Greetings Bugs And Worms!

do you ever become obsessed with a character and you just go "of fucking course its that one" at yourself because you are so incredibly predictable

speaking of writing. I'm again thinking that I don't want my story be all dark and gloomy and angsty. yeah many awful things happen in it but I want some fun and whimsy! I need to think of a way how to do that🤔

tfw I can't draw characters with beards and masculine characters at all👹

idc if it's not a person. if your icon is a sunrise, you're a sunrise now.

poll about swapping with prev's icon here

upd: it got banned too.

ok. ok. I'm thinking about the ways I could still communicate with my mutuals if my fate is to be shadowbanned. I think even if I delete this blog and make a new one it will be banned in less than a month to because apparently they may just be banning all people with russian ID...

Maybe I just will reblog things with tags and people who care enough could be just checking my blog sometimes to see if I reblogged their stuff or something? The most problem is that the only way we can communicate now is through the tags; no dms, no asks and no comments are available... I have a Telegram btw. I'll try to get a Discord since I've seen some of you have it but I'm not sure if it's available for people from my country.

I do not want to give up that easily but honestly I don't have many ideas... I really like you all. I want to chat, to discuss things and to communicate! I don't care about popularity, but I do care about preserving my connection with all the cool people I met here (•ˋ _ ˊ•)

NIE HUAISANG DESIGN EVERYBODY GIVE IT UP FOR NIE HUAISANG

Some notes

He has the elaborate Nie braids and also he has the anime hair vent pieces in the front of his hair that are just completely down and in his face. All this fucking braiding and for what! Useless as a career

I saw the frilly sleeves in an animatic once and I fell in love immediately

You can't really see the one by his right eyebrow in either image but he has four moles/beauty marks on his face. Getting inauspicious with it.

I basically kept the face structure of his actor in CQL because that was a solid as fuck cast and I'm attached

Idk if you can tell but esp on the fullbody one I drew the body sketch out and then put the robe on and I did not in fact draw him particularly slight! And I'm quite happy with how the big vertical panels and frilly sleeves make him look like he is I think I'm cooking

I really want to read some fanfics with nhs as the villain, but the thing is that finding them is actually very difficult. because usually "dark!nhs" tag means that he will be like cruel but magnificent and gloriously evil and doing some evil but sexy things. and I don't want that I want him as the cowardly sleazy bastard he is and for the story to make fun of him.

I read a x*ch*ng fanfic long ago which had the exact type of him (plotting his evil plot and then immediately pathetically crying in the next scene) so I suppose I must search somewhere in the w*ngx**n or x*ch*ng centric fanfics but oh. just how many of them I will need to look through before I find something?

same with jgy. where's all these cringe fanfics making him into some cringe evil villain that his stans always complain about? I may (?) count as his stan but still. I want this I want cringe.

I love you tragedy I love you corruption arcs I love you doomed relationships I love you character succumbing to their fatal flaw I love you codependency I love you characters doomed to die from the start I love you road to hell paved with good intentions

By Ed Himelblau