HOW DO I GET INTO A STATE?

AHHH this inspired me to share my story as a black teenage girl who had bipolar disorder and depression!

im not going into detail but i grew up in a very abusive home. found the community and sat here for a complete year. i tried all methods, affirming for hours, crying and just feeling like shit.

so one day a blog said "work on self concept" and honestly i had nothing left to lose and i wanted my DR so bad that i said fuck it, if i can do all those other methods i can do this

fast forward, 3 weeks later im also living in my own apartment. im in Miami and yall the men here.. GAH DAMN. its so nice out here, i went shopping and im going to Italy then Paris to shop soon! i've already met this really cute guy, i manifested 7 million for myself because i fucking love me some money (YASSSSS)

it makes me so happy to see other black girls doing this shit like CMON SISTAS !!!!!!

i have my desired body, face and apartment. i am so HAPPY like I CANT EJEKWN. im never working a day in my life bitches im UP!!!

work on your self concept right now, its easy. dont make it hard, you owe yourself that. if you cannot find any other reasons to let manifesting be easy, please remember you deserve love and you deserve rest. you deserve an easy life. working on self concept helps you realize that and thats why manifesting becomes easier. its been easy, let it be that way and rest in happiness

live your life because you deserve it. im rlly rooting for my sistas but even to the non-blk ppl, to everyone just GO FOR IT!

OMFGGGGGG LETS DOO THIS. IM SO PROUD OF YOU GUYS, ANYTHING IS REALLY POSSIBLE. YOUR LIFE IS NEVER SET YOU CAN MAKE A WHOLE NEW 180 FOR YOURSELF

this success story is amazing. i hope youre proud of yourself and live everyday of your life in all its success and glory :)

holy fuck rae😭 i’m seuiulsy cryinf right now i literally just woke up from a nap… to realize i manufested what ive been wanting for the longest! i come from an (original) 8 person family, including myself and to put it short, i hated them. every single one. they were so fuckinh toxic and dysfunctional and i was the youngest so automaticaly its like they had authority over me. since i foynd tge law a few years ago ive wanred to manifest a BRAND NEW family. i went in my note app (i would share them but i can’t do it if i’m on anon and i’d like to stay anaoymous lol) and wrote down exactly how many people i wanted in my family, their charactstics, their sge, name, birthday, literally everything! i used angels fulfilmen challenge and literally 25 ish minutes ago, my “new”😭 brother came in my room to wake me up and say rhe family’s going out to dinner and to be ready in 2 hours.. i looked at him and got out my bed and just hugged him, i started cryingggff. he hugged me back kind of confused and was like ‘stop being weird and get ready’ while laughing😂 i said okay and decided to send this to you. i’m sooo nervous to see the rest of my new family omfg okay bye i need to get ewady!!

this is soooo funny cause i can tell exactly when you had tears/got excited while writing this cause babyyyyy these typos😭😭😭😭 lmfao

this was such a cool way for your manifestation to materialize. i love that you’re happy and out of a toxic family! congratulations !! and tell me how the dinner was later😂

angel’s fulfillment challenge

"i can't just get into the state."

"that's like telling someone homeless and broke to get into the state of already having a house and being rich. it's ableism, it's insensitive!"

...? i always see this type of complaint. that's what you always do and never see results. that's why shit is "so hard" for you because you do more complaining than you are trying.

you think it's impossible to get into a state, y'all say it's too hard to enter a state and feel as if you have money when you've never felt that way before, you say your depression gets in the way because you can't feel "happiness", you literally don't even try to persist in the state and say it's so hard. guess what you're manifesting? that it's hard for you. that's your state.

your head is so far up your ass, you miss the point every. single. time.

you think it's about forcing. forcing yourself to enter a state, to feel some kind of beyond this world happiness, did you forget that it's personal, that not every feeling will be the same every time you enter a state? that not everyone may feel the same things all the time? that sometimes it's relief that creation is done, excited, calm, nonchalance? did you forget that you have to persist so that it can feel natural despite your circumstances?

if you told me that you're manifesting money and i said to you that i have a million dollars and wanted your cash app to send you the money you desire, how would you feel? relieved that i granted you your wish? excited that you're going to get the money? nonchalant because that's how the law works?

imagination is literally always saying yes to you, the only person saying no is you. this is the same thing. your problem is that you're not trying, you're not persisting when imagination just always says yes. fulfill yourself constantly and stop giving up.

