Always Continue To Better Yourself And Don’t Wish Bad Upon Others

And mine is an illusion of a slow suicide that I would like to hide up in an attic never to be seen by the world but until after I'm dead.

Same, Mr Wilde... same

Tumhara hijr mana lun agar ijazat ho, main dil kisi se laga lun agar ijazat ho?

Tumhari yaad mein jeene ki aarzoo hai, kuch apna haal sambhal lun agar ijazat ho?

-Jaun Elia

"After so much time, after so many years, I still find time in my day, just to think of you. Just to remember you. Just to let your memories hurt me. Just to feel pain. Just to reminisce about the fact that for a brief moment, I was happy. Just to recall that I loved once. Just to recollect that I never will again. "

-Suicide never felt so sweet

"Oh learn to read what silent love hath writ,

To hear with eyes belongs to love's fine wit"

-William Shakespeare, Sonnet-23

Have you guys felt the... distance? Something that you can never get? But it's right there. But you can't get it. But she sits next to you, right on the passenger sear. But you mustn't look. You want to look. Ohhhh you want to look, so bad, that you don't care if you run over human beings or puppies or if you run into a fucking tree. You want to look at her. But you mustn't. She's there, closer than an arm's distance, but you daren't reach out. She speaks to you, yes, she does, and you can't, because if you did, you'd scream of your voracious desire for her and that... apparently, isn't good. So you mustn't. You see her hands. The faded nail polish, and you remember their softness, but you better not attempt to hold them! Even though that's the only thing in the world that matters to you. Even though you think hiding your fucking head in her embrace is the only thing worth doing with your meaningless existence. You better not do it. You must be careful showing how much you care, that tends to scare people away. And you don't want to scare her away. Besides, how much farther could she possibly go? She's right there, but you can't get her. Yeah. Have you?

Well, i wanna say this is incorrect but it... is not quite incorrect.

please either stop being so attractive or make out with me it is your choice

My friend: [recommends me a show]

Me: [watches the show and gets my heart broken]

Me: Why WOULD YOU MAKE ME WATCH IT? YOU KNOW IT WOULD BREAK MY HEART!

My friend: Because I know you're the kind of person who likes to get his heart broken.

Me:

Time doesn't bring relief. It does being forgetfulness(because of old age and helps if you already have a terrible memory)... the pain you feel is still as gut wrenching as it once was... the only difference being, you forget to remember it as much.

Edna-St-Vincent-Millay // André Aciman, Call Me by Your Name