๐ง TAESKOOKSBIN'S RULES
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โน rape/abuse etc.
โน plagiarism.
โน rude comments.
โน explicit comments.
โน vague comments/requests.
โน minor smut.
โน hate/bringing down any other group/idol.
โน any political talks.
โน hate on my writing skills, surely show my field of improvement but straight away hate is not done.
โ ๐ฒ๐ด๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฑ๐ธ . where kim taehyung who still hasn't moved on from his ex-girlfriend writes a song about her.
โ ๐ฏ๐ ๐จ๐ฑ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ . taehyung ร reader
โ ๐ฆ๐ค๐ญ๐ฑ๐ค . idol au. heartbreak au. ex-gf au. angst.
โ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฒ . lowercase intended.
โ ๐ ๐ด๐ณ๐ง๐ฎ๐ฑ'๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ณ๐ค . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM TAEHYUNG WHO IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE MOST CARING AND PERFECT HOOMAN BEAN !!!
โ ๐ฑ๐ ๐ณ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ . none
๐ฌ๐ ๐ฒ๐ณ๐ค๐ฑ๐ซ๐จ๐ฒ๐ณ ๐ค ๐เฃช แญก ห ๐ณ๐ ๐ฆ๐ซ๐จ๐ฒ๐ณ ๐ค ๐เฃช แญก ห ๐ฏ๐ซ๐ ๐ธ๐ซ๐จ๐ฒ๐ณ ๐ค ๐เฃช แญก ห ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ก๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฃ
Taehyungโs pov
โYou left me
Took those memories with youโ
I sighed, closing my eyes while reminiscing about all the past memories, all the loving moments and mostly the heartbreak that was flooding in my mind while playing this track, out of all the songs this one stayed the best.
But even now, I can't let you go, let you go
Is that all you have to say?
One word? that's it?
โLetโs break up, I don't feel the same anymore, Iโm sorryโ she said, breaking my heart, the bouquet of flowers I was holding in my hands fell. โWhat? B-but why?โ My lips quivered while asking while she sighed.โI-I don't feel the same, Iโm sorryโ The sorry did nothing but fueled me up even more, like someone sprinkling salt on your wounds deliberately. I scoffed, โSure you don't.โ
If ever you regret this
Won't you let me know? Let me know?
The whole night I was holding the phone in my hand, desperately waiting for a text or a call, just something that could ignite hope in me, even if it's to lead me on, even if it's something wrong. just something that'll help me keep going. I heard a notification and hurriedly checked the notifications, nothing except the praises from my fans who were praising me for such a hit, only if they knew.
Fine, I will be honest with you
Put it all out there
Fine. I still love her. I do agree that I can't live without her, neither do I want to. Iโm just too used to having her around me, caring about me, having dinner together, the forehead kisses, and everything, I was just too used to all that, to the point that now it feels empty despite having people that care about me, around me.
I think about you all the time
Where you are, who you're with
The only thought that keeps roaming in my mind all day long is her, and perhaps her possible companion, and the lingering feeling of โwhy can't it be me?โ โWhat did I do wrong?โ Every possible degradation I could come across, I directed it all to myself. Thinking that perhaps I was at fault, I kept belittling myself, cursing myself out, is this the heartbreak?
Lost without you, baby
I wish you would love me again
โBabe, what if one day we break up?โ โWhy would we break up though?โ โI don't know? randomly?โ โYouโre weirdโ those sweet memories slicing up my heart like a sharp knife. the memories that I thought would forever be with me and I'd be hopefully telling them to my grandkids are now the same memories which I despise.
I wish you could love me again, again
Finally I broke down, after holding back my tears for such a long time, they came falling down, glazing through my cheeks and onto my lap. I looked up to hide them as the melodies kept going, the lyrics kept playing, however everything was incoherent except her voice.
โBabe?โ I looked up and saw my girlfriend, you standing there while looking down at me in concern.