THERE ARE INFINITE STATES.

the wish fulfilled is your goal, the state you should be returning to, to make it dominant — not hold.

the wish fulfilled means creation is done. that depending on what you like to think is:

KNOWING it will come or you ALREADY have it.

JUST DO IT.

it's that simple. not easy for you yet but simple. why are you making it so hard for yourself? all that for what? you know that are DIFFERENT ways to enter a state? if "just entering" isn't natural enough for you yet, you know techniques exist right? affirming, visualizing, scripting, sats, fun methods you see online? oh right... you probably forgot because your ass gave up at the first try because you couldn't feel some "universe high vibration feeling 🤩"

like are you done complaining yet? are you sick of your shit yet? cut the bullshit and persist.

and it's not ableism either. no one is telling you shit's easy for everyone, no one is saying that "just entering it" is the only and correct way. there is no trying. do it and persist. you can do it.

the only reason why you can't is because you say so.

I manifested my best friend’s brain cancer away

About a month ago, I got the worst call ever from my best friend. I could barely understand what she was saying and she was nasty crying, and she finally had the courage to admit she has stage 5 brain cancer, and she’s probably going to die.

I didn’t even have time to cry because I went straight to manifesting mode. I consoled her and reminder her that if she needed anything finically, or emotionally from me, that she knows I’m always here. She’s one of the kindest people ever, and she kept her cancer away from everyone during mid terms so we didn’t have to stress or have emotional “baggage” during the most stressful time. She’s the most kindest angel in the world and kind of detached herself from us, following the call so we didn’t have to see her at her worse.

I had no worries though, I had already manifested health benefits for myself and family.. nothing as huge as stage 5 brain cancer but, all manifestations are equal on the plain of how easy it is to get them !! I kept reminding myself of that, and detached myself from the situation. Not from my friend but from the though that she has cancer. I would only talk about how I bet it will gone by summer as unlikely as it seemed, the “you beat cancer” party I started planning the second I got the news, the gifts I would buy here for being so strong stuff like that. Honestly after a week, I kind of forget she had cancer, and I think that helped my friend, because she didn’t want the constant reminder.My friends know I’m into manifesting, but I just know they thought I was being Delulu 😭😭 that didn’t stop me tho, and it never has.

A few days ago she called us and told us that her treatments have been going well and that it was cured, so everything I’ve been imagining and doing to live in the end had finally confirmed to my 3D. So now I really get to throw her a I beat cancer party 🥳🥳 I already ordered the cake.

The point is to remind you of how limitless you are, and seriously nothing is impossible no matter how unlikely and impossible the circumstances are 🫶

Hey Hawa!! I manifested my college degree in 4 days!! I Remember seeing a success story not that long ago of an anon who manifested their degree. I was in a similar situation and thought “if they can do it, so can I”.

Everyone was posting about their graduations and I was like that could be me if I stayed in school….but the law came in clutch. I affirmed and did SATs at night for 4 days. But not obsessively for some reason instead of feeling stressed like I do with other things i felt quite peaceful about this one.

Any who the morning of day 4 my mom was asking me when we were going to take grad pics. I was like huh? And she looked at me like 🤨. My mom told me we barley had gotten any pics during my actual graduation and she wanted to take professional ones. At this point I’m kinda dumb founded and low key still not following along.

So obviously I asked my mom where my diploma was, and in true Immigration parent nature she put it in the safe. But there was my diploma…and pics and vids of graduation…

I think this experience really shattered my logical mind. The degree I thought was plausible but the fact I’m in videos and pictures with Other students, friends and family?!!! Mind blown.

OMG U DID THAT

my success, my failures

honest post about my current life and thoughts on void 💌

Hi angels, this my most personal post and I don't know why, i felt like posting this. This is going to be an honest long post about my loa journey, void journey and whatever how my life went after I realized I was in control.

