pt1 | pt2 | pt3 | pt4 | pt5 | + | (completed)
pairing: jungkook x reader
genre: angst, smut / idol au
word count: 9,925
description: It started out simple, but when your feelings start to grow for the idol who isn’t allowed to date, things get complicated.
You could feel the music pulsing around your body as you swayed in time with the beat. There were packs of dancing figures surrounding you, and you suddenly felt the need for a break from the suffocating atmosphere. You wiggled your way through the mob of people until you reached the outside, and took in a relieved breath; but you immediately regret it because your lungs are instantaneously filled with cigarette smoke from the abundance of lounging celebrities.
You had somehow managed to make it into the VIP section of the club that night, probably due to the short red dress that hitched higher and higher up your legs with every movement you made. It was strange, every time you turned your head there was another famous person catching your eye. You weren’t too into celebrity culture, but you couldn’t help but find it kind of surreal seeing all these people that were usually just pictures in a magazine, or pixels on a screen, standing right before your eyes.
You couldn’t stop the fit of coughing that overtook you, as you tried to expel the rancid smoke that had invaded your body. You stumbled forward slightly, as you tried to make your way to the bar for a drink, when you suddenly feel a hand being placed on your back. You whip your head to the side to try and politely ask the stranger to not touch you, but when his face comes into view all of your words are lost.
There was no mistaking his raven black hair that paired with his fiery eyes, which contrasted greatly with his cute bunny-like smile.
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I think that there’s such an immense difference between smut and just plain disgusting sexualizing of idols. there’s a beauty of writing in smut that’s raw and pure; simply within fiction that uses an idol as a model. but with every fiction is a border to separate non-fiction, and many times i’ve seen it crossed.
its insanely saddening how sexualizing idols has been so badly normalized in the world of fictional writing. like have you seen the film series After? or have you read the horrific smuts in this app that just borderline uses idols as a sex symbol?
it can get pretty sickening
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Lin-Manuel Miranda and his star in the Hollywood Walk of Fame!!
The fragmented journey of a permanently broken heart
pairing; min yoongi x reader genre/warnings; heavy angst, drabbles not in order of events words; 13,146
∴ The maze of reality
∵ Home
∷ Belong
∴ Her
∵ Mer
∷ Goodbye
fin
• the maze of reality — ha dong kyun • georgia — vance joy • belong — cary brothers • outro: her — bts • mer — hyukoh • goodbye — park hyo shin • ungodly hour —the fray • this night/tonight — kim seokjin • 1000x — i’ll/hoppipolla •
↠ pairing: Kim Taehyung x Female Reader
↠ summary: Being set up with someone when you’re not looking to date is pretty tough.
Being set up with someone who has no interest in you is pretty hard too.
However, being set up with someone who is head over heels for your best friend? Now that’s a challenge within itself.
↠ genre: college au, strangers to lovers, friends to lovers, a messy love triangle, fratboy!tae, angst, fluff & smut
↠ rating: 18+
↠ word count: 5K (for chapter 1)
↠ warnings: angst, crying, feelings, tae unknowingly hurts oc, shouting (for the teaser), depiction of a toxic friendship, accusations are made, it’s one angsty mess... sorry 😩
↠ a/n: here is the second teaser for this fic! i wanted to show everyone a different side to this series, a complete opposite of the banner 👀 thank you to @kimtaehyng for the lovely banner which i love very much 💗 & @chateautae for having a final read of this before i posted, helping me fix it up 💗 feedback would be greatly appreciated & the tag list is still open <3
masterlist || series masterlist
↠ TEASER:
“Did you really just sleep with him?” Eunji spits out at you with eyes full of anger and deceit.
“She didn’t sleep with me! I would never even think of doing something like that.” Taehyung strongly defends himself whilst unwittingly shifting further away from you.
Your eyes follow his movements, eyebrows furrowing in confusion.
“Please, as if I’d be one to believe that.” Eunji scoffs as she paces back and forth in your bedroom, the feeling of stress overwhelming her completely.
“I’m literally in love with you, exactly why would I sleep with her?” Taehyung explains almost repulsively as he watches Eunji with careful eyes, evidently analysing her next possible response.
There was too much going on for you to even consider what thoughts you had brewing in your mind.
“You two have been spending an awful amount of time together, I wouldn’t be surpri-'' Eunji begins to snap back before she is interrupted by Taehyung once again.