# ask taehyung
# ask y/n
# ask ex-girlfriend (lmao)
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you respect his fucking relationship. yes you do.
i kept telling myself over and over again and searched up his details, according to the media, kim taehyung is over thirty nine years old.
and so fucking handsome.
he had a god-like body, out of the world facial features and perfect fashion sense, he almost seemed perfect. he was a well known lawyer, not only in korea, not only in italy but all around the world, everyone knew him.
he was truly a whole package of brain and beauty, a package that clearly did not belong to me.
i bit my nails anxiously and searched up another thing that was making me interested and nervous.
kim taehyung and ciandra park.
almost immediately swarms of pictures of taehyung and ciandra took over my laptop screen.
his girlfriend, ciandra, was pretty, no wait she was gorgeous. no wonder she was his girlfriend. she was over twenty seven, had a perfect symmetrical face which almost made me insecure as well, almost.
glass like tender skin almost pale like paper, perfect pair of plump lips and the most enchanting eyes ever. she had a lean and slim figure, her thin arms standing out of the most and most importantly her height.
she had no breasts whatsoever but her hips did stand out, long and healthy black hair complimenting the pale skin.
i searched her up and it turns out she was a model. of course. however to top all of the 'insecurity' that was building up in me, she also had her own fashion line, not quite popular but it did well, she was pretty-much known in business with over ninety something followers on instagram.
damn, i'm nothing in front of her, no wonder he chose her.
disappointment filled me to the brim after getting to know he was in a relationship, i mean not like i was planning on getting with him, but i did raise my hopes to at least flirt with him.
nevermind, alex will do for now.
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"once again, how much older is he than you?" aurora asked while looking at her nails that were almost done. "twenty years" i answered back. "oh, well atleast he's handsome right?" she said.
"very much" i answered back while sophia kept doing our nails. "very well then, he isn't married right? you can shoot your shot" she said while sophia looked at us and then back at her work.
"he has a girlfriend" i sighed as i slightly rolled my eyes, "it doesn't matter 'ella, if he cheats on his girlfriend with you, that ain't your fault" she replied back.
"i don't know 'rora, it might be your thing but it's a no for me, truly" i sighed while trying my best to look at the bright side.
but no matter how much i try, he is just a forbidden fruit that i can never have.
"well it's alright but remember, if he flirts, then flirt back"
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it was thursday and i was shirtless scared, although aurora's idea was slowly taking over me. i mean it's not my fault if he flirts with me now is it?
of course i'm not gonna make the first move but if he does it then who am i to stop? right? well, then a little bit of seducing wouldn't hurt anybody.
ugh i'm so stupid to think that he would even glance at me while leaving his model girlfriend. he wouldn't allow a dumb nineteen year old to destroy his perfectly made relationship.
but nevertheless, i got up and took out a green sleeveless dress which revealed the majority of my cleavage and ended till my knees. 'perfect' i thought as i stared at my reflection.
i was halfway through imagining my victory when i heard the main door opening, "he's here 'ella!" i heard mom yell from the kitchen and ran downstairs only to stare at the godly figure in front of me.
"fiorella, pleased to meet you" he smiled to which i smiled back at, politely.
"likewise, mr. kim" i smiled and he shook his head, "please call me taehyung" he smirked and leaned down to leave a peck at my cheeks which had my knees trembling.
i took a sniff at the expensive cologne he was wearing, only if i could wake up to this smell surrounding my whole body. not once did he glance down at my exposed legs or my cleavage which surely left me disappointed.
at least, he's loyal.
"well, where are we gonna start now?" he asked and leaned back, "will dad's office room work?" i said and he nodded. "of course, i just need to focus you anyway" he smiled and we walked to father's office room.
after reaching there, i took a note - not once did he try to stare at my cleavage of my bottoms that i was trying to use to seduce him desperately.
he saw the organised and really neat books and the things that were kept there which i made sure doesn't looks messy, he chuckled "i could not even imagine how much you were disappointed at your grades"
he looked over at where he was staring and smiled, "oh i bet you can't". he picked up one of the books, "i'm getting ptsd just by looking at it" he said while i chuckled.