At first point I would like to recall: I am not a void state blog, I am not a void "master" (I am not assuming this, In 4d I sure AM!). My blog is more about LOA, the Neville Goddard Law, the Edward Art Law. The simple, beautiful Law that I felt in love with. I like the void state method, I have entered it a few times, I'll be talking on this in a while, first I'll tell my story until here on how I left the worst circumstances...

As I was someone like most of people are, I thought I was not the operant power. I have known the law of attraction for 7 years, and I belived I had to "beg" the "universe" to give me things, I would write letters to the "universe" asking for my desires, then I would try to have "good energy", write down million of affirmations in future tense and then wait in hope to be "deserving" of them.

As time passed by, I yes, had manifested some things with this law of attraction thing, but I never changed my state, my mindset, I did not even knew what was those stuff, I would still let myself imagine bad things happening to me, I felt unwanted, ugly, unlucky, with no freedom. I had also lots of limiting beliefs, had to drink water to subs work, listen to then million times, be deserving, be positive, afirm without saying "no/never" etc.

Things were getting worse, I felt always more unwanted, different, unlucky, inferior, all of that. My life was getting shitty, I would imagine me having fights with my parents, me crying, I would see myself as an victim of the world, and I stopped even trying to have optimism and using law of attraction, i literally gave up. At this point I had lost my faith, so I lived all my days complaining and begging God, universe, deities to "save me". In this phase I suffered like never, I was super depressed, my home was toxic and i mean TOXIC. I was anxious, I wanted to kill myself. I wanted to break free.

So at this point I was in the worst months of my life, I was not allowed to even have friends or use internet for more than 7 months straight. The things they did to me... I am even embarassed to tell about those things. I had to decide on persist or give up. So I said to myself I would do my better to ignore my outer-world and stop letting those things affect me, it was not easy. I would hurt myself and have a lot of anxiety crisis, but I found my peace within, I started living in imagination and seeing in my imagination what I most wanted to have, be. I was being delusional, I did not even knew about all of this LOA thing. I just wanted to escape of my reality.

In less than 2 months everything changed. I was more happier, and I was now allowed to do my things again, talk to friends, have my computer and all of this. I did not knew It was me, I thought it was a miracle.

Life went by, I fell in love, my selfconcept was shit, he dumped me. Still, at that time I did not knew about the law. I did not knew he did that because I assumed. I would imagine that he did not loved me, I would imagine him saying "it is over" at the point I would cry imagining, I felt that real, so I manifested. I was the cause. I did not knew.

After all of this I wanted to love myself and take care of me, I started learning about spiritualy, I learned that I am part of God. That I am God experiencing being human. I walked in love, started healing my trauma, I got a lot of it. In a meditation trying to communicate to my "higher self" I entered the void, blue gray, peaceful, beautiful... So still... I there naturally affirmed "I am calm, happy, love, ethereal". After this day everythin changed and I had no more reasons to be sad, I was healed.

But I was still in love with my ex and I only discovered the law because of it, I searched on how to manifest an ex, yea. It did not worked since of I let old story, circumstances, "false free will" let me down. But I discovered the neville subreddit, then the loatumblr, then the void, WHAT WAS, the void. And got to know I had entered it once, I wanted to do it again. I entered more of 3 times maybe until now, and also got some I AM state experiences. (They not the same to me since i feel emptiness from void and wholenesses from I AM + I AM state is golden and I see myself in other people bodies).

I learned about void with Halokisses, but at that point I thought it was some magical place, months passed by, my void concept got better but I still let circumstances bother me. I was not also doing my best to enter it to be honest. I was manifesting my life to be great even while manifesting entering in the void.

♡ What happened by this last months is that I just realized I love my life now, I love myself, my body, my friends, I have time to me, I have enough money to buy my things, I am free to do a lot of things. I never am bothered by circumstances + senses since I am in control of my states. and this made me feel like I don't even need the void altrough I still am going to enter it again, my void concept is beyond perfect right now that I fully know WHO I AM. At this point I am just so saturated about void that I relaxed about WHEN entering again because I am full convicted that I can do this and that I don't "NEED" it.

