She's So Cute, She Was Only A Baby....

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can you imagine being THIS cool

Got it

Didn’t take as long as I thought it would tbh

Started playing arknights just cause I wanted Chilaios cause I wanted to fuck around with them and… mind you in twenty pull

And I pledge to all the Lesbians, Farcille Enjoyers, and beyond that don’t wanna play Arknights I’ll get her skin just for yall 🫡🫡🫡

I think we as a society don’t talk enough of that one part in the manga that Laios tells Izutsumi to kill him if anything seemed wrong after he spoke with Lion. Mind you in secret as well.

Like genuinely this is the definition of placing full trust onto her and it’s so… WAHHHHHHHHHH

This also further fuels my agenda of Izutsumi and Laios bond where Izutsumi warms up to him and Laios learns to be more observant of her but at a distance so she isn’t weirded. Daughter and Father Agghhhhhhhhhhhh

He buys her the good quality fish at the store, and gets her snacks when she seems in a bad mood.

Also thinking of how in post canon she brings monster she kills to him. Urghh kitty coded

Further fueling in my mind Izutsumi Chilaios child that they learn to parent.

Personally I never understood why people get mad when you say you like a popular artist’s most popular song.

Like babes that’s the point.

Don’t get me wrong I’m not hating it just comes off as odd to me.

Thinking of that one Chimera Laios post idk the original poster(sorry) where Falin sees Laios the happiest he’s ever seen with her eyes a chimera. And it’s like HELLOO?!?? That’s amazing

I’m just thinking how’d she would explain that to literally everyone else.

“Like hello yes guys my brother y’know the one a good portion of you have a strong distaste for is the happiest ever when he isn’t human, free from moral, and the judgement of others as well as biases or connotations”

“I’m totally taking that super well, give me a minute.”

And in my little shipper brain I’m thinking of that in the Chialios brain worms, he saw it coming. He’d already observed him many times before seeing him crack the biggest unrestrained smiles when in the dungeon, the best laughs, the biggest wide eyes, the happiest he looked.

Something he’d only seen when being gentle and domestic with the other, it’d be crushing knowing your possible love interest feels the best inhuman.

Currently scratching out my brain from the thoughts. And sorry for the long text post : p

sunshine

Even more thoughts of this AU Huzzah. Anyways now with other characters, I like the thought of Laios and Chilchuck mostly being a duo act together for a long while before anyone else joins them to help, like Tade who one time when accompanying Izutsumi to the Touden’s place to hang out over heard both Laios and Chilchuck recognizing their music as she would listen to what they would upload online from time to time and becoming an honorary member helping them with social media and posting their music properly, helping them connect a bit more with modern audiences as Laios and Chilchuck don’t seem the kind to have socials or have shell accounts just to follow family, and Tade would be a good drummer.

And Toshiro who most likely trying to impress Falin learnt how to play Bass but wasn’t allowed to join her or Marcille’s band because Marcille didn’t like him. So he stopped playing for a while before one day had seen a post by Tade with her, Laios, and Chilchuck in it just promoting a new song and after a while of contemplating decided to ask Laios if he could be the bassist to his group which he said sure on after consulting Chilchuck who basically started living with him full time.

Thinking about modern band Au Laios. I feel that Laios compared to the others like Falin and Marcille who I think would be in their own possibly with other members like Izutsumi. He’d be something like idk more on the lines of Liana Flores or Mitski in a sense having more lullaby type of singing preferring not to join Flain and Marcille as they’re the types to deal with large groups instead staying to his own playing the synth making music on his own in his dump of an apartment he and Falin live in while she goes to college or something.

Chilchuck would probably be in a similar vain as a half foot being more sensitive to loud noise so he probably while working with Laios one day hears him singing a soft melody and joins him as he at one point also did music in an underground group playing the acoustic guitar and electric guitar.

Does it like make sense that I can feel myself so much it in Laios. It’s hard to describe but he’s like one of two times ever I’ve been able to feel like someone or something or an idea could portray how I feel so vividly.

A disconnect with my parents, it being hard to like show my happiness, how hard it is to find motivation to do anything, just everything.

Like several times now I’ve found myself finding my only comfort in situations in kinda just living my life by thinking. “What would he do?”

He’s like the only time I’ve felt so similar to someone, but he’s not real. So every time I think about it I feel so silly.

I’m a human being not a character on a page, or I like to think I am most days I can’t even tell how I feel about being in my own skin.

And honestly right now I’m just speaking into the void cause I’m scared I’d annoy or just come off as weird to anyone else.

This manga means so much to me, but I feel so silly and dumb and weird Ughhhhhhhhhh

The amount of times I’ve typed Chilcuck instead of chilchuck should be studied cause sometimes I feel bad about it