My Dog Is Currently Laying On My Kidney And While I Love Her I Can't Breathe

just applied to my first actual job ever and a bitch is STRESSING. like- realistically i know that hey won't respond right away and might not respond at all because i literally have no resume, but another part of me is losing its shit. i really want to have a job at this point but at the same time i'm terrified because that means i'm an actual adult and work a literal 9-5. spooky

hey did you know in the spectacular spider-man show, peter and mary jane have a 'open relationship' and both go on dates with other people and in one instance mary jane actually encourages gwen stacy to go on a date with peter

i just think it's neat :)

i temporarily forgot that being a historian was one of the things i decided might want to go to college for and fantasized for a full hour on what it might be like to be a historian

google docs does NOT understand how to spell check 3 different languages on one document lol

someone convince me to not drop this fucking class that i'm still failing after putting over fourty make-up-work hours into

the feeling i have when i realize that the thing that i thought was due last week is due this week is orgasmic

update pt 2: apparently its a manic episode :D im gonna try to force myself to sleep now because im in hysterics :D

24 hours of insomnia brought to you by my latest manic episode (feat. anxiety, procrastination, and 3 shots of espresso)

i haven't worn my retainers in months and god i forgot how helpful ibuprofen is with the readjustment pain

there's this one nice barista at the starbucks my mom and i regular and she's so sweet she keeps using he/him pronouns for me and conversations with her are really nice but i haven't ran into her for a while and i'm a little sad about it :/ like i have tea for her and everything