Angsty Af Recs That Made Me Cry Like A Bitch:

Angsty af recs that made me cry like a bitch:

Disclaimer: Some of these fics deal with pretty heavy and dark topics so trigger warning!

Okay so my emo phase never left me and I love reading stories that have some real girthy pain in them cause I love suffering like the masochist I truly am. Even better if they have sad endings. So I’ve collected and recorded all the fics that have literally made me stay up at night while crying and have really, truly ripped my heart out and I wanna share this pain with ya’ll cause these fics, while sad af, are honestly really well written and I want people to know that these masterpieces exist!

So without further ado, here’s me list lads:

A Lionheart’s Oath (M) by sugaxjpg Jungkook x Reader

So lemme just start off by saying that THIS FIC is what made me wanna make this list in the first place cause I am pretty sure this is the first fic that made me cry. It’s a 36k long story and it’s a Royal!AU to boot, with lovely descriptions of scenery and a couple of intense scenes, this will always be one of my all-time favourite JK fics out there and my go-to to break my heart *sad uwus*

Tears of a Villain by jimlingss Yoongi x Reader

Ok this fic deserves a warning before you read it cause you gotta emotionally prepare yourself for this one fam. It’s about 15k long and it’s also a Superhero!AU but I swear to you, I did not expect it to be so utterly heart-wrenching in the most depressing ways. However, don’t let that scare you because the way jiimlingss captures those emotions and writes them in a way that’s so tangible and makes the pain all worth it. Another favourite of mine too.

Strain by evangelene Taehyung x Reader

Oof our first series on this list and it’s a Hanahaki!AU as well! Of course a sad bitch like me adores any Hanahaki AU’s weather they’re sad or happy but this one in particular has excellent pacing and the most relatable, and dare I say coolest OC I’ve ever had the pleasure of reading. I also really like the relationship between the characters (especially the relationship between certain two people but I don’t wanna spoil anything). It has about 5 chapters in total and each part has made me cry so grab a tissue and maybe some popcorn too. It’s a ride hon!

Bad Guy (M) by sweetbunnykook Seokjin x Reader

Omg god, holy shit, omg. Can I just say how much I adore sweetbunnykooks works? Like the stuff they write about is really dark and I LOVE it! In saying that, another trigger warning because we are dealing with a Mafia!AU folks! This is also a series and It’s about 6 parts long and still on-going too. The thing about this one here is that you instantly get flung into the deep-end and everything is so bloody intense and every part hurts and you might need to take breaks between each part because holy shit. H O L Y S H I T. Bunny really doesn’t hold back any punches with this one.

Only You (M) by sweetbunnykook Jungkook x Reader

I’ve told ya’ll about how much I love Bunny’s fics so it’s no surprise that they’re on here the second time in a row. This time however, it’s a Yandere!AU just not your typical “Yuno Gasai” Yandere. No, the Yandere characterization in this AU has more of a baby boy nature and it’s a refreshing take to the genre but the fic still holds that intensity that Bunny has a natural talent for. Oh! and the smut scenes are nothing to gloss over as well, and there are many smut scenes throughout the series. Another 6 chaptered story that’s still on-going.

Cut by chimchimsauce Namjoon x Reader

This fic here bois. This one here HURTED. It’s a Soulmate!AU but a very sardonic one that takes a cynical point of view until the end where it’s just… oof. And the ending, OH THAT ENDING. God I remember crying until 2am cause of how well everything was placed to pull that ending off and the way chimchimsauce manages to make me feel a flurry of emotions in a short amount of time is *chefs kiss*. Like my heart was played like a fucking fiddle rip.

Let Me Stay Close to You by 9uk Jungkook x Reader

Imma be honest with you fam, this isn’t gonna be everyones cup of tea because I think this fic will hit a little to close to home for a lot of people. It deals a lot with bullying and trauma and it’s like… really anxiety inducing lmao. I love it personally for that fact though and it makes you empathise with the pain and emotional turmoil OC had to put up with throughout their years. It’s a completed series with 8 parts plus a spin-off.

Tales of Greyria by cutaepatootie OT5 x Reader

These are a small collection of what I’ll say are some of the saddest fics in the fandom lol and I honestly couldn’t even pick one story from the five presented cause they all made me emo as all hell. I still get misty-eyed from reading the Prince of the Red Rose, like thats a major oof fic. Though, these stories include some of the most prettiest descriptions of scenery I’ve read as they paint a vivid picture that I wish was real.

