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So tired of all the fat hugging my body being the first thing someone notices about me. How it instantly defines me as less then human

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ the size difference i deserve ⋆. 𐙚 ˚

4n4 in America? A fucking nightmare. The calories. The portion sizes. The grease. Oil. Fat.

It’s a fucking. Nightmare.

bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

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Prompt 2: judgement

1. What are three things I’d change about myself if no one could judge me?

If no one could judge me I would make myself less nice. Im too often a pushover and people pleaser and I want to be stronger in myself. I would be slender and strong. Like one of those folks who doesnt look strong but can pick up nearly their own weight. Quietly powerful. I would be louder. I have been taught for so much of my life to keep quiet and deal with things. I want to be able to be LOUD. I'm not good at that even when it's appropriate.

2. What is my biggest fear about how others perceive me? People look to me for guidance and being a rational voice. Its nice to know that Im seen that way sometimes, but Im only human. I am fallible and I get things wrong. I fear giving bad advice and suggestions and leading folks wrong.

When its below freezing outside its REALLY hard to make myself go for a walk. but if I dont do it first thing i wont do it at all.

Your hungry?

Now take of all ur clothes and get infront of a mirror

Still hungry?

Nope, I didn’t think so

Stay strong,stay disciplined it WILL pay off

rlly need someone to motivate me in a toxic way. Like borderline toxic telling me to stop thinking about food like a fat pig.

Dm me