"can you show me your result again? i need to know the area of improvement" he asks and takes a seat at one of the chairs while i nodded and walked to the table to grab my pad and handed him the results.
we went through the whole exam and re-solved the questions together, two minutes into it and i was feeling damn stupid.
i cursed myself fully knowing that i studied way too hard for this exam and didn't do a single thing correctly.
when we received the results, i heard the degrading chuckles of the teachers and smug faces of the people who deteriorated me into saying that i'd be better off as a housewife. the teachers were really cruel though.
"i'm feeling so damn stupid" i said as i looked at the common mistakes i made which degraded my grades more than before.
"don't be darling, do you know how many times i had to re-do my exams?" he chuckled. "wait really?"
"of course, in college, i was way too immersed in all the bad things that were called the 'cool-kid things' back then, such as drinking, partying and being a playboy, i did everything but study which cost me a huge loss" he let out a laugh.
"but even though i suffered, i'd still say that a little bit of fun wouldn't hurt anybody, instead it will refresh your mind surely" he smiled.
"but despite all the obstacles and distractions, i still managed to get through, and i'm sure you would too" he smiled and kept a hand on my shoulder encouragingly, not once did his eyes slip from my face to the cleavage.
it made me ashamed of my acts, did i come out as too desperate? or should i dress up a hot more revealingly next time?
the grades and his gentleman-like behaviour was making me overwhelmed, i was upset not because i was ashamed of my acts but because i wasn't able to woo him.
stop doing this, he's committed.
"hey, why are you crying?" he looked at me with concern lacing his voice.
"i'm sorry" i muttered, "don't be, princess, i know how hard it is for you, it is for everyone but you would pass it no matter what, i do see a lot of potential in you to do so" he said while patting my head.
"yeah, i can be a baby sometimes" i said when the embarrassment rushed through me, my cheeks blushed since at this point i was totally giving off a vibe of some spoiled daddy's princess who didn't get what she wanted.
it was the grades, in my case.
"don't worry, we'll work this through, alright?" he said and held my cheeks in his hands wiping a tear off of my face. i nodded and refrained myself from pouting when he took his hand back.
girlfriend fiorella, fucking girlfriend.
"i'm giving you some homework for today, you need to prepare for the first portion of your test and i'll return with a test next week to make sure you got everything right, is that okay with you?" i nodded
"we need to change your study method as well so how about i stop by on monday to see how you're doing, how does that sound?" he said with a little smile to which i nodded.
"thank you" i smiled and stood up. "anytime darling" he replied and stood as well, totally towering my small figure which had me ogling for a second.
he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me a bit closer to which i slightly widened my eyes, my delusional mind already making up all the possible (not) scenarios of all the possibilities of him liking me back as i wrapped my own arms around him
and thank you for the sweet words as well" i whispered in his ears sniffing his cologne. i was a bit disappointed when he pulled back since it left me extremely empty and lonely.
"not really a gentleman like behaviour if you see a pretty girl crying and don't help her out, right?" he winked a bit playfully and then broke into a gorgeous boxy smile instantly making me fangirl over him.
shit, i'm going to seduce the fuck outta him.
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โ ๐ฒ๐ด๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฑ๐ธ . growing up as a lonely kid, y/n was always so manipulated and obedient when it came to her friends which led her in a great 'friendship' with one of her friends. however what would happen if the girl in question accidentally likes her online crush's picture? the picture from three years ago?
โ ๐ฏ๐ ๐จ๐ฑ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ . jungkook jeon ร y/n lee ร taehyung kim
โ ๐ฆ๐ค๐ญ๐ฑ๐ค . social media au. fluff. angst. online crush au. slow burn.
โ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฒ . lowercase intended, reader is really manipulated and dumb, Jungkook is really toxic and a jerk, Jungkook with personality of a cardboard box. reader has really toxic best friend. mention of anxiety, depression and suicide. REALLY TOXIC.
โ ๐ ๐ด๐ณ๐ง๐ฎ๐ฑ'๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ณ๐ค . this story is based on me tbh, except the Taehyung part.