“That doesn’t mean anything! She’s nothing compared to you! I love you!” Taehyung bellows out without any thought.
You feel your body go limp and your throat begins to tighten, tears threatening to spill.
Eunji’s face mirrors yours, pale with concern and hurting. Her expression softens as she stills in shock from Taehyung’s bluntness.
It takes Taehyung a moment to understand the tension he has now created. His stomach drops instantaneously as he slowly turns to look at you with guilt.
“Y/N I-” he utters quietly whilst moving forward, reaching for your arm. He fails to take hold of your crying self as you rush towards your bedroom door.
“Please, just leave.” Is all that you manage to muster out of yourself, before slamming the wooden door behind you.
Taehyung jumps at the sound of the damning slam as he falls back onto your bed, his pent up emotions finally escaping him. He bitterly regrets not having control over the harsh diction he had so casually spat out.
Taehyung lets his tears fall, cursing at himself for the seemingly irreparable damage he was now responsible for.
↠ taglist: @chateautae @opaljm @kookiestarlight @jimidol @xiaokoo @agustdakasuga @moonchild1 @lizsvcks @btsis7okay @honeyminsvga @vantxx95 @veronawrites @diorggukie @kimtaehyng @somewhereofftheglobe @boopytae @kokoandkookie @kikisfic @ppeachyttae @svftbaby @vaekth @swcetnight @writtenwhalien @strawverryxmilktae @taegularities @cantchooseanamebye @namjooningelsewhere @preciouschimine @dvalitaes @bangtanhome @aomi-nabi @mwitsmejk @oddlymnsmh @buttvi @taejinnies @taebabie11
↠ release date: tbc
↠ first teaser
↠ moodboard 1 || moodboard 2 || moodboard 3
《 Just a list where I gather all the sfw writers and works I fortunately stumble upon / A haven for sfw enthusiasts 》
S F W A U T H O R S
▪@agustdakasuga | Masterlist
▪@armys-dna | Masterlist
▪@btsstan12 | Masterlist
▪@crystaljins | Masterlist
▪@jiminie-and-his-pinky-finger | Masterlist
▪@jktones | Masterlist
▪@kookintel | Masterlist
▪@kookstempo | Masterlist
▪@koostarcandy | Masterlist
▪@silvermistcosmos | Masterlist
▪@softbobamilktae | Masterlist
S F W W O R K S
▪ What are you doing now?
(Written by @agustdakasuga)
Pairing: yoongi x reader
Genre: romance, angst
▪Aspirin
(Written by @magicshopaholic)
Pairing: namjoon x oc
Genre: fluff
▪Champagne problems
(Written by @soobhyun)
Pairing: hoseok x reader
Genre: angst
▪In time
(Written by @magicshopaholic)
Pairing: taehyung x oc
Genre: angst
Note 1: my intention is not to offend nor exclude writers that do write nsfw, because I am 100% sure there's lots and lots of very capable authors in that part of the fandom, but being ace and sex-repulsed, I really can't bring myself to read works containing smut scenes.
Note 2: if you are/know a sfw author that doesn't figure in the list or there's a sfw fic you want on here, please do let me know and I will add you/them immediately
They’re so chaotic and fun together and I need more
ik ur on hobi lockdown rn but when u get the chance can u recommend some married bts fics? except the marriage is kind of on the rocks but it works out in the end. lmao this is rlly specific but i’m just craving it
🌷 LOL 😂 Since you're so nice that you noticed my Hobi Lockdown 😁, here are fics I remember with the scenario you mentioned. A lot of these I have yet to re-read so details might be hazy (so if I remember it as a happy ending but it actually isn't, please forgive me 😁). There are also recent fics that I haven't read yet so I probably missed a lot.
*updated - I just remembered some fics
Yoongi
I Feel You in my Heart @purpletaecup - ongoing series | divorce au. feat Jungkook | Angst ~ you can subscribe to the fic so you’re notified once there’s an update 🥰
Divorce @xjamlessparkx - completed series [17/17] (read this long time ago but it has a happy ending...I think?)
Cut Me Open @hayjeon - two shot | married au (but falling apart), medical au, surgeon au (spin off of the Jungkook fic Cardiovascular Palpitations) | A, F, S (i included this in the coworker yoongi rec list too!)
