But I Didn't Even Do Anything Though

I wish 2021 never happened.

I seek for the universe yet it does not seek me back; a travesty, it called me.

The moon weeped the stars alive, and then me. It weeped me alive.

So mon amour, I am not just any travesty, but the moon's.

I am the moon's travesty.

" What is a person, if not the marks they leave behind? "

- the invisible life of Addie LaRue by V.E Schwab

02.03.23

So, today, I got done with a lecture that I've been putting off since December. Feel much more productive. I have a long day tomorrow. I have 2 more lectures to go through and a 5 chap test of physics tomorrow.

i no longer find the need to explain myself or the vast multitudes i contain.

some times what i feel is much too big, somehow entirely intangible and incomprehensible for the world at face value and i have made my peace with it.

i do, however, have a habit of leaving clues as footnotes, in digressions, in parentheses, and annotations in margins.

only those that pay attention may understand.

I'm going to forget about yesterday. From now on, I'll give you my all, dear my future.

live your life now. don’t save clothes for a time you’re happier in your body, don’t put off adventures because you think your friends would be happier without you there, don’t deprive yourself of good things just because you can’t see the good in yourself

Who do you look for in the stars?

Migration

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And there in the dark, he asks if it was really worth it.

Were the instants of joy worth the stretches of sorrow?

Were the moments of beauty worth the year of pain?

And she turns her head, and looks at him, and says,

'Always'.

-the invisible life of Addie LaRue by V.E Schwab

w e d n e s d a y

♡ studying when you don't feel like it ♡

Today, I honestly didn't feel like studying. I felt disappointed in myself because the test results got announced and I feel like I failed myself.

However I'm choosing not to dwell on that feeling. I studied quite a bit today and I didn't let my emotions hold me back. I'm pms-ing hard af too. >_<