There Should Be A Podcast Of The Actual Podcast Of Only Murderers In The Building, Like I Would Listen

It feels so silly and embarrassing to still feel sad of the things that happened in your childhood when you're of adult age.

my babies

So we get to see them after all

Jung and Seol wedding 🥰

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this is one of my favorite videos ever

Do I think I have ADHD because I have all of the symptoms ?? Yes

Am I scared to get diagnosed because if I don’t have it I’ll just be a fucking idiot ?? Also yes

Can anyone else relate to this ??

WHAT THE FUCCAA

things i didnt realize were signs of being neurodivergent when i was younger

not being able to stand certain textures of clothes and complaining when i was forced to wear them

being a “picky eater” (and then getting punished for it)

struggling to understand gender norms (like being told long hair is for girls, short hair is for boys, certain colors decide your genitals apparently, etc)

reading the same short story books over and over again

getting sensory overload constantly and thinking that im just too sensitive and it must be a character flaw i have to fix

bringing certain objects or belongings with me everywhere for comfort

spending way too long making up my own fantasy worlds or stories

fellow ND people please feel free to add on (neurotypicals welcome to reblog but dont clown)

I feel really awful when I'm unable to say something more, especially when someone close to me ask how I was doing and I could only say something vague, it makes it seem as if I was trying to keep my distance from them, when I'm not. I don't want them to think that i don't like them and then hurt them unintentionally, when I'm actually really just don't understand how to say .. anything? Though I do understand that I should give more closure and stuff, say something more, but I just don't get it. I. don't. get. it. I don't know how to do that, what is there to talk about? how to let it out???? how do I bring the topic out of my mouth?? I don't get it??????????? and then I'll feel even more awful cause I'd think that they must think that I'm so boring

Any other late diagnosed people relate? 😅

i’m DISABLED, not “differently abled”

today, i mentioned one of my disabilities to an adult i know. i called it a disability, and i assumed the language i used to describe my condition would be respected. instead, this adult said to me “i don’t like to think of them as disabilities, instead think of it as being differently abled.”

my response: i’m going to be disabled whether or not you call me that. what’s so bad about the word “disabled?” antagonising the word “disabled” only demonises disabled people. shying away from the word “disabled” reinforces the shame society indoctrinates into us disabled people. it teaches us to hate ourselves for being disabled, to feel lesser than abled people. it feeds ableism and patronises disabled people.

disabled people should be taught to be proud of their disabilities; we should never be taught to feel shame or self hatred for being something we cannot change. furthermore, why should i want to change my disability? why should i always be wishing for the impossible: for a permanent part of me to be deleted?

instead, let’s celebrate our individuality and differences. let’s accept our disabilities!

oh boy i wish someone would notice my cries for help! [someone actually notices] noooo i'm fine don't worry about me