I Will Never Be Okay Again. I Can’t Imagine A Future Where I’m Stable And Happy. I Can Never Run

purposely dressing dramatically gay all month. today i wore a rainbow crocheted bucket hat and my nails r painted for bi pride :)

to you, secrets are a game. to me, secrets are a treacherous weight.

i’ll always remember her as the girl who played till her knees bled

who swung till the swing creaked

and who loved till her heart broke

so much of myself is a secret and it makes me wonder if people would still like me if they knew all of me :(

they have something to say to the homophobes

gaylors watching the matty healy rumors unfold after she finally ditched the beard

the way he offered love

felt incompatible to how i wished to receive it

he wouldn’t communicate even if it meant saving me

but he would drop anything to touch me

- at least if i’m sexualized he’s paying attention to me

gaylor swift coded…

i’m falling for another girl. i’ve been comfortable with my sexuality for about a year, but NOW my internalized homophobia wants to kick in.

i just wanna tell everyone who struggles with this

your feelings are valid

loving someone is NEVER wrong, it’s beautiful

the guilt is temporary

you are not bad. you are human.

he makes me feel so drained

i can’t help but wonder

if he purposely forces the life out of me

so i feel he’s the only one who can give it back