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ITS LAIOS’S BDAY OMG

Happy birthday Laios 🍰🍰🍰🎉🎉🎉

GOOD GOD I LOVE FLOS

R Sound Design you are a blessing to my ears and a welcomed stay in my brain dungeon.

Now if only I could find a way to make John put the Miku version of Shun-Ran back on Spotify cause like don’t get me wrong I like Chogakusei but I like Miku more

The sunny is experiencing a heat wave ~ 🔥

When i say Luffy‘s my fave pin up model 🧍🏻‍♂️🥵

He‘s just be so oblivious to how damn attractive he can be… it‘s very sexy to me…

At least Zoro gets me 🤧 poor guy is fighting the heat double time

((Please click on art for quality whyyyy is the preview such garbage TTTT someone help,,, how do you make art look good on tumblr ?? :/))

Process under the cut (had to redraw that fucking tongue So. Many. Times.) >>>>>

the year is 2023, marie kondo holds j*ff b*zos by the skin on the back of his neck in front of a public gathering

“does this one spark joy?” she shouts at the restless audience, they boo in response

she snaps his spine like .5mm mechanical pencil lead and throws his lifeless corpse to the crowd, they cheer in response

i actually dont mind tumblr posts reposted to pinterest. the 13 y/o "pinterest in the only social media my parents let me have" girlies deserve a little treat

Thinking about a world where it was Laios who got eaten and before Falin and the others where sent back he gave her his monster manual thinking he would die wanting her to have one of the few things that brought him such unbridled joy

Does anyone just like have that one goober who you like project onto so hard you like instead of living the shitty life you live make them have a happy one where they like frolic and be happy in canon/post-canon.

Like for Laios I project onto hard for a Myriad of reasons so instead of him living my constant bed rot and horrible meal choices, in my silly brain he gets to be cutesy and be peaceful.

Like in my silly brain he lives like me dreams in a sense. Not like my ambitions but more so in the situations that happen in my dreams of empty places and quiet afternoons.

Where he just like dresses in cute outfits, blows bubbles, and just walks around.

There’s definitely an analysis someone could do here but idk I’m just most likely somewhere on the spectrum and ready to end it all most days.

fuga 2 doodles ohh yeahh

Modern AU laika where Laios works at a connivence store living paycheck to paycheck while on the side taking community college classes where Kaka part times as tutor but has difficulties as he’s usually more nonverbal having trouble speaking to others.

So Laios and Kaka have quiet tutor sessions where they try working everything out silently only speaking when absolutely necessary

this panel from the world guide of falin being surrounded by other girls while laios is all alone kills me because. that's it. that's the key difference in their journeys.

as laios states himself, he left the village in order to create a home for him and falin elsewhere. a home that won't collapse due to others' hatred and fears like their old home did, a home where they are loved and accepted unconditionally. but as he soon found out, even before earning money, or having walls surrounding him and a roof above his head- what he so earnestly desired was to meet other people who will accept him for who he is as well. instead, he kept being tormented by those around him, shunned and sneered at. his loneliness quickly became all-consuming until he truly had nothing left except for the monsters in the pages of his book, but even that became a target of mockery and destroyed. that's why ever since the day he left the village, he never felt that he truly made the right choice. so he kept running away: unable to resist and unable to accpet.

and an ocean away from him there was his sister, who never managed to fully fit in herself. but unlike him, she met a person who became a home to her and learned what a true friendship was for the first time in her life. and laios clearly realizes that too when he finally sees falin and marcille together, he can tell his sister obtained the greatest treasure there is on her own- the exact thing he never managed to find anywhere himself, thus coming back empty-handed to the sister he left the village for.

but when you read this part of the manga, laios's focus is on falin's loneliness, not his own. he talks about how it hurts thinking about all those moments she had to spend alone because he wasn't there for her, so it almost sounds like he's the one who couldn't bear her suffering and therefore decided to not let her go again. but we do get a glimpse of their first meeting after that almost-decade long separation in the manga, and then we see more of that in the world guide and daydream hour- and it becomes abundantly clear that it was falin who was trying to protect and save him from this pit of loneliness and depression he was in.

so instead of just doing his best to atone for leaving her behind in the village and making sure she is never lonely again, it might also be that laios was desperately clinging to the one person in the world he felt that accepted and loved him unconditionally. those words he used to describe his motivation to stay by falin's side are the exact words she would've used as well; she couldn't bear leaving him behind in this state. in a sense, they were each other's shackles.

but then she did. she died for him and their friends, and ironically enough, it was by leaving him alone like this that he was finally able to stand on his own and put his full trust in others. to have the courage to reveal who he is and give others the opportunity to accept him after such a long time of hiding. it was a long journey, but his hiding finally came to an end when he faced the others after shedding his monster form. and i love that the person who was falin's "home" all those years away from laios, marcille, became just as meaningful to him during their time separated from falin- the first one to find him and show him that he isn't alone anymore. just as he did for her.

so at the end of the story when falin talks about all the places she would like to go, it's not just that she wants to pursue her own dreams- but that she actually feels free to do so and go anywhere she desires. and one of the main reasons for that is that her brother finally found new people he wants to be with; his own home.