Small by seokjincoffee Yoongi x Reader

Dang, Small really stuck true to it’s title and no, I’m not making a “Yoongi is short” joke what I meant was that I felt small and insignificant when I was reading this fic. There is this kind of depressing/realistic undertone to this 3 part series where it was really easy to imagine yourself in a situation like this. A sort of heavy-ish fic but 100% made me feel good despite what transpires. It’s a lowkey hurt and comfort AU pretty much.

I’ll Never Be Her (M) by anon-luv Jimin x Reader

I’m not ashamed to so say how utterly wrecked this series left me. Like I felt so fucking bad for OC while reading at I honestly just wanted to wrap them up in a blanket rip. Ever wondered what it’s like to have deep insecurities or low self-esteem issues? Well anon-luv brilliantly writes an accurate portrayal of what it feels like over 5 chapters and I’m lowkey tearing up just remembering what the OC must of felt like oof. Good game anon-luv. Good game.

Slight Changes (M) by chiminiemoans Taehyung x Reader x Jimin

Ah okay so I’m gonna cut to the chase, this is an Infidelity AU. i know a lot of people don’t like that sort of thing so just a heads up. It’s also emotional suffering at it’s finest and I vividly remember shouting “Fuck you Taehyung!” out loud through tears because of a particular scene. It doesn’t help how visceral chiminie narrates the emotional pain that all the characters are dealing with and being able to consistently hold this throughout 8 chapters as well as sprinkling a few life lessons in the mix. It’s still on-going as well I think? So I just hope it ends happy for OC. Poor baby :(((

I’ll Drive you to the Hospital by gggbtswillbethedeathomeggg Jungkook x Reader

ALERT! Very heavy themes that deal with self harm and mental illness. Please don’t read if these are triggers to you :( make some hot coco instead :). Alright so if you can handle these topics then I also wanna say this fic has no romance in it. ggg doesn’t romanticise these topics AT ALL so this 10k fic hits hard and real. It also follows a Sibling AU theme and I think ggg manages the heavy themes quite well which is why I like it so much. Yea I have a personal attachment to this fic.

So ye. This was it. This is my heavy angst collection. Might add more if I find other fics that murder my heart and soul but in the meantime, I’m going to listen to latte ASMR to relax.

The Promised Iris (2/2)

Pair: Jimin x Reader

Genre: Romance, Fluff, Slight Angst, Slow Burn, Fantasy, Soulmate AU

Word Count: 20k

Summary: During one rainy summer day at the park, a stranger name Jimin suddenly confesses that he’s in love with you. At first, you thought that Jimin was a stalker, but it turns out that there’s something he’s hiding from you. But…before you can discover the truth, he was already gone.

First Part: Here

Your journey doesn’t end here.

You crease your eyebrows, waiting for her to say some sort of unfunny joke. After realizing that she doesn’t have anything to say afterwards, you let go of her shirt, leaning back on your bench. You cover your red, swollen eyes with your forearm, your nose pointing up at the sky.

“You think I don’t know? Of course, I shouldn’t end my life.”

Even with Jimin dead, life still pushes forward. His death holds no significant weight on the world; it just affected the small sphere that he inhabited. Still, since Jimin lived a short life, you want to do him a favor and at least live for him when he couldn’t.

The elderly woman cocks her head to the side, staring at you curiously. “Did you love him?”

You move your arm from your eyes, wondering why she would even ask that. “I did.”

“Then, that’s all I need to hear.”

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tannieschim

4 years ago

Wilson Webb Has Photographed The Cast Of Little Women With The Collodion Wet Plate Process. It Was A

Wilson Webb has photographed the cast of Little Women with the Collodion wet plate process. It was a technique developed in 1860s, when the story of Jo March and her sisters takes pace.

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tannieschim

4 years ago

I think that there’s such an immense difference between smut and just plain disgusting sexualizing of idols. there’s a beauty of writing in smut that’s raw and pure; simply within fiction that uses an idol as a model. but with every fiction is a border to separate non-fiction, and many times i’ve seen it crossed.

its insanely saddening how sexualizing idols has been so badly normalized in the world of fictional writing. like have you seen the film series After? or have you read the horrific smuts in this app that just borderline uses idols as a sex symbol?

it can get pretty sickening

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tannieschim

1 year ago

Masterlist

Almost all works are NSFW and therefore minors should not be reading or interacting with these words of fiction.

