Not Writing, Not Not Writing, But A Secret Third Thing

“can i read your draft?” can you survive secondhand embarrassment?

i love this character so much......i hope they get seriously injured and almost die

must a book have ‘plot’ and ‘structure’ and ‘progression.’ is it not enough for characters to be in a place. and for that place to be really fucking weird.

Jos oikeesti jotenkin saan jotain joskus muokattua sellaseks että uskallan lähettää sen johonkin niin ihmeitä on tapahtunu

If I somehow ever manage to edit something to the point I can send it out miracles have happened

POV: you try rereading your work with a clear and non-judgemental mindset and end up discovering that you can't remember what tf u wrote cause HOW does this trash that I've been bleeding on digital paper for the past two years and have been thinking of scrapping recently actually make sense now unlike what I thought?

kicking a hornets nest.

Imo in order to finish your writing project you need to be unhealthily obsessed with your characters to a point where you question your sanity

Me: I am going to stick to just one story idea. No more changing. No more abandoning half baked ideas. No more distractions. I will be focused. I will finish a project.

New idea:

The stuggles of being a writer.

A shame that I have to actually finish my book before I get to read it. I enjoy writing it just as much but I am looking forward to finishing my first book and getting to read through it, even if I do know what's going to happen.