WAHOOOEY ! šš«
For some reason, I find this scene really cute. Itās right after Usopp absolutely decks Klahadore (Captain Kuro) for running his mouth about Yasopp and even questioning if heās really Usoppās dad. Usopp storms off, feeling like crap, sitting at the cliff overlooking the shore, tossing rocks into the waterāwhen suddenly, Luffy pops up right in his space and goes, āHere you are!ā because heād been looking for him. Not just to find him, but because he knew Usopp needed validation. He knew Usopp was Yasoppās son, and more importantly, he knew Usopp was his. Luffy could tell Usopp felt like sh*t, and in the most Luffy way possible, he sought him outānot with a big speech, not with some grand gesture, but just by showing up. Because sometimes, thatās all you need.
People love to downplay Usopp and act like heās not one of Luffyās closest friends, but moments like this prove otherwise. His arc really highlights just how selfless Luffy is when it comes to the people he truly cares about. In this scene, Usopp was already his, and Luffy had already claimed himāUsopp just hadnāt caught on yet. Luffy had basically said, "You're my friend. I like you. And I'm gonna help you." And Usopp, completely oblivious, just screams at Luffy for scaring him.
Honestly, isnāt that the sweetest thing? Thatās why, when they argue and clash, it just hits different. Because they love each otherāsometimes a little too much, to the point where they donāt always know how to give each other what they need. But thatās what makes them them.
People say Zoro and Luffy are in sync, that theyāre soulmates in battle, but Usopp is the one who can hurt Luffy the mostāyet also lift him up in ways no one else can. Yeah, Luffyās the captain, and heās supposed to be mature and responsible, but Usopp is the one who reminds him that heās still just a 19-year-old. That sometimes, things arenāt that deep. But other times, they are, and Luffy needs someone to tell him that.
Usopp is the one who looks at the insanity of the Grand Line and says, āThis sh*t isnāt normal.ā And I think thatās what truly makes him Luffyās in a way no one else is. Even if he canāt support him like his wings in battle, Usopp is the one who, in a moment like Marineford, could have told him, āWhat happened to you wasnāt normal. And you donāt have to pretend it is.
Thatās why Usopp is his.
perhaps controversial but i think fukuzawa could save everyone if he gave amenogozen a little kiss. it's fukuchi's body. surely the home of a god is not immune to worship it once knew?
I love how Akutugawa goes from taking Dazaiās words and then Fitzgeraldās account of Atsushiās backstory and running with it to make his own assumptions on him.
To insisting on hearing it from Atsushi himself. Akutagawa wants to know why Atsushi is here, why he fights etc.
And he wants to hear it from Atsushi and no one else.
Your past isnāt who you are now, and thatās the person I wish to know.
Which makes Akutugawa revealing his illness hit so much harder to me because he wants Atsushi to know him too.
Iā²ve grown a mouth so sharp and cruel/It's all that I can give to you, my dear/And when you come in quick to steal a kiss/My teeth will only cut your lips, my dear
And I know that you mean so well/But I am not a vessel for your good intent
I will only break your pretty things/I will only wring you dry of everything/But if youā²re fine with that/You can be mine like that
Abandon all your stupid dreams/About the girl I could have been, my dear/'Cause, in the night, I know you burn with feelings/I cannot return, my dear/Oh, my dear
You gotta know that this won't last/Desperation will erase the fact/Iā²m keeping all
Of the answers in my cigarette box/Yeah, the answerā²s in the second before the other shoe drops/And if you're blind to that/I am fine with that
Oh, I will ruin you/Oh, I will ruin you
Itā²s a habit, I can't help it š
Hrm hrm today Iām having thoughts about Kuina and her overwhelming Lost Boy vibes and how like. You NEVER GET Lost Girls like that. Narratively, she is The Girl Who Didnāt Grow Up. She will always be eleven and perfect, immortalized in memory. In Zoroās mind, she is forever just a little bit older and a little bit taller than him. Even now when he remembers her, he pictures her face from an upward angle. She will ALWAYS be āolderā and yet she will NEVER be more than eleven. I want to know what was happening in Zoroās head when he turned 12 and realized he was older than she would ever get to be. I just. All the vibes, give them to me. This is one of the things that just gets me every fucking time!!!
(Sabo is also positioned like this, and is a fairly straightforward example up until it gets subverted by him ACTUALLY GROWING UP. Sabo is what happens when the lost boy grows up and itās fucking FASCINATING.)
