Quite Frankly, I'd Rather Be Unconscious

there being a show called succession and a show called severance gives me the same vibes as there being a band called ween and a band called weezer

rb to tell prev they're being so brave right now and pat their head a little please

anyway

Need to suck cock and hear “yeah that’s a good boy just like that” while you try not to thrust in my mouth and I feel how hard you are for me with my tongue

sorry i can’t come i’m too busy hurting my own feelings over nothing

Sorry I thought it was attractive when you said you'd stalk me irl and online, find out all my likes and dislikes, and threatened to find me and make all my friends disappear... do you still think I'm cute?

would you rather be taxidermied or be a wet specimen wait dont leave

i hate snapchat memories lol. just saw some pics from 5 years ago of me and my friends on call when we started online school during the pandemic and it fucking stung way more than i anticipated. these people don't talk to me anymore. they've all moved on with their lives and im still drowning in the past by myself, wishing they'd come back to get me. they have partners and new friends in our old city, and i got forcefully pulled away to a whole new province without my permission. i get to start all over again with friendships and family i don't want in my life.

i miss my friends.

10 days sober off klonopin and sh and all i wanna fucking do is relapse !! is it even fucking worth it to keep this up !! all i fuckin want is someone to talk to and be actual friends with but i guess that's impossible !!