I'm okay (I promise)
(hung out w my best friend)
i think the worst part about bpd no one talks about is being self aware. being aware of it doesnt make it any better, if anything it makes it worse because of how frustrating it is. like i know that what im doing is a symptom, but i still cannot stop myself from doing it. yes, it does make me feel absolutely ridiculous that my entire mood and well-being depends on whether you say 'ok' or 'okay', but i literally do not have a choice.
some views of today
as a fellow swiftie who might not be a swiftie for too long, taylor what the fuck
I can't believe Mustys excuse for all that shit he said on the podcast is that he forgot they were recording so he just talked like he was talking to friends 💀
That he doesn't feel like he has to apologize because it's a lie that what he said was hurtful or that anybody is actually offended by his racist comments.
Makes you wonder is that how he talks when Taylor is in the room? Does she think it's funny to watch torture porn and openly brag about masturbating to the brutalization of black women? Does she laugh when he is making fun of minorities accents? Does she? Is that how they joke in private??
'Cause I knew you Leavin' like a father Runnin' like water When you are young, They assume you know nothing
For anyone with BPD feeling hopeless today:
The one most positive thing abt this disorder is I can feel love and appreciation and gratitude so so deeply. Just one small kind gesture literally will bring me to tears. And sharing/feeling love and feeling appreciated and seen is perhaps one of the reasons living feels worth it.
și ție iti doresc o zi de miercuri plina de zâmbește și voie buna, dragul meu alex!
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