What I fear of becoming 18 is not the responsibility, getting legally held responsible if a crime occurs or yada yada, no, its being unable to interact with those below 18 even though my personality hasn't changed jackshit since 9. :/
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When you tell them you have ADHD and autism and they say that's fine but then they find out it's not cutesy collecting hello Kitty and bouncy stimming autism and oopsie I can't pay attention ADHD,
its I can't go in the grocery store I can't vacuum I can't do dishes because of the sensory overload
it's we can go eat at a restaurant but as soon as I start getting overwhelmed I'm going to shut down completely and dissociate but tell you I'm fine
It's please snuggle me but I have to keep my headphones on because hearing is too much right now
It's thank you this new shirtjacketbraceletnecklace you bought me is amazing and I love it but I can't wear it because it feels weird
It's I love you but sometimes your voice is too much noise and I can't look into your eyes
It's I need you near me but please don't touch me or talk or breathe too loud or cough because my brain feels like it's about to explode
It's I'm sorry I forgot you asked me to do the dishes but I know when your entire family's birthdays are and will never forget them
It's I meant to cook dinner four hours ago but I got lost in my brain and I just found my way back out and realized it's already 10pm
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I always message first, I always start conversations when they end, the conversations are always bland, I'm sick of that, I refuse to message first, if you wanted to spend time with me, you would have messaged me first anyway, also fuck every chat thats just 'hi, how are you' instead of 9 convos at once, sick of all the people I meet.
š You Are a Constellation, Not a Single Star: A Love Note to Systems Navigating DID š
Hey, brave soul. š Take a breath. Let it linger in your lungs for a momentāyouāre here, youāre real, and every part of you deserves to be seen. If dissociative identity disorder (DID) has made your mind feel like a galaxy of selves, each with their own stories and stormsāyou are not a puzzle to solve. Youāre a constellation, complex and whole, learning how to shine together.
DID isnāt a flawāitās a survival story. Your brain didnāt break; itĀ adaptedĀ to protect you. Those fragmented pieces, the alters, the gaps in memoryātheyāre proof of your resilience. Healing isnāt about erasing parts of yourself. Itās about listening to their whispers and weaving a tapestry of understanding.
āØĀ Your Permission Slip:
Honor every partĀ of your system, even the ones that feel messy or scared.
RestĀ when the world feels too loud or too heavy.
Curate safetyĀ at your own paceāboundaries are love letters to yourself.
Celebrate the small bridgesĀ you build between selves.
šĀ A Guide to Gentle Integration: If youāre ready to explore your system with compassion, meetĀ The Dissociative Identity Disorder Workbook. Think of it as a lantern for your journey, offering: ā¼Ā WorksheetsĀ to map your systemās roles, triggers, and strengths. ā¼Ā Grounding exercisesĀ for when dissociation pulls you under. ā¼Ā Communication toolsĀ to foster trust and collaboration between alters. ā¼Ā ValidationĀ that your experiencesāeven the fragmented onesāare real and worthy of care.
šæĀ You Are More Than Your Survival: Some days, DID will feel like navigating a labyrinth. Other days, youāll find pockets of peace where your system hums in harmony. Both are part of the dance.
Tag a system who needs this reminderĀ š
I've been resource gathering for YEARS so now I am going to share my dragons hoard
Floorplanner. Design and furnish a house for you to use for having a consistent background in your comic or anything! Free, you need an account, easy to use, and you can save multiple houses.
Comparing Heights. Input the heights of characters to see what the different is between them. Great for keeping consistency. Free.
Magma. Draw online with friends in real time. Great for practice or hanging out. Free, paid plan available, account preferred.
Smithsonian Open Access. Loads of free images. Free.
SketchDaily. Lots of pose references, massive library, is set on a timer so you can practice quick figure drawing. Free.
SculptGL. A sculpting tool which I am yet to master, but you should be able to make whatever 3d object you like with it. free.
Pexels. Free stock images. And the search engine is actually pretty good at pulling up what you want.
Figurosity. Great pose references, diverse body types, lots of "how to draw" videos directly on the site, the models are 3d and you can rotate the angle, but you can't make custom poses or edit body proportions. Free, account option, paid plans available.
Line of Action. More drawing references, this one also has a focus on expressions, hands/feet, animals, landscapes. Free.
Animal Photo. You pose a 3d skull model and select an animal species, and they give you a bunch of photo references for that animal at that angle. Super handy. Free.
Height Weight Chart. You ever see an OC listed as having a certain weight but then they look Wildly different than the number suggests? Well here's a site to avoid that! It shows real people at different weights and heights to give you a better idea of what these abstract numbers all look like. Free to use.
ā”cutiesā”
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Urgent appeal
This is our situation in Gaza. Famine will kill us. Please help us save my life and my children's.
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She/Her/Aroace/ADHD/Loves OC making, K-pop, Anime, BL, HP, SPN, MLP and more, love making friends!/ 16 / Love talking so please feel free to DM me!<3
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