Anyway, Disclaimer Out Of The Way, I Feel Very Fuzzy.

Anyway, disclaimer out of the way, I feel very fuzzy.

I don't know anything about fiction kinning, but I read the term fiction flicker once and immediately Sprinted Far Away from it.

Just had the thought "its me? I'm (flash montage of characters I relate to a bit too much)- no, wait,? I'm? Who am i?" And had to take a silent minute of closing my eyes to settle into the fuzzy "I do not know, I do not care, I am what I'm doing right now" that I'm more familiar with.

Disclamer: I do not know anything. I am kind and also confused and that's all I have for sure

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1 year ago

My cat caught a rabbit!!! It had been eating our garden and im so proud!!!

When we first let him outside he climbed a tree and forgot how to climb down so he screamed all night, then the next night he lost a fight with a barbed wire fence. When he was all healed up we let him out again and *he lost a fight with the same fence*.

Thats where we started, And now!!! He can catch whole rabbits!!!


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2 months ago

One of the cool things about learning about disabilities is that I'm finding words I didn't have to describe things I didn't know were abnormal.

One of the worst things about learning about disabilities is that I am constantly going "oh! I could use that, lol, that would help me a lot! ... I'm stealing from real disabled people(by imagining using a mobility aid) and also why is everything designed to be so hard for people who need canes???"


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1 year ago

23 hours and i will finally be rid of this stupid po very helpful decision making tool! I swear to god im never making a week poll again only one days

QUICK!!


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2 months ago

I genuinely can't stand pop psychology I'm not an expert on this stuff but the damage it has done to the general public's understanding of mental health and psychology must be notable. People with low empathy are evil. NPD is The Abuser Disorder. here's how your partner is subconsciously manipulating you. OCD is when you like cleaning. If you ask him a question and he looks away for one second he's lying to you and abusing you. Follow for more dark psychology tips. Letting my intrusive thoughts win and dyeing my hair. I thought this guy was into me I'm so delulu. Anyone who comes to you with their problems is traumadumping and abusive. Anyone who gives you gifts is lovebombing and abusive. Being neurodivergent means Liking Things. Neurotypicals don't like things. They are empty shells without feelings. Neurodivergent means ADHD or ASD. What, BPD? Schizophrenia?? That's not very quirky or fun. And that's what neurodivergent means. That's just weird. Being mentally ill isn't an excuse to be weird. Only Evil People manipulate and abuse. There are certain people who Are Evil by nature (people with NPD) and they Will abuse you. Loving someone means it's impossible to abuse them only Evil People Who Hate You are abusive. Have I mentioned that people with NPD are evil. I really want to drive that home


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1 year ago

Happy easter to those who celebrate! My mom added little marshmallow bees and i traded litterally all of my candies for these and now i have The Hive!!


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6 months ago

*walks on stage slowly. Gets to mic stand and taps my papers on the wood with a grimace. Look out to the murmuring crowd with a grim expression before clearing my throat and leaning in to the mic*

Ehem. Yuck. Eugh.

*the crowd gets louder, the murmurs becoming jeers. I clench my fists and glare at them imploringly as i grab the mic*

Gross, unpleasant even! Suffering? Unfair!

*the crowd begins shouting and tearing at eachother, blood flies and security rush towards me. I shout into the mic as i am dragged away*

Peace was never an option!! Unrest!! Melodies of vile malice play in the heart of each atom!!

*i am aprehended as the crowd decimates eachother. As im dragged offstage the people begin to look more like animals as they stain their teeth with blood. I laugh as my jailers stare ahead unseeingly. My mistress cant ignore this, and i am owed a visit.*

Sleep is a mistress of whom i wish to break, but such a temptress are they.

They whisper sweet nothings to me, sooth my aches while fanning the flames of my anxieties. They whisper of choices and possibilities, they murmer of joys and woes to come. They squeeze my heart till i can no longer breathe, they soften the agony by humming a wordless tune and luring me to the edge of a floating nothingness.

THEN THEY LEAVE ME WANTING AND ENRAGED AT TWO AM AND I HEAR HIDE NOR HARE OF THEM TILL THE NEXT NIGHT.

I set traps, i lay offerings, somenights i get so frustrated, my mind hanging on threads fraying by the second, that i can do naught more than lock the door and wait.

BUT AS I WATCH HELPLESSLY THEY EXPERTLY DISMANTLE MY TRAPS IN SECONDS, COOING AT MY FEEBLE ATTEMPTS. THEY SPARE ONLY A GLANCE AT WHAT PITIFUL OFFERINGS I CAN SCROUNGE TOGETHER, A NEW ADDITION EVERY NIGHT.

They stroll down to me dawning a ghost of a smile, so faint I wonder if it was ever there to begin. They sit next to me and they whisper. They murmer they hum until i am caught pitifully in the fantasy they craft. The guide me to the floor, i rest my head on the rot, i feel it invading my skull. The promises fall from their lips like wool shedding off to reveal coarse fur.

THEN THEY SIMPLY UNLOCK THE DOOR AND I AM LEFT ONLY WITH MISERY AND THEIR AWFUL VISAGE IN THE WIND.


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1 year ago
Listen I Am Cringe But I Am Free, Also I Spent A Combined 35 Hours On Stupid Art For This Stupid Au So

Listen i am cringe but i am free, also i spent a combined 35 hours on stupid art for this stupid au so i post the funnier ones


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1 year ago

Hey btw cai updated in a Major way


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1 year ago

Posts about Palestine are getting fewer days by days . Please don't stop .

Israel is slowly loosing the battle because they are exposed , so keep exposing them and write about Palestinians . We owe them this much .

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ahg I forgot to do a bio??? 20 yr old aroace dork!

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