Switchblades!

i binged on taco bell. i didnt eat it all but i had at least 900c@ls. my body isnt used to heavy restricting anymore, so i need to be easier on myself. and stick to the healthy foods, especially if i feel like binging. not gonna beat myself up even though i feel horrible. i feel like a failure. i’ll try again tomorrow.

i WILL be thinner than this. this was 2020

my inner child did enough healing i’m giving her a glock

Remember to smoke a lot of weed and blast music incredibly loud directly in your ears and not drink any water or eat any food today, okay?

i’ll eat smth and be like

“idrc abt my weight anymore i wanna be happy”

and then…

*sobs*

“are you a top or bottom?” i’m a burden bro