I think the key thing is, in order to be a "lost boy" narrative and not just a tragically dead child character, there needs to have been an expectation of greatness. It's not that little girls don't die in fiction, or that they aren't mourned. But this particular type of narrative emphasizes the specific grief of the loss of incredible potential, which isn't a thing dead little girl characters usually get. They're usually narratives about the loss of innocence or the fragility of life and the injustice of mortality, and Kuina has a little of that - how unfair it is for her life to be cut short. But it's also the bit of, if you'll let me get lyrical for a moment, you could have done so much more if you only had time.
as people grow up, one of the things we have to deal with is the loss of the possibilities of what we could have been, because we can only become one of our possible selves. Even if you become great, even if you're happy, even if you made the best possible choice, you still have to make that decision that to become this I must give up on becoming that. Lost Boys don't ever get to become, so they are enshrined with all that potential still in them. All of the people they could have been, all of the paths they might have taken.
(A thing that drives me crazy: balancing the grief of growing up with the grief of not-growing-up. The tragedy of becoming and the tragedy of never getting to become. The dozens of ghosts of possible selves that every adult carries around with them. Not relevant to the current discussion, but still, a thing to think about!)
There's also the fact that she gets set up with a projected character arc - we can see how she might've grown and dealt with her insecurities and overcome the obstacles in her path, but she'll never get to do it. And Zoro can take their shared dream on himself and make that his responsibility, but he can't resolve her emotional baggage for her, because that's not how that works. And we don't know! Maybe she wouldn't ever have managed it! But Kuina-the-confident-adult is just one of the many possible people she'll never get to be.
Something about Zoro being one of the most misunderstood and mischaracterized characters in One Piece is funny (not haha funny, funny sad) to me because?? Thatās literally how his introduction starts?? With people misunderstanding him and thinking heās some big, monstrous demon who kills with cause and cannot be trusted or tamed.
Meanwhile the actual Zoro is a driven guy who is often both literally and figuratively directionless in life and found his goals in life through good people (first Kuina and then Luffy). He's tied up in the Marine base not due to those actual crimes he commuted (well not inherently anyway) but because he ādisrespectedā a Captain's son and stood up for a little girl. He accepts the challenge they present to him and because Zoro himself is a guy that puts his money where his mouth is he assumes the Marines will uphold their end of the deal and let him go (note the actual shock when Koby tells him the truth)
He joins Luffy's crew but also outright says heās not gonna let his goal take second place to Luffy or anyone else's for that matter, he bears the weight of two people's dreams, his heart isnāt going to be swayed by some pirate.
Speaking of Kuina, her impact and influence on Zoro's life isnāt talked about enough for my liking. She was Zoro's first friend, his first rival, his first goal. He looked up to her so much and his reaction to her passing cracks my heart in half every time because you can seem him just..go numb. Kuina, dead? Kuina, the strongest person he knows, gone? Kuina, who swore to him just yesterday theyād race to the top of the world together, doesnāt exist anymore. His blank face only cracking within the privacy of his sensei before he begs. He begs on his knees, tears streaming down his face please please please let me take Kuina's sword with me. Let me take our dream to a high neither of us could imagine. I wonāt let her name die here.
On top of gaining the Wado Ichimonji that day Zoro also gainedā¦fear. Not of death, well at the very least not his own, he gained his fear of not being enough. Kuina kicked his ass every way a person could and still died, what could someone like him do? So he trainsā¦and trainsā¦and trains some more. Overly, obsessively, constantly telling himself heās not enough, heās weak, he canāt protect anyone like this and everyone's death would be on him.
As for Zoro being cold and stoic thatās justā¦not completely true? Heās not stone, he can be excited or sad or angry just as much as most characters he just sucks at showing it canonically (Kuina thinks he hates her before their final fight after all). Sure heās not as forthcoming about it as some of the other Strawhats but Zoro's more of an action guy anyway, he'll show his love with his protection and unwavering faith.
In conclusion, Zoro is a ridiculously stubborn, incredibly loyal, mildly emotionally constipated, do what you say/say what you mean kinda guy.
(Also that whole āZoro would kill the whole crew if Luffy asked him toā thing? Top ten stupidest things Iāve ever heard from the fandom and thatās saying a lot. Heās loyal not brainless and heartless guys if Luffy asked him to do that, he would never but I digress, Zoro would square the fuck up with him so fast. DPMO.)
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