"If Hanahaki Was Real"
"If Hanahaki Was Real"
'If hanahaki was real,' thought the brunette as they stared into the distance
'I don't think I'd have survived.'
The signs start with that pit in your stomach, The seed of the disease slowly growing and planting roots.
"Hey dude, you ok?" I come to my senses, Looking at the concerned person with short black hair sitting behind me.
The roots spread all around you, Your mind, Your blood cells, Your soul, Your heart.
A moment of staring passes, I decide to be truthful with my answer.
And it starts feasting on your life force, Chowing down your will to live, Replacing it with a desire.
"Truth be told, No, Not really at all." I slightly shake my head, A tired smile adorning my face.
"Why don't you come sit next to me? Isn't it lonely sitting by yourself in the row?" They comment. Mentioning the fact that I'm the only one of my friends to be sitting behind them.
And even if I appreciate the offer...
A desire of that persons love.
I'd rather be closer to them.
Ah love.
The spiritual form of all those flowers blooming in ones body.
As time passes, Despite my eyes opening up a slight bit, I feel a need to spit my guts out.
But those flowers grow with the affection you harbour towards them.
They need space.
As I get closer to the bathroom, I feel a familiar sense of things rushing up my throat.
But...
And when they don't have enough space,
This time...
They are left with no choice,
It feels different...
Other than to overflow.
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.
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'Hanahaki isn't real,' I say to myself.
'But these soft blue rose petals coming out of my throat are.'
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HELP WHYS IS THIS SO TRUE LIKE HE'S EVERYWHERE
you can never escape natsuki hanae
WOAH??? Thank you guys so much for the support on the taylyn post????
Uhm here have some sillies sillying
I wanted to draw ash,logan and Ben and even haruka from milgram as well but that's gonna have to be for another day
Here are the full chibis (my first complete attempt at chibis yippie)
Tobako and saike might unironically be becoming my fav duo in ool
This was inspired by something someone said in the ool server, u guys should definitely check it out!!
(No we don't talk about the new milgram video rn it only added to my depression)
This inspired me to draw how I think haruka would react to watching a studio ghibli film for the first time
Also here is what I think some of the prisoners fav studio ghibli films would be:
Haruka: When marnie was there (he'd either absolutely love and relate to it or FUCKING HATE IT)
at first I thought he'd like my neighbour totoro but then I immediately thought he'd actually HATE THAT because 1 - animals and 2 - Children, also he'd probably dislike the boy and heron too just because of the heron
Mahiru: howls moving castle
I don't think I need to explain, it's cute it's beautiful and it's got romance, castle in the sky is a close second
Fuuta: I actually think he wouldn't really be a big fan of ghibli films, but maybe he'd say spirited away or my neighbour totoro idk fuuta stans pls help
Mikoto: maybe castle in the sky? Or ponyo- idfk dude help I know he'd probably like ghibli films I just don't know what his fav would be
I honestly have no idea for the rest so feel free to share your own opinions on this I'd love to hear them!
Does anyone else think Haruka would really like Studio Ghibli stuff??? Like??? A lot??? Because it has that??? Feeling??? Youthful, free but not quite infantilized??? And there are themes I think he’d really like to see???
Pizza gets pregnant idfk
Monster had no idea what was going on in their heads when they thought of this idea. I mean- Obviously not this but- Surely this wasn't it, Right?
They had just been out shopping with the girls, Getting groceries and what not, When suddenly Zemsy of all people decided to try a pregnancy test, Hamham following suit. Monster didn't really mind or care about the whole thing. But Pizza for some reason seemed rather interested in the whole thing.
He had been throwing up alot and morning sickness was another thing that had recently plagued the triangle heads life. It had gotten so bad that it caused the birth of a new running joke in their little friend group. The joke being that D.Pizza is pregnant.
He himself participated and even added new bits and pieces to it every now and then, Telling the can that he's going to be a father and how he must be prepared to take responsibility.
Monster didn't mind, his boyfriend was having fun and it's not like he was opposed to the idea of having children either. He just hoped that all the sickness Pizza was experiencing wasn't anything harmful and would hopefully go away with the medication the doctor prescribed.
But what he didn't expect was for the jokes to end up no longer being just jokes.
He was waiting outside the bathroom just chatting with the girls when he heard a crash from inside. Concerned, He went in to check on Pizza.
"Babe? Everything alright in there?"
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He didn't hear a response.
So, He called again.
"Dear are you in there? I heard a crash so I came to check.."
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No response again. So he went up to the stall he saw D.Pizza going into. And just before taking the final step, his foot touched something.
It was a pregnancy test that seemed to have slid out from under the gap in the stalls door. Monster leaned down to take a closer look, assuming that it was most likely Pizzas. But something caught him off guard.
The pregnancy test was showing two lines.
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The test was positive...
He was thrown out of his shocked state when he heard the door to the stall opening, Revealing Pizza with tears streaming down his face. Without even thinking the can took his boyfriend into his arms, kissing him passionately.
The people around them were giving them weird looks but in that moment, The world around them didn't exist. It was just the two of them and what was hopefully a new life formed from their passion and feelings.
They finally let go of eachothers lips to catch their breaths, Inhaling and exhaling heavily.
"We're gonna be parents..." Said Pizza, still seemingly unable to belive the reality that was revealed to them mere seconds ago.
Monster smiled warmly at his boyfriend.
"Yeah. Yeah, we are."
"Are you boys done in there? We've been waiting for quite a few minutes now!" They heard the hamburger yell from outside the bathroom.
They gave eachother a knowing look "Do we tell them?" Asked Monster.
"Nah, I've got a feeling they already knew" D.Pizza grinned, as they went outside, Now with one more person to accompany them.
chat help I may or may not have gotten my friend and by extension my whole class in trouble by accident help
I didn't even go to school today 😭😭😭
predictions for haruka third voice drama if he turns out to be alive (perhaps unlikely):
1. es and haruka throw bricks at each other
2. es: "hey. sorry for voting muu guilty after you said you would kill yourself if i did. just wanted to let you know that suicide is never the answer and. that people care about you"
haruka: "who else could care about me other than muu?"
es: *audibly vibrating at the thought of having to be emotionally vunerable*: People.
Two posts in a day?! Woah! (Why did I lowkey think of "Green leaves...on a summers day?" When typing that tf)
Uhm anyway have some Ash and Tay art because I love them they are my sillies (This was NOT supposed to be ship art lol but view it as that if u want lol I'ma multishipper so I'm good 👍)
Also here are the sketch and one without the lighting:
Ok can we all agree that one of the best things in life, is going to a bookstore and talking(yapping) with the clerk for a long period of time? Like they're such nice and open minded people /gen
