Piece For The Destination Despair Zine

I like to think as Chilaios modern AU as semi parental figures with Izutsumi like she primarily lives with Senshi but drops by their place from to time or just cause she’s bored and will just lay on top of them while they’re trying to go to bed but they don’t mind as long as she isn’t placing her feet on either of them

I think Laios would wanna dress feminine or at least attempt to.

I like to project my own non-binaryness onto him so I think he’d want to wear dresses.

Cause tbh I myself am not the most fem person ever so I’m not the most knowledgeable person ever. And I really do wish I knew more.

So I wonder how he’d react to wearing a dress, wear nail polish, wear makeup, would he see himself in the mirror? Or a vague idea of a concept?

I think he’d very much be someone who wants to try out all kinds of fashion or clothing just to see what fits and what doesn’t. I think he’d like being called cute or be thought of as cute instead of imposing or apparent.

Thinking on his hand mannerisms makes me think of him as very conscious on how he looks to others when he kinda doesn’t. So I wonder how often he picks up habits around others to not be disturbing how much to hunch his back and how much to keep his hands low.

So pretty

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Thinking about like Laios x Mithrun with Laios finding himself unhappy as king with Lion gone and Mithrun finding himself happy(?) finding new ambitions and ways to move forward in life.

Just the contrast of how they both are emotionally pre and after the end of the manga is interesting to me.

Have been playing a lot of ZZZ and I think the main headcanon I’ve made is Nicole being older than she says she is.

Mostly coming from how Anby didn’t have a last name when she met her so Nicole gave Anby her last name and in a sense taking care and mothering all of the Cunning Hares even if they get rowdy with their antics especially Billy.

So she’s a boss and like an older sister figure that’s almost motherly in the way she’s willing to go full stops to take care of Anby and the others especially since I’m pretty she herself was an orphan but just a thought.

Cof-cof Bowuigi Um clima bem “A bela e a Fera” esses dois tem, né?

I need to stop reading incomplete fics cause I just read one of the best things ever and it hasn’t updated since October

Does it like make sense that I can feel myself so much it in Laios. It’s hard to describe but he’s like one of two times ever I’ve been able to feel like someone or something or an idea could portray how I feel so vividly.

A disconnect with my parents, it being hard to like show my happiness, how hard it is to find motivation to do anything, just everything.

Like several times now I’ve found myself finding my only comfort in situations in kinda just living my life by thinking. “What would he do?”

He’s like the only time I’ve felt so similar to someone, but he’s not real. So every time I think about it I feel so silly.

I’m a human being not a character on a page, or I like to think I am most days I can’t even tell how I feel about being in my own skin.

And honestly right now I’m just speaking into the void cause I’m scared I’d annoy or just come off as weird to anyone else.

This manga means so much to me, but I feel so silly and dumb and weird Ughhhhhhhhhh