What I am trying to say is, circumstances does not matter, and you all don't need the void! You all need yourselves. I also want you to know that I AM not a "void master blog" all of that. I am someone who won the circumstances and manifested things, I am someone in love with Neville that want to help people, I am someone that did some subs for helping other people.

I know how it feels to be in a toxic home, feel ugly, be unwanted, have no friends, no money, be depressed, be anxious. I only told you the last 3 years of my life. I know how the void seems to be the only "way" and all of that. I know how it is like to just have someone to say "I am entering it for you" or wonder "When is my time?", I know how is like to think "you are the only exception" I know the void for about 8 months and I did not gave up. I manifested lots of things even while manifesting entering it. ♡ ALL I did was to change the story I was telling myself, the assumptions I held about me. I understood that 3d reflects 4d and so no matter what, everything is possible.

So please, stop begging me to "enter the void" for you or say "I can't do x so do for me". I am doing ALL I NOW can do to help you, I do posts, I reply asks, I make audios, I assume you all can do it. As soon as I enter the void I am of course affirming for you there. But until now I NEED, no, YOU need to save yourself, because even WITHOUT me, you can do this. YOU ARE THE CREATOR.

You don't have to pass by all that I had passed to realize WHO YOU ARE.

♡ My success story is I myself, I saved me. I am not depressed anymore, I am calm, happy, I am free. I never thought I could love myself this way!

₊and as soon I enter the void again, I will post my success, do more challenges, and I am even thinking of entering for it for you.

I hope this had inspired you and cleared things about me and my blog, I hope we all can help ourselves,

with love, Lotus - because I rised from mud. 💌

Omg after your little rant to anon about magical things I can FINALLY share my success story that i’ve been keeping undercover because everyone would call me limiting.

THIS IS TO ANONS WHO ARE MANIFESTING WAKING UP OR MAGICALLY/SUDDENLY CHANGING THEIR LIFE INSTANTLY

Okay so i’ve been in the community and states for a little over 2 years now and fell into the trap of “you can manifest waking up a new person with a new life and lifestyle” thing and I did EVERYTHING including studying and applying sources like neville and edward (he was on reddit mainly back then) and I genuinely grasped everything and even helped a lot of people! I knew the law well and applied daily to “wake up” in a new life but guess what (oh so surprisingly) it didn’t happen. each day i would open my eyes and it would be my old life :(

I decided enough was enough and i gave up on the idea of magically waking up elsewhere and INSTEAD DECIDED TO ASSUME THE PERSON WHO ALREADY IS LIVING THEIR IDEAL LIFE and all the cute things in it! I decided that the how didn’t matter because if I had that life for years I wouldn’t care how it cale about. And you know what happened NOT EVEN A WEEK after I gave up on trying to “wake up” in it?? I STARTING GETTING THE THINGS I WANTED IN THE 3D. I WAS WALKING THE BRIDGE and within like 3ish weeks I was FULLY in my “ideal” life (3 weeks is NOTHING compared to the years i wasted).

I got a new house that was EXACTLY the one I wanted, I got gifted my dream car (no one knew i wanted it) , my sp wanted to get back together with me (now we are talking about engagement because we both still in uni), my “gym routine” started “working” (i had been working out for years with no change and now i saw the exact results i wanted in a healthy way), and i “won” free plastic surgery for a nosejob (i wanted to change my nose shape)

so guys im telling you, ITS ALL POSSIBLE BUT DROP THE HOW PLEASE I BEG YOU!! YOU ARE MAKING IT HARDER ON YOURSELF!!

thank you for sharing anon! so proud of you for manifesting all that :) proof that letting go of the how does wonders!