Away From You @personasintro - ongoing series [16/?] | divorce au
After the Honeymoon Fades @onherwings - one shot | okay, so they’re not really married but the way their relationship is written, feels like it is. It’s also one of my favorite on-the-verge-of-breaking-up fics and actually the first fic I thought of when I saw your ask 🥰
Sticky Notes @threeletterslife - one shot | like LDR but they still live together (engaged) and they use sticky notes to communicate 😢
Honeymoon Horrors @/jimlingss - drabble but this is perfect! it’s actually funny too! yet there’s so much longing ugh. someone sent the author an ask what happened after the drabble so please read the follow-up imagine here
Jungkook
Jaded by chasinghorizons (ao3) - marriage tension ugh this is good and realistic. Also check Rain by nijoon
Second Chances @parkhabits - one shot | headed for divorce, estranged~ (I have to say it’s been so long since I’ve read this but I saw a note I made in 2018 with the ff. emojis: 😭😭😭🥰🥰 - so it ended well 😅)
Taking Chances @neonlights92 - one shot | arranged marriage but OC wants to dissolve arrangement | smutty tones 😉
Don’t Leave Me + part 2 @kpopmademyday - two-part drabble | arranged marriage x jerk jungkook ~ okay, I’ve read this a long time ago so I don’t know if there are other drabbles. I just remember JK’s trying to make things work, there’s a park, someone threw water, etc.
Wherever There is You @vinterjeon - one shot | marriage on the rocks | this is the first fic of the author I’ve read and then I binged on their ongoing fics after 🥰🥰
Arranged Marriage @yeontantrash - one shot | gang au, arranged marriage but she keeps trying to leave him. fluffy ending 🥰 |
Thinning Thread @flowerwrites06 - one shot | divorce au | A, S, F (thank you dear author for reuploading this =))
Heartbreak Anniversary @pbandjk - drabble | about to divorce | exes who has to share bed during daughter’s birthday (OC’s parents didn’t know about the breakup)
There’s a Jungkook fic I remember where they’re headed for divorce and OC went back in time to change the situation. It’s unavailable but if it gets reposted I’ll update this 😉.
Seokjin
Fall in Hatred @jimlingss - one shot | marriage au
When the Sea Sleeps @taecalikook - one shot | starting to question their marriage which used to be ‘convenient’ before
We Go to War by seraphicserendipity [AO3] - series [9/9] | socialites, PR stunt marriage (👍)
Taehyung
Love is Not Over @rookiegukie - uhm they’ve been divorced so it’s not exactly a marriage!au but I just want to recommend it lol
One Night Stand @sodoyouknowbts - completed series + drabble (daddy!taehyung 🥰) accidental pregnancy x got married but seems not working out
All This Stigma @army-author - two shot | 14.9k | fwb au, accidental pregnancy, arranged marriage 😭💖 (I love how angsty this is!)
Hoseok
Love Me Again @adoringjjk - one shot | CEO Hoseok
Dalliance @sugaurora - one shot | sort of cheating, but not really? | this is not even angsty, I swear. I read this on AO3 and found out author has tumblr too! You can follow on either platform
Most of my favorite Hoseok fics with this theme have been deleted or it didn’t end well (angsty ending) - if anyone has Hoseok fics to recommend, please feel free to share 🥰
Jimin
The Arrangement @kpoptart216 - series 14/14 | arranged marriage
Of course, Faded Love by jamaisjoons which I probably included in every fic rec list.
There’s another Jimin fic I can’t remember the title of 😭. Like they’re in the middle of divorce proceedings because she thinks he’s cheating on her and Namjoon is OC’s lawyer. It’s angsty then it turned smutty (help! if anyone knows this fic 😥) - UPDATE: I just remembered the fic. It's Gratuitous Redemption by minjoonalist but it's been deleted 😭
Namjoon
Stitches @glassbangtan - one shot | got married early
Mad Passion has similar themes, I think? Not on the verge of breaking up but they need to fix some issues in their marriage.
🥰 Please note that the fics are NOT mine. Please show these authors love by reblogging their fics, giving them feedback, and engaging in any positive interaction you can think of!
🌷 posted: 2021 Feb 19 | updated: 2021 May 16 (added Heartbreak Anniversary JJK)
Lin laughing and smiling while Daveed roasts him gives me life
Bonus:
hi, i loved ‘i bet she’s beautiful’ and i would love a part two! ❤️❤️
Hello! Thank you so much for appreciating my writing, it means an incredible lot to me. And yes ill definitely write a part two! It’ll be in my drafts for a while but I’ll get it out as soon as I can 🤍