Bunny Being Made Out To Be The Worst Person In Tsh By The Fandom Cause Hes Homophobic Like The Rest Werent

afterall, feeling understood is the greatest form of love.

donna tartt COOKED with the 3rd chapter of the secret history i am obsessed. the depiction of winter. the depiction of waking up, going to work and then just wandering. the depiction of not asking for help because of embarrassment. the depiction of calling your parents and immediately hanging up. the depiction of your body hurting because of coldness. richard. richard papen. papen richard. hes me

literally same stuff but.. it did have consequences lol

unfortunately i am a leaver... i left a required uni welcome event cus it was like 9am and i wanted food and i didn't want to be there. later that day i was forced into a small group with like 15 other freshmen and we were supposed to "build community" with ice breakers and shit and i just said "hey yall i have to do something real quick" and i just walked away and went home. i used to leave in the middle of class in high school and college ALL THE TIME .. there were consequences too i didnt gaf!!! unfortunately this means i have become the most avoidant person on the planet and if anything slightly annoys me (including people) i will walk away without saying a word... oh well! if it sucks hit da bricks!!!!

Everyday I stumble on beautiful parts of this book which makes me fall in love with it even more.. i found this passage really sad..

Beautiful clouds and sky pics. 好票亮的天

I put all my fav here..

Thanks spotify for making the concept of daylist, i discovered really cool artists recently.

The Greek Class didn't destroy Richard, he brought that on himself.

He chose to be destroyed and I am sure a part of him wanted to be.

He's the type of person who wants to be different, to be admired, to be apart from normal people.

That's why he tried to get in the Greek class in the first place even when Julian rejected him ounce, he wanted to be with the elites, to be exclusive.

Richard does show remorse for his actions at times but that doesn't mean he didn't find it thrilling.

He wanted an adventure, to see a tragedy, to be part of something dramatic and exciting. He was bored in his little town, around distant parents and normal friends.

He has always felt like he was above other people and he does look down on others who don't understand or follow his ideals.

His idolization of the Greek class is the reason he got destroyed, he was blinded by the opportunity to be included and accepted by them that he didn't look back at the mistakes he made for them.

Richard's story is a cautionary tale about foregoing your sanity and ethics for a broken, one sided friendship. They used him again and again, he did everything for them. Never questioning what he was really doing.

In the end, he was never a part of their group.

He was just there.

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I didn’t like having to explain to them, so I just shut up, smoked a cigarette, and looked at the sea.

—Albert Camus, The Stranger

Honestly i feel like i just recently discovered free will. Nothing can make me sad anymore. Likr whats gonna happen? If i fail this i can try again, if i cant i can search for something else to do. Its never that deep guys.