How I always induce the void state + what you’re doing wrong.

i’ve induced the void state at least 7 times from what i remember, yes i manifested my dream life, you might wonder why i’m on tumblr yapping my brain out about what manifesting is and whatever it’s because im here to try to help some of you, i want you to be successful just like me. so try to understand this post.

the way i successfully induce the void is by just deciding that i do, and since that assumption hardened into fact already it just basically means for me i can always induce it when i want and where i want. you can literally become just like me and all it takes is a simple decision and a flip in thoughts, whoever said it takes some serious repetition to get into the void is wrong imo, but thats okay! because we all have different assumptions and beliefs and that’s totally normal, the world won’t end because you think it takes months to finally induce a state that you’re always in.

now here’s what you’re doing wrong, you’re wavering, you’re contradicting yourself, you aren’t trusting yourself, you’re panicking, you’re rushing, you’re in “waiting” mode, you’re seeing the void state as something it isn’t, you think its the key, you’re dependent on it, you’re overthinking it and probably other things but those were just the stuff i could probably assume about you. stop doing all of those things i listed because i promise you inducing the void state is literally the easiest thing you can do. “well why haven’t i induced it yet?” because you keep assuming you cant. “well i don’t assume that i can’t i just can never induce it” well you just said you couldn’t what are you talking about? remember whatever you say is true so you saying you aren’t inducing the void no matter what is true. please read @salemlunaa ‘s post about reaffirming failure. because that is what majority of you are doing.

stop falling back into your old cycle the old story is dead it does NOT serve you anymore. make that decision you’re a “void state master” and literally watch how your reality changes, just be a void state master in imagination because again imagination creates, stay firm to your new story or assumption and don’t think against it. you have always been a void state master. you just need to bring your awareness to that fact.

for years and years and years i’d “try” to manifest my desired appearance and everytime i saw my reflection id get so anxious and sad thinking “this isn’t working for me! i am still ugly. why do i still look like this…” etc…

recently i started reading neville and focusing on my sc. girl, i am in peace now! i finally realised that what i’m seeing in the mirror is just an old manifestation/the old story. i stopped ignoring it and stopped giving it importance instead because the mirror is an old assumption so why would i waste my time thinking about it?

what i see in the 3d is something that’ll eventually “dissolve”, bc i persist in a new assumption. i look at my 4d, my imagination for confirmation. because imagination is real. imagination is jesus christ himself.

what happened since i live in my 4d:

- my nose getting gradually smaller and looking like i always desired it

- my hair is also getting darker with black and red strands in it! (before: dark blond/light brown)

- my teeth completely changed color. they had like a light yellow shade and it bothered me so much. now my teeth are completely free of stains and WHITE! LITERALLY PEARLY WHITE

- my acne and pimples are fewer with each day. the acne scars are completely gone and my skin is finally almost crystal clear.

in my 4d i am already the person who i always wanted to be so i’m just chilling because i know assumption will harden into fact and loa cannot fail.

❝ what i see in the 3d is something that’ll eventually “dissolve”, bc i persist in a new assumption. i look at my 4d, my imagination for confirmation. because imagination is real. imagination is jesus christ himself. ❞

- YES! you said it PERFECTLY, thank you for stating that! ♥️

living in the 4D is the best way to live agh, this success story is amazing and I’m so happy to hear you finally got successes! continue chilling love, you’re right when you say assumption will harden into fact because the law cannot fail!

MY SUCCESS STORY ☆

warnings: mentions of abusive relationship, depression, self harm & ed.

long post ahead. i decided to share a long rant about how my life was before i found out about the law & after i did. how i managed to cope with traumatic events & recurring suicidal thoughts. if any of these topics trigger you, then please skip the first part of this post! my success story will be on the third fragment of the post.

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈: before the law of assumption

when i was fourteen years old i had my first ever boyfriend. he was, initially, what people would call “prince charming”. the first few months of dating him were perfect: he always made sure to look after me, bring me flowers, cuddle me when i asked him to and much more. he was also very cordial and well mannered; almost every person who knew him spoke highly of him. but little did i know, that i was actually living in a farce.

three months into our relationship and his demeanour started to switch gradually. at first, it was the smallest of things that made me question if he was still the same guy as before. he would no longer give me any of his attention, call me, comfort me or even buy me gifts (something that he often did). then, he started to mock me in front of his peers, get mad at any given time and verbally harass me. but nonetheless, i kept staying with him.

not long after, verbal abuse turned into physical abuse. he would lure me into his house after calling me, crying like a baby to convince me to come over. he would purposefully get angry at me for not tying my shoes “the way he told me to” or for not drinking water from the tap. after screaming at me and verbally abuse me for god knows how long, he would pick me up and slam me against the door and start chocking me. or he would slap me and beat me repeatedly on my stomach, arms and legs. he would do this for a good whole hour every time.

