Teodoesntbelonghere - Teo

thx for the advice, one problem tho, nothing brings me joy anymore

you said I will never find any place better than "home" but nothing ever felt like a home... it never felt safe. so how about i find a home first, and then you'll see me not leaving?

school started but I'm actually feeling kind of alright??? wtf is going on

me, about any book I've read:

I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.