Overthinking to the point i want to vomit.
backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot
sorry for oversharing on tumblr.com do you still love me
im doing it again. i can feel it.
i'm much too excited anytime i get a notification. and then hit with a disappointment so intense that it's crippling when i realize it's not you.
i'm starting to think that the void in my chest of wanting to be understood is never going to be actually properly filled in. just sort of painted over in an attempt to conceal the big gaping wound of a hole in the wall like how landlords do to shitty apartments.
i don't know why i choose to spend my time here. waiting for others who aren't waiting for me. hoping that in every stranger i meet, there is someone who will really get me and understand the things that go on inside my brain.
saw a quote that said
"when little girls can't fix their fathers they will spend the rest of their lives trying to fix their lovers" IM SICK TO MY MF STOMACH
How to get high without getting high no glue no borax
“the ethics of vampirism” well i just really like it and think it’s cool. What about that
mutual did not see the post i reblogged specifically for them. 13 dead, 65 injured.
imo the popular response i've seen to rfk's comments on autistic people have been genuinely unnerving. people are not saying "people's lives should not be weighed by what they contribute to society" and instead are talking about how high-functioning they are and how many forms of labor they can perform. extremely scary that this is how we're framing it, to be blunt.
I deactivated my Facebook and my instagram because I just hate seeing people living their lives.