People Are Scared Of A Lot Of Things, Heights, Needles, The Dark. I'm Sacred Of A Lot Of Things Too.

People are scared of a lot of things, heights, needles, the dark. I'm sacred of a lot of things too. When I was a kid I was really scared of spiders, I scream and run from them anytime I even heard the word. But if I see I spider now, I won't even jump, unless they're right next to me, then I might back up. The reason I'm not scared of them as much is the fact that, spiders are my friends. I'm still cautious around them, as much as I would be if I was a giant around people's houses. Or if they can hurt me. But I'm not very scared of them anymore. Someone I still get nervous around is things that have gone bad, mostly food that's gone bad. Because there's sometimes fungus on it, and they can hurt me. But it helps calm me down if I call that mold on my tomato a friend. A friend, but certainly an unwelcome guest. It makes me less nervous putting them in the compost when I say "bye-bye" to them as I leave. It doesn't get rid of fear entirely. I don't expect it to, but it helps me understand them. The spider on my lamp was just looking for a warm spot to stay for the winter, that mold on the tomato was just decomposing it. They are just doing what they do. They both have a place in this world, screaming won't make them go away, and it won't solve any problems we'd have if they weren't here. Spiders eat and are eaten by others, they are part of a big circle, and fungus is part of that too, helping jumpstart life with fertile ground, and sometimes we get tasty mushrooms! All things are friends because they have a place in my world.

but ticks can fucking eat shit and die

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I'm Feeling Good About Myself Today, So Here's Somethings I've Done;
I'm Feeling Good About Myself Today, So Here's Somethings I've Done;
I'm Feeling Good About Myself Today, So Here's Somethings I've Done;

I made some tasty food, though I only have one picture to show I also made some bread today which was delicious.

I painted the album cover for "hot shot" by Shaggy, I'm very happy with how it turned out and I'm really glad I traced his face to get it right.

I got back into working out

I did homework, it's not like it was hard but it's still an accomplishment

I finished an anime and I'm excited for the next season

I finally finished watching the Les Miserables stage concert, the movie is musically terrible but the stage concert sounded very good.

I did laundry, I've been ignoring my laundry a bit recently and it got out of hand.


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2 years ago

Just realized I could post my slightly terrible poetry on here


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2 years ago

any one else see an ad,

fully acknowledge that it is, infact, an ad,

scroll past the ad,

and then go, "but what if that wasn't an ad"

To which you proceed to scroll back up skim the ad and just

"IT WAS AN AD! :D"


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2 years ago
Anyways, I Was Right.

Anyways, I was right.

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3 years ago

I just said "salutation" rather than my usual "salutations".

What does it mean.


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2 years ago

I cannot fucking believe how much I'm losing my mind right now over soy sauce history. I'll tell all of you about it after I finish this essay because I need to un-distract myself enough to finish it but what the fuck? What the fuck is going on? I'm losing my fucking mind.


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1 year ago

Once again reminding you to lock your doors. It's zucchini season.

Guys don't leave your doors open, Its zucchini season.


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2 years ago

I will always remember that at one point, somewhere on the internet, there was a picture of my favorite substitute teacher gently holding a burger in the palm of his hand.


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