Does It Disgust You That You Want Me This Bad?

I think being a family person is hard. You could easily miss home, and the feeling of it makes you sick.

well, well, I'm unwell

I FUCKING NEED TO GAIN MY COMPOSURE BACK!!!

I wanna ride him so bad, eughhh

Ok, but the silly tire accident was kind of upsetting for me. He's doing okay in his previous position.

feelings in between:

And I can go anywhere I want

Anywhere I want, just not home

and

Home, home, where I wanted to go

aduh aduh aduh

Is it not enough that I keep my silence? Is it not enough that I keep being civil? You got everything that you wanted, always. But you keep ruining things, you are ungrateful. You always misunderstand. You keep blaming others. You act like a bitch, and you look out for men like a whore. You ruin your life. If you feel comfortable in your situation now, then go. You don't have to always test my patience. You don't have to ruin mine. You don't have to cross my line. You don't have to make others suffer because of you!

dilfism is a state of mind

I've been in a reading slump this past month. In April, I just finished one book. And the excitement feeling returned these few days; I finished one twisted book and continue to read another. I didn't expect that this Daisy Darker book by Alice Feeney would make my eyes burst. I thought reading this book would erase the usual feeling I get when I read a thriller or twisted book. But expect the unexpected; many feelings arise. I enjoy the plot very well and get along with the story. Tagging the perpetrator and then getting furious and excited at the same time when the story passes more pages. And the few last chapters really left me with sadness, rage, and tears. The reason behind the action that is sometimes so cruel can be as pure as cotton. It was just amazingly unexpected for me. I even tried to hold back my tears while writing this. The last thing that I want to say is that it's really worth your time, and you need to give it a chance!