The-wooded-floiur - 𓍊 . . . 𓍊

No for real. I'm tired of this wet wipe of a damn president and his stupidass people

Can't wait to money and get the ruck out of America.

I can't fiucking stand it here. But where else am I able to go. Especially being trans and black I'm also afraid.

CHICKEN JOCKEY!!! >:3

Song drops bc why not

↑↑ I lovlovlove this song by aurora

Vampirekin : identifying partially or entirely as a vampire.

This is so real.

Especially when it comes to my space and my items and things that I have. Like you take my stuff, I'll bite you no joke.

Territorial Insticts + alterhumanity

i think a lot of alterhuman folks experience territorial instincts in ways that don’t always get talked about. especially if your identity includes predatory, wild, or socially protective species, such as canids, felines, dragons, etc. some of us might feel a deep need to claim space. not in a metaphorical way, but like. this is mine. this is my room, my den, my person, my pack. this is my corner of the internet. don’t touch it. don’t look at it too long. i’ll bite.

and it’s not always aggressive, it can be protective, affectionate. we make a space safe for the people we care about. we guard it. we watch.

for some of us it’s instinctual. for some it’s tied up in trauma, being displaced, growing up in unsafe environments, feeling like we never had a space that was truly ours. alterhumanity can make that ache sharper, more specific.

i guard things. food, objects, spaces, people. it’s not symbolic, it’s instinct. it’s like something clicks in my brain and suddenly whatever it is becomes mine. not in a selfish way, but in a protective, possessive, defensive kind of way. like: this is important. this is sacred. this is part of my territory. don’t touch it. don’t fuck with it. don’t even get too close unless you’re trusted.

sometimes it’s my room. sometimes it’s a person i love. sometimes it’s a hoodie i’ve worn every day for two weeks. sometimes it’s leftover food in the fridge that my brain has decided i’ll starve without. sometimes it’s not even rational, it’s instinctual. animal. primal.

it makes so much sense to me through the lens of psychological therianthropy, the creature in me doesn’t separate emotional connection from territorial instinct. if i love you, i’ll guard you. if something is mine, it’s not just an object, it’s part of my den. part of my hoard. part of myself.

and it’s also tangled up with my bpd [ suspected ], fear of abandonment, attachment issues, identity instability. my territory gives me shape. it tells me who i am. if someone crosses into it without permission, it doesn’t just feel like a boundary violation, it feels like a threat to my existence. it feels like my identity is bleeding. it feels like i’m going to lose something i can’t replace.

territoriality can be violent, but it can also be soft. i’ll sit by the door while you sleep. i’ll remember exactly how you take your tea. i’ll patch up your jacket and fold it so it smells like you again. i’ll bark at anything that looks at you wrong.

for me, being alterhuman means having instincts i can’t always explain, but i feel them in my bones. and territoriality is one of the loudest ones. it’s not always easy to live with, but it makes me who i am.

It's slightly annoying (not slightly, it is annoying)

How folks tells you or ask you to explain with details about your alterhumanity.

Especially when I join a nonhuman discord and they ask you to explain in details about it.

Like bud... I can barely form a coherent sentence sometimes. Words are so fucking difficult it's annoying.

Like me personally, I don't have a deep meaning in my kins, except for one or two (which are just my linktypes for coping)

But I'm literally just... A creature... That's it. That's all you need to know.

you may be a therian but that doesn't give you the authority to mess with wildlife unless you're an educated professional. you do not know what ur doing & the animals don't know you're one of them. you are not special. please don't bother wild animals i don't care if it fulfills your hunting instincts or makes you feel connected to nature... hunt a stuffie or watch them through binoculars for all i care. just don't bother animals

Fulvustia 🌤

"cover yourself for God. God wants it"

no your fucking book wants it. God literally made you fucking naked so why are you looking like idiot covered in illiteracy and idiotism

Yeah Canada and maybe in the future somewhere in Scandinavia

But for sure Canada, especially with these plane crashes / disasters that are happening more here. Canada seems like a better choice .

Can't wait to money and get the ruck out of America.

I can't fiucking stand it here. But where else am I able to go. Especially being trans and black I'm also afraid.