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why can't I be her

some views of today

I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.

why do I live in constant dissociation and rage to the point that I get so locked up in mind that I can't make sense of what's going on around me or what I feel while my friends get to actually enjoy even the smallest things in life and they happily hang out together while I'm rotting inside.

on one hand, problems that are not clearly communicated to me are not my issue. however, I will continue to attempt to read your mind and conclude the most outlandish things that make me spiral into an anxiety attack that could defeat god

More things I love

queer tv/movies

Those flowers that live for 2 years

women

lesbians

being in love

When you put your trust in someone and they keep your trust

That first moment when you feel okay after you finish crying

When things turn out better than you expected/ when you expect something to be much harder than it ends up being

note gatekeeping/telling people where I got something when they ask

random complements

rewatching shows I liked as a kid and as an adult

thinking about how I will have a family and a home one day (even if it's just friends and a partner)

thinking about how one day I will be treated how i deserve

Campy horror movies

nostalgia

youtube

TikTok (embarrassing I know haha)

reading a post where a stranger perfectly describes a feeling I've never been able to explain

fluffy blankets

fairylights

big glasses

putting on makeup just to feel good for myself

doing another girl's makeup

hearing music i love play in stores

lemonade mostly pink lemonade

listening to people talking about things they love

This is so Pip