tw: sexual abuse after that, he would gaslight me and blame me for his behaviour. he would start crying and tell me “sorry” as i was lying on the floor with bruises all over my body. it wouldn’t take long before he would take me to his room to sexually assault me. i won’t go into detail about what he did, but you get the idea.

before taking the bus to get to my home, i would cover myself up as well as i could to hide my bruises and welts, not before trying my best to mask them with the makeup i had brought in my purse. this is why no one ever suspected anything bad going on. my parents are NOT to blame for this. i was the one hiding this from them, partially because i was ashamed of myself for being weak and frail and mostly because my boyfriend would threaten to kill me if i ever said a word to anyone.

this went on for months. after being abused, i would go home and lock myself in my room; i could do nothing if not cry and tear my hair apart from my scalp. unfortunately, this was the time i started self harming. i would do it in places where no one could see my scars and target my inner thighs. i was so ashamed of myself, but i just couldn’t stop hurting. all i wanted to do was die. what abuse did to me was: cause severe anxiety attacks to occur often, insomnia, fatigue, faint and so on. i even reached a point in life where i would stop eating completely or vomit the little food i ate during the day. in simple words, i became depressed.

at some point, i couldn’t hide this anymore: i was forcing myself to go to school because i wanted to make everyone believe i was fine, but my teachers & classmates started to worry about how i looked. at home, i could easily snuck into my room, stuff myself with clothes and lie to my parents about eating, but even they started to get suspicious. long story short, after passing out one day in school, i was taken to the hospital where i was diagnosed with and ed and depression. not being able to hide my body from anyone, the doctors saw all the leftover scars and fresh bruises from my abuse. this is when my parents’ worst fears came all up to surface. they immediately contacted the police to tell them about my boyfriend (he was eighteen at the time) and when he realized that he was in deep shit, he confessed to what he did, but blamed it on his “mental health”.

he was diagnosed with bpd and was left on probation, which wasn’t enough of a punishment for him. but thankfully, i found out that he was jailed not too long ago.

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𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐈𝐈: when my identity got exposed on tumblr (after finding out about the law)

after two years, i had managed to recover. not mentally, but physically. this was around the time i had opened my law of assumption blog. when i found the law (a year before opening my blog), i did a lot of research on it and wanted to test if it was actually real. that’s when i found out about neville goddard and started reading pdfs of his books online. while reading them, i found out about the “I AM” state, now commonly known as the “VOID” state.

i think some of you guys remember my void success story (the one i shared on tumblr a year ago), where i had manifested things such as my appearance, moving out of my country etc. when i posted it, it was actually a year old, meaning that i had went into the void * almost a year before opening my tumblr.

when i opened my tumblr blog (halokisses) in february of 2022, i started sharing my success stories and advice on the loass and i gained quite the platform rather quickly. in less than three months i had amassed over three thousand followers, which is a lot. but this was also the time when a lot of negative and deranged people interacted (in anon mode) with my account. I would receive asks of people blaming me because they “couldn’t” manifest or enter the void. or people threatening me in general. it was becoming super frustrating.

i have to admit, as much as i was manifesting great things in my life, i didn’t have the time to cherish them and actually live them out. although, that was nothing anywhere near what i experienced a few months later.

when i was on a break from posting in july (2022) and was only active on my Instagram, my identity was stolen and violated. someone had decided to pretend to have both of my real names (that i had privately shared with a few of you guys on ig) and plagiarize my content. when i rightfully confronted this person, they backfired and made me look like the crazy, bad person harassing them. this got a lot of people to start attacking me, harassing me, send me death and rape threats and much more.

after that, i chose to leave tumblr (not deactivate my account yet). those months were very hard for me. i kept having nightmares of my identity being completely exposed by the hands of this person, because in my mind, i thought they could find more information about me that i never put out on the internet. grief was all i could feel. i once again started blaming myself for simply deciding to say my name online and beating myself up because of this. this lead me to gather all of my trauma and link it all together.

this may sound insane to many of you, but when someone suffers from ptsd, it’s not impossible for them to let such things affect them deeply, even if, in my case, i was dealing with this online and not in real life. to clarify, i don’t compare this specific event to my abuse. but it is important to recognise that it damaged me nonetheless. i was suffering with steady negative thoughts, nightmares and even suicidal thoughts at times.

thankfully tho, i was able to expose this person a few months later and detach from the situation for a little bit. i still had a lot of work to do to fully reach internal peace. but i felt like i could finally breathe after months of impending frustration and anxiety.

