I'm Literally Dead At This Wtf

honestly the boundaries between friendship and romance don’t really matter that much like at all if everyone involved is ok with it

need to genuinely explore someones body, not just have sex

also if you aren't watching school spirits as a gay I recommend you do so immediately

for either way you choose you cannot win

To whatever anon is asking for pathetic EuRory pics, I'm getting to them soon!!!

I've just been mega distracted playing Schedule 1, forgive me LMAO

But trust, I will open up my Lords of Chaos folder/editing project and grab the moments where he looks the most like a wet cat

Just look at him

ehehehe, so glad ur a fan. trust, i'll be commissioning this friend for more pelle stuff soon and i'll be sharing

For you, my Pelle loving friend, you get to see the comm that I just got of Pelle (From my friend who knows nothing about anything) art is by @/MelancholyNightmares btwww

MY SON ITS MY SON ohhhhh look at him my baby boy my beautiful princess with a disorder yes your honor he did all those things but just LOOK AT HIM

gotta admit i actually like the idea of if hugh AND bryan's takes on how will perceives his feelings for hannibal are BOTH true

like bryan saying will and hannibal are in love with each other PLUS hugh saying will is still coming to terms with some things within himself

put that together and you basically get will being in love with hannibal but in fierce denial of it because being in love with hannibal means being in love with and captivated by the cruel violence that hannibal stands for. being in love with hannibal means abandoning all sense of rational and human morality for a taste of sadistic religion. and definitely, coming to terms with being in love with such things says more about the self than it does about the other person. so of course will has to come to terms with that first—with what it means for him to be captivated and drawn and in love with such things.

i think post-fall is really the time when we could've seen will truly falling in love with hannibal. like, not just the subconscious type. the type where you choose to be in love, every moment, every day. will would have accepted by then the horrific truth that he has strayed too far from the light to ever come back—and that he doesn't want to come back. and that's the perfect time for him to be the courter than the courted. and i can see how a change of roles from s1 would happen in that respect.

so maybe will is in love with hannibal, but had not consciously chosen that truth. maybe it was a truth in the shadows he was still about to accept. and maybe he had never tried to make sense of his relationship with hannibal before because it was easier to bury everything beneath two fingers of whiskey and a letter burning in the fireplace. besides, it seems like will went from a life of seclusion and isolation into one where suddenly, there was a person who not only saw him and understood him, but also wanted him whole. no needing to ""fix"" himself. and that can be a lot. on top everything else he had to deal with.

“you dtf?” yeah i’m dumber than fuck

Thanks for the tag @lucydixon <3, I haven't done anything like this before lol, but here we go.

2020, me was a whole different person, dealing with family death, depression and a whole slew of other things. He was discovering himself. He went by Noah. And Noah was stuck in a religion he didn't believe in. He would be dragged to church, and he hated it. Most sermons were met with defiance (by sneaking in earbuds so he could dissociate through the hour.) And he fully saw himself as a trans man. Because he was, at that point in his life.

Cut to 2025 me. I'm a lot happier, still dealing with depression and whatnot, but I made it to 20, which is something I didn't really see for myself. I've rediscovered my identity and have fallen back to using my middle name and identifying as nonbinary (which is one thing 13 year old me got right.) I have the space to indulge in my fixations and I have friends who genuinely care for me. I really don't know what else to say lol.

tagging my besties @mythic-siren @duneofdreams

me five years ago vs me now

made using this picrew

ty for the tag @guiltyasdave i love these!

2020 strange - i bleached the living shit out of my hair during quarantine and had to shave most of it off. i spent every day playing terraria and mincraft with my now fiance! we'd only been together around six months at that point.

2025 strange - i have not touched hair dye since 2020 lmao. i've been growing out my hair for five years and it now touches the middle of my back. it's too long to be as curly as it once was :') i spend my days writing now. would love to play terraria all the way through again though

FULL PRESSURE TAG @cum-a-calla @itsokbbygrlbutworsethistime @calmjoonie @xmunsn @starry-eyed-wild-child