street.

I need fanfics to survive

Only forty days left, and it'll be the end of a journey. New stage of life, new environment, new me.

I workerd hard all year, and i definitely reduced the amount of hours I study, but I'll be okay, I'll be the best.


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3 months ago
Poem, Langston Hughes

Poem, Langston Hughes

5 months ago

As crazy as this might seem, i finally got my own copy of The Secret History. Thanks again to you Y. you deserve the world <333

(It was gifted to me by one of the coolest girls too, what are the odds?)


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We don’t appreciate the clouds enough,without them how would we ever realise the sun’s beauty?

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