𝐈. 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 with everything that happened to me was honestly a difficult task and it took me months to finally reach internal peace. i want to specify that this post was made with the intention to get my past off my chest and bury it away forever. i don’t want to discourage people or make them think that it takes “this much” time to manifest your dream life. this is MY personal experience and how i personally dealt with it. i couldn’t be more proud of myself for it. i’m such a strong woman and i’m still so young. i couldn’t thank myself enough for being so tough and for standing firm.

what i learned from all this is that it’s essential to fight for yourself and inner peace. that’s what matters the most for me. finding the loass and being able to combine it all together definitely played a big role and it proves to me, once again, that as of right now (and forever), i won’t have to worry about anything. my past is dead and so are the people who hurt me. they better try and come back, but this time i won’t be so forgiving. i won’t let anyone ruin me like this anymore.

𝐈𝐈. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 has got to be my favourite success story ever. from the start, i had the feeling that i would succeed and justice would be made n that’s exactly how it went. but the real success happened within me. i am now free from the shackles of my trauma. i don’t worry about anything anymore. i don’t blame myself for what happened to me. i moved on and let go. i have all the means to get back at the people who hurt me and will use them with no hesitation if needed. i don’t ruminate on negative thoughts and live my life peacefully. everything works out for me & nothing gets in my way.

౨ৎ⋆｡˚ ⋆ i’m once again honouring myself and admitting how happy i am to be me. to think that i was just a little girl when i dealt with my abuse and succeeded… it makes me infinitely proud of me. words can’t express how much i appreciate my mind and soul. i worship every inch of my body and i’m not ashamed to say so. and everyone should think about themselves this way. if you went through the things i did, i hug you dearly. you are so strong and you will succeed. i love you and if you need a helping hand, i’ll always be here. there are people out there who care about you and i’m the very first one. you’re an angel, you’re a pure soul and you deserve only good things in life.

i hope that everything wasn’t too harsh to read, i tried to be as less detailed as possible, but wait! the post is not concluded yet.

here to read about my success story ˚◞♡

𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘

〔 as briefly mentioned at the very end on this post of mine, i changed many many things about my life and therefore what i might’ve manifested in the past has changed. note: this is everything i manifested in the last month or two. i worked on myself and on my mental health first of course. some of the things listed down here are very recent and date back to a few weeks, if not days ago.〕

༄ ‧₊˚ ‎WHAT I MANIFESTED

a new appearance from head to toe. believe it or not, this is actually the third time i change my appearance lmfao i knowww, but i always feel the constant need to change. this time tho, i’m pretty sure i’ll keep my appearance the way it currently is !!

moving out of where i used to live before. i won’t say where i went, but i LOVE it here! everyone is so nice & caring and i’ve been welcomed with open arms. all i can say is that i’ve moved continents and it was the best decision i could ever make. it took me a short amount of time to move out.

my best friend to come live with me. to clarify, she doesn’t live in my house, but she moved out with her parents so we could stay close. i also manifested that the both of us could speak the local language fluently and perfectly!

school to start later than most schools here. i just want to enjoy summer a little bit more before the mind-breaking routine restarts (i’m obviously joking lmao, i love school. no i don’t). ++ i manifested to go to a prestige school! i also might’ve manifested it to look similar to harry potter’s castle and i love it! i genuinely can’t wait to start just for this.

travelling a lot more than i used to. my goal is to visit as many places around the world as possible and it’s something that i’ve been doing in the course of the past month. i’m taking so many pictures too with my new digital camera that *drum rolls* i manifested in literally a day! it was insane how fast it happened, but honestly i’m not surprised anymore because everything i desire manifests instantly.