โ ๐ฑ๐ ๐ณ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ . 18+
๐ฌ๐ ๐ฒ๐ณ๐ค๐ฑ๐ซ๐จ๐ฒ๐ณ ๐ค ๐เฃช แญก ห ๐ณ๐ ๐ฆ๐ซ๐จ๐ฒ๐ณ ๐ค ๐เฃช แญก ห ๐ฏ๐ซ๐ ๐ธ๐ซ๐จ๐ฒ๐ณ ๐ค ๐เฃช แญก ห ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ก๐ฎ๐ ๐ฑ๐ฃ
00 : y/ns mains
00 : jungkooks mains
00 : prologue
01 : stalker vibes
02 : hot ass meal
03 : hot?
04 : don't tell anyone
05.1 : meme buddies
05.2 : texts
06 : can we be friends?
07 : birthday tweets
08 : taehyung
09 : boy with luv
10 : insecurities
more to come . . .
# ask jungkook
# ask y/n
# ask taehyung
# ask the rest cast
10 : insecurities
growing up as a lonely kid, y/n was always so manipulated and obedient when it came to her friends which led her in a great 'friendship' with one of her friends. however what would happen if the girl in question accidentally likes her online crush's picture? the picture from three years ago?
โ masterlist โ
๐ง TAESKOOKSBIN'S MASTERLIST
โ info :: [ focused on taekook mainly ]
๐ค tags :: [ smut โ ๐ ; fluff โ ๐ซถ๐ป ; angst โ ๐ง ]
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I'm not the only one ๐ง
kim taehyung, your love interest has been cheating on you for so long and despite knowing it all, you're still somewhat not able to leave him, why?
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Love me again ๐ง
where kim taehyung who still hasn't moved on from his ex-girlfriend writes a song about her.
-หหโ โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ โงโห ๐ฎ โ โ
โถ SERIES .
Beguile ๐ง | ๐ | ๐ซถ๐ป
at the age of twenty, least to say, Fiorella Milan's love life is bland, well boring actually. She waited her whole life for just one relationship but it never came, however everything would change when a certain man enters her life, but there are two problems ;
first, that he is her tutor
second, that he has a girlfriend.
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Keep it online ๐ง | ๐ | ๐ซถ๐ป
growing up as a lonely kid, y/n was always so manipulated and obedient when it came to her friends which led her in a great 'friendship' with one of her friends. however what would happen if the girl in question accidentally likes her online crush's picture? the picture from three years ago?
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Wish you were sober ๐ง
jeon jungkook has always been your best friend, supporting you throughout everything, even boyfriends or love interests, but what if he is the reason why you're holding back in the first place?
-หหโ โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ โงโห ๐ฎ โ โ
โถ SERIES .
Keep it online ๐ง | ๐ | ๐ซถ๐ป
growing up as a lonely kid, y/n was always so manipulated and obedient when it came to her friends which led her in a great 'friendship' with one of her friends. however what would happen if the girl in question accidentally likes her online crush's picture? the picture from three years ago?
04 : don't tell anyone
growing up as a lonely kid, y/n was always so manipulated and obedient when it came to her friends which led her in a great 'friendship' with one of her friends. however what would happen if the girl in question accidentally likes her online crush's picture? the picture from three years ago?
โ masterlist โ
07 : birthday tweets
growing up as a lonely kid, y/n was always so manipulated and obedient when it came to her friends which led her in a great 'friendship' with one of her friends. however what would happen if the girl in question accidentally likes her online crush's picture? the picture from three years ago?
โ masterlist โ
before anyone comes for me, ik 31 is not jimin's birthday, I did edit it but somehow it got ruined again, I apologise ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ
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Kim Taehyung
lead male character
39 | lawyer | korean
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Fiorella Milan
lead female character
19 | law student | italian
Ciandra Park
Taehyungs' girlfriend
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Matteo Milan
Fiorellas' father
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Sofia Milan
Fiorellas' mother
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Alexander Bianchi
Fiorellas' friend
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