All fics/AUs are my own work. Please do not steal or translate them. Do not post them onto wattpad. This strictly isn’t allowed. I only have an AO3 account under ‘jamaisjoons’. I have no other accounts. So if you find any of my work anywhere else, please let me know.

If you are caught plagiarising my work, I will take action. I have spent a long time working on and writing these stories. They have my blood, sweat and tears in them wink wonk.

If you would like to draw inspiration from my stories or would like to write something similar ⏤ note; not copy ⏤ then please ask me first.

Do not steal my masterlist banners either. Nor the way I layout my masterlist.

☾ angst - ☉ fluff - ⁂ smut - ✮ crack

✎ In Progress | ✓ Complete | ⊗ Discontinued | ⊖ Hiatus → only for moreshots/series

➼ Latest → ‘ find them here ’

➼ Future Works

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tannieschim

3 years ago

𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐔𝐒 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍 ღ 𝐌.𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

❝ ONGOING ❞

❝ last updated: jul 4, 2021 ❞

❝ series pairing: jungkook x f!reader, some seokjin x reader ❞

❝ based on the 1998 movie ‘kuch kuch hota hai’ dir. karan johar ❞

❝ genre + warnings dump: two part series! (each part will have a few chapters to it) f2l (frenemies to lovers), first loves, college setting, fluff, tomboy!y/n, karma really hits jk for being sucH an A$$, love triangle(?), ANGST (at this point it’s my brand), recurrence of severe insecurities, changing appearances, 9 year timeskip [where part two starts], major character death, single parent au, slight infidelity, eventual smut, BUT as the title implies, happy ending dw dw. ❞

❝ summary: as you discovered love for the first time, your heart decided to make your best friend, jungkook, its victim. unfortunately, the new addition to your friend group had stolen his heart instead, leaving you heartbroken, but in hopes of starting on a clean slate. flashforward nine years, and you’re doing what you love, starting a job at a children’s summer camp. meeting a young girl with the same name as you was the least of what you expected, save for finding out her father was the man you once considered your other half. ❞

❝ a/n: surprise!! i’m releasing this fic to celebrate a recent milestone, i hope you all enjoy it ♡♡. as a disclaimer, the portrayal of jungkook in this fic is no where affiliated with the real jeon jungkook. this does not represent him in any way as this is fiction. ❞

❝ current word count: 25.1k ❞

❝ taglist open!: @yeojaa, @gucieguciekook, @jiminskth, @imluckybitches, @apurpledheart, @d-noona, @rjsmochii, @somewhereinthestarss, @moon-2seok, @aretha170, @jeontaes-world, @tae-ilshighnote, @mwitsmejk, @youwannabelostandnotbefound, @crookedstarlitnight, @awsome-small-k, @betysotelo18, @kimchii7, @kookunot, @veeparkersstuff, @yoooonie, @sugaslittlekookies, @jinsalpaca, @neverthefirstchoice, @jiminable, @thisetaernallove, @moonlitmyg, @liriaus, @pimpnameyannie, @coepiteamare, @dazedjjk, @lovelyseomin, @delicate-snow-flake, @jimilogy, @fan-ati–c, @moonchild1, @jeonwiixard, @missseoulite let me know if you want to be added! ❞

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄: 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢 𝐝𝐨?

chapter i: i don’t like jokes

chapter ii: love is friendship

chapter iii: i’ve found someone

chapter iv: love slept over

oneshot i: make a wish

chapter v: poor eyesight

chapter vi: you didn’t remember me

yeah these chapters are ICONIC dialogues from the movie xoxo

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐓𝐖𝐎: 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬.

chapter vii: the letters (liaison, in-between chapter)

chapter viii: he’s home

chapter ix: same name

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐖.

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tannieschim

4 years ago

Who did this? I just wanna talk

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tannieschim

4 years ago

PLEASE AHAHHAHA

calum is the best thing that has ever happened in the whole universe

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tannieschim

9 months ago

Welcome To Namfinessed's World Aka Your Favourite 45-minutes-before-bedtime!

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