to stay safe and protected at all times. over two years ago, when i went into the void, i had manifested my fighting skills and they’ve only gotten better overtime! imagine mikasa ackerman type of fighter, yeah that’s how i am so y’all better watch out.

healing & helping people deal with their trauma. this is so important to me and it’s honestly the favourite thing i manifested. it’s pretty self explanatory, but if you guys want to know more about this (and need help), please don’t be afraid to text me.

to pass all my tests, finals, etc. and i also manifested to shift into my “school dr” five minutes before each test (whether it’s oral or written) to get all the correct answers. i can’t wait to try this out, tho i still will be studying regardless, because i love doing so! (except for maths & chem lol)

for my parents & loved ones to forget what i went through as a young girl. basically, i revised them ever having trauma after me. it was the right decision to make and i’ll forever be thankful for it.

to revise and go to the weeknd’s concert!! i had a blast y’all this was one the best things i could ever think of. last year i couldn’t go to abel’s concert because i was on vacation, but i manifested going there anyways and now i have such a vivid memory of it + all the videos i took are in my camera roll.

to never spiral or dwell on my negative thoughts. letting go of traumatic events + always reminding myself of how strong and powerful i am and that nothing can get in my way. (aka always manifest instantly and successfully)

for all of my scars to be fully healed and for internal wounds to riparate + to never get ill or get terminal diseases (this works for my loved ones as well).

plus many more things that i can’t think of right now! ♡

༄ ‧₊˚ HOW I DID IT

before anyone asks, no i did not use the void or any other method. i don’t go into the void anymore, because there’s no need for it. it’s an instant state just like ANY OTHER.

you’re always in a state (your I AM=awareness). the void is just your awareness shifting into your I AM where you’re simply assuming that there’s emptiness around you, hence you’re not in your physical world.

here’s how i manifested my dream life:

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟏.

i decided what I wanted. i had a deep self-to-self talk and understood EXACTLY my desires and wants. i asked my heart what it truly longed for. then i made my decision

i scripted a few things out, such as my full detailed appearance, where i would move out and how my school looked like. the rest of the stuff was not scripted. ♡ TIP: i find it easier to use pictures and put them all together in a collage to have a clear image of everything i’m changing.

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟐.

i used my all-time favourite affirmation to seal the deal and ACCEPTED MY DESIRES AS REAL. the umbrella affirmation i used is: “it is done”. here’s some affirmations you can use:

it is done

i have everything i desire/want

i got it all

i am

*any word that you choose implies that you have what you want* ie: “pink”

ACCEPTANCE of myself and HAVING FAITH were the key steps of my journey. it was somewhat easy for me to tap into the STATE OF THE WISH FULFILLED since i had manifested many things before, however this does not imply that it should be hard for others to tap into it quickly and easily. you are always in a STATE, you just have to decide which one.

i sticked with MY STATE as much as i could: if i would get discouraged or suddenly get negative thoughts, i would let those thoughts hit and dip. i wouldn’t acknowledge them whatsoever.

NOTE: i would still interact with the 3d regularly. ie: if i had to write down where i lived, i put my old city as such and so on. but i kept on EXCLUSIVELY acknowledge my imagination (=4d) and dismiss the 3d. i KNEW i lived in x city in x country in x continent and moved on.

𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏 𝟑

the 3d conformed. faster than the speed of light i might add. it might’ve felt odd, because i had never manifested such important things without the void (see, everything is possible and instant without the void), but everything worked out perfectly and went accordingly to plan ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒

i would like to end this post by saying that it was 100% my choice to share about my past with you guys and in no way, shape or form i made this for others to feel pity or compassion for me. i don’t need it and don’t want it. i just felt ready and serene to share something really delicate about me to encourage people to always fight for themselves.

and this is also a rant to explain to people that if a blogger wants to share more about themselves and share sensitive topics like these, it’s because they want to. you shouldn’t be the one deciding for them or, worse, expose their personal life to the claws of the internet. this was a throughly made decision by ME ONLY.

i hope you guys found this post helpful and liked everything that i manifested! thank you for being here & for being patient and attentive.

with love, andreia ♡