me: :((
spring: 🌼 ° 🌱 ۫ ☁️ ⊹ 🌷 🕊 * ִ ۫ 🐝 . ° 🌾 * 🌞 ⊹ ❀ 🍃 .🌿 * . 🌻 ° . 𖧷 ࣪ ᳝ ࣪ 🦋. * . ⊹ 🐛 •. * 🐞° ❁ ࣪ ᳝ ࣪ 🍃 .🌈 * . 🐌. * 🌳 ꕥ ᳝🐿️ 🍄 ⊹ 🌱 ࣪ ᳝ ࣪ 🧚🏻♀️ • 💐 * . ✿ ° 🌷 * . 🌲
me: :))
Revival.
It feels like the world has shifted.
we do NOT see enough c!ranboo positivity. can we talk about just how much he loves his husband and his son and his friends and his pets and his particles and his grass blocks and his ugly ass house and how he didn’t understand fully what c!tommy was going through in exile but by god did he try, and how he doesn’t understand c!tubbo’s past and his trauma but he tries his best to support him, and just how he TRIES. he tries so hard and while he makes mistakes he hasn’t intentionally tried to hurt anyone. he just wants everyone to be okay. i love c!ranboo so much.
If you are like me with the anxiety and the depression and the executive dysfunction
- DON'T say to yourself "I need to take a shower"
-showering is a long multistage process that requires you to be vulnerable (naked, wet, blots out sound, what if someone calls/rings the doorbell, etc)
-INSTEAD say to yourself "I'm just gonna go turn on the water right quick"
-small one step task checked off your list
-your anxiety brain is a dumb motherfucker and it will be none the wiser that you have tricked it into BEGINNING the shower process
-once the water is running you are already there in the bathroom with the water running so you might as well finish the job
NOTE that this trick works for like. Fucking everything.
-Don't "work on your WIP"-- just open the document
-don't "make the scary phone call" -- just pull up the number in your contacts
-don't "make lunch" -- just pull out a loaf of bread
-don't "do the dishes" -- just open the dishwasher. Literally just open it
Remember ur anxiety brain is a dumb motherfucker and that you CAN therefore TRICK it into being functional
also bonus tip: for those times when u just need to lie on the floor and be a worthless lump of anxiety-ridden garbage for a few hours, download Duolingo and pick a language. Are you going to be fluent in a week? No. But it's easy to focus on and that way when you've been down there for half a day and your shitty fukken brain is trying to convince you you're garbage because it KEPT you there, you can counter with "excuse you I just spent the last four hours TEACHING MYSELF A FOREIGN LANGUAGE you punk ass bitch."
Good luck out there kids I believe in u
here's to fifteen years of christmas together <3
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found it <3 nightcore take a hint victorious charlie slimecicle fancam oh how i missed you...
@planetquest @ohthemisery
look, i‘m a christmas tree! ✨🎄✨
Ig being a ghost would be kinda cool
there is something so bittersweet about being 18 while 12 y old percy jackson has just been announced. i wont get to grow up with him this time, but i’ll get to watch him grow up and i think that’s enough