I Was Always A Golden Child, Or So They Thought. I Wanted People To Be Proud Of Me, So I Burned Myself

I was always a golden child, or so they thought. I wanted people to be proud of me, so I burned myself out since the tender age of five to make people fucking proud, so why do they take it for granted? Why can’t I shine as I did earlier? Why can’t anyone tell me they’re proud of me? I feel fucking disgusting, laying in bed all day and not doing anything, but that’s fine right? I’ll always be the one who when gets a C, she “Fell down” “Didn’t try hard enough”

FUCK YES I DID, IF YOU CAN’T FUCKING SEE HOW MUCH EFFORT I PUT IN, YOU CAN JUST GO AND FUCK YOURSELF. NO ONE APPRECIATES MY EFFORTS ANYWAY, SO WHY FUCKING BOTHER? WHY SHOULD I KEEP TRYING IF YOU TAKE IT FOR GRANTED? EVEN HELPING PEOPLE FALLS ON DEAF EARS! THEY REFUSE TO LISTEN EVEN IF I PUT UP WITH A VALID ARGUMENT, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG?

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First Chapter of the fanfiction! A chapter every Saturday!

Hello! My name is Airin, I’m an art teacher in high school, and I’m 21 years old! I like cats and I come from Italy, precisely from Piedmont. Today, I will tell you the story of how I met a grumpy guy, but who over time opened up and revealed a very sweet side of himself…

I’ll pack my bags and make sure everything’s okay. I’m going to Morioh-cho, to meet the greatest manga artist of all time, Rohan Kishibe!

I’m her biggest fan, her designs are just perfect, and her boards are over ten!

The next day…

I arrived at the airport, boarded, and in less than 5 hours I found myself in Morioh. It was a beautiful town, small but that knew home.

I looked around, and one particular place caught my attention. It was an Italian restaurant called "Trattoria Trussardi". I decided to go and see what they needed, since I had not eaten anything since that morning.

As soon as I opened the door, I found myself in front of a man in his thirties, with brown hair and a nice appearance, who greeted me with a smile.

???: Hello, I’m Antonio Trussardi, but you can call me Tonio. I have never seen her around here, is she new by chance?

A: yes… I come from Italy, I came here to meet someone… my name is Airin…

Well, I think you’ll be hungry! I can recommend today’s ravioli, they are a unique delight!

A: I’ll trust you, I’ll take those thanks.

While I was eating, the cook asked me questions, but one in particular struck me…

T: If I may ask… who are you looking for?

A: Mh… Morioh is such a small town… you probably know him… Rohan Kishibe, the mangaka.

Tonio’s face was a moment shocked.

A: Mh? I said something wrong…?

Tonio laughed at me.

T: No! Only that Kishibe is… like to say… a particular type…

At that point, two teenagers entered the restaurant…


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Alr, lets start with the presentations!

Hi! I’m Ten, someone may know me from Character Ai, yet I hope to be known for my blog as well!

I will write fan fictions, post about my daily life, and interact with you my followers!

Im lesbian, and go by any pronouns. English isn’t my first language, so sorry if I mispell or use incorrect grammar, feel free to correct me!

I think this was all, if you have any question don’t hesitate!

Drink water and have a nice day ❤️!


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2 months ago

Little overfixation I got at currently 1 am

Ok, so ya’ll remember Harpy Hare right? And you know that technically is a nursery rhyme to teach Meadowlarks children about never disobeying deities, right? Well, if the answer was yes, I bet you all remember when we theorised it was a song about Cole’s mother, since the title and the kids mask, the fact that the children’s surnames weren’t out yet etc.

Yet after Songs of Origins (Birdcage Blue and yellow specifically), I started to think: “What if it was about Clemmie instead? The hyperprotective figure, the wanting of freedom by the singer, the overall setting the songs take place in…”

As you can imagine, my theory was quickly dismissed by my own brain, because of two reasons:

1 The reason I said above (real meaning of the song)

2 The overall rhythm of the songs, one being quick and lively, the other being slow and almost a solemn requiem. 3 If the song was really linked to the character, we probably would have heard bells ringing, like in Neath the Grove and, obviously, Clemmies song of origin.

This leaves me with another big question mark. What about And the Hound? Maybe is another song about not disobeying the mighty, yet the bells at the end makes me a bit unsure… the protagonist seemed pretty innocent as depicted in the song, so it would be unlikely they angered the Deities on purpose.

What about you? What do you think about it and what are your theories?


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