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all the (presumably) underage fans from tiktok acting inappropriately in the live chat during the dan allen gaming interview w neil ellice and samuel roukin honestly has me so disgusted 🫠 i watched about half the interview and stopped because i found myself a bit disturbed by some of the stuff i was seeing

there is a fine line between finding a character/actor attractive and going out of your way to borderline sexually harass someone in a comment section/live chat. the fact the chat had to be TURNED OFF at one point speaks enough.

the thing is too i know the people that are behaving this way are most likely from tiktok because there has been a trend for a while now where whenever the quirky side of tiktok finds their new little character to obsess over/sexualize, they have to take it to a whole new level and make it not only about the character, but the actor as well. it’s so strange to me the way these young fans act online towards grown ass fucking men. there’s nothing wrong with pointing out someone is attractive, but blatantly making inappropriate remarks and asking stuff that’s not appropriate? not okay. this pretty much happened with paul dano back in the spring and joseph quinn during the summer, and now there’s this craziness.

and i will also say this (and i know this probably won’t be taken well by some people), but if roles were reversed and these were two women and a bunch of young men were saying stuff along the same lines of what’s being said to ellice and roukin, these men would be called out for being “predators” “sexual harassers” blah blah blah.

if you want to sexualize and ogle over a character so be it! they are not a real person. but if you’re going to go out of your way to be weird to real people you need to seriously reevaluate some of your life choices.

this isn’t a matter of “gate keeping” either, it’s straight up inappropriate and gross behavior :/

please do better!!! :(

Imagine being loved.

Being so loved that they hold you close to their chest in the morning, eyes gazing at you with so much warmth and adoration. They thread their fingers with yours, brushing a kiss to your knuckles, before pressing your joined hands to their chest and shutting their eyes in bliss once more.

Being so loved that they smile at you so brightly, that the sun and moon would envy the light that emits from it. A look so smitten and intrigued with you only, before not being able to hold back a small chuckle of happiness.

Being so loved that everything you hate about yourself, just became another thing they love about you. All the little scars and marks, every curve, every big and small facial feature, you used to hate as a child. They’d love them, for they are what make you, you.

Being so loved that they stare at you while you do the most mundane things, realising that you truly are who they want to be with eternally. Prideful of being your significant other, they send you a smile only reserved for you, until finally joining in on what your were doing.

Being so loved that they see you everywhere, similar things a child did, a small beautiful flower on the sidewalk, that they think you’d find endearing or maybe just a familiar tune.

Being so loved that they wouldn’t turn away from you and stay by your side. Loyal and trusting in each other, simple acts of service, out of attentiveness and affection.

Imagine being loved.

Tarot Card Meanings

***Masterlist of tarot card meanings. I want to support my fellow tarot readers with this post! Always keep in mind that these usually combine online sources with UPG. I am using tarot guidebooks and UPG, but still, always interpret based on your intuition, first and foremost. I hope someone finds this helpful!***

Major Arcana

The Fool - 0 - Upright: A free-spirited person, a foolish person, naivety, carefree, fun, childlike wonder, a beginner, a student, freedom, faith, laughter, curiosity, learning, new beginnings || Reversed: Foolishness, being too serious, need for childhood comforts, rigidity, recklessness, risk-taking, holding back, faithlessness, needing a plan, feeling lost, aimlessness

The Magician - 1 - Upright: A jack of all trades, an entrepreneur, a people person, resourcefulness, cunning, wit, ambition, inspired action, potential, intelligence, possibilities, the elements, opportunities || Reversed: A con-man, a cheater, a liar, trickery, manipulation, lost passion, too ambitious, poor-planning, untapped potential, lack of inspiration/motivation, lack of energy, feeling disconnected from life

The High Priestess - 2 - Upright: A wise person, a spiritual person, intuition, spiritual wisdom, the subconscious mind, spirituality, divine messages, trusting oneself, divinity, mystery, stillness, passivity, going with the flow || Reversed: Overthinking, emotional discomfort, unrest, ignoring intuition, needing to trust oneself, relying on the wisdom of others, ignoring emotions, secrets, withdrawal, silence

The Empress - 3 - Upright: A motherly person, an empath, generosity, compassion, nature, nurturing, harmony, femininity, sensuality, abundance, comfort, emotional support || Reversed: Overbearing, overprotective, lacking assertiveness, giving too much of yourself, needing self-love/self-care, a creative block, lacking empathy, emotional discord

The Emperor - 4 - Upright: A fatherly person, a confident person, tough love, protection, assertiveness, authority, structure, masculinity, establishment, personal power, hard-work || Reversed: A corrupt leader, ruling with an iron fist, taking advantage of others, power hungry, lacking confidence, lacking boundaries, rigidity, stoicism, greed, selfishness

The Hierophant - 5 - Upright: A teacher, a religious leader, religion, religious structure, tradition, conformity, marriage, union, sharing knowledge, education, institution, practicality || Reversed: A controlling person, rigid beliefs, freedom, challenging the status quo, personal beliefs, refusing change, fear of the unknown, needing change, needing to research

The Lovers - 6 - Upright: A hopeless romantic, major decisions, humanity, mutual union, love, relationships, harmony, value alignments, young love, dependency, coexistence || Reversed: A selfish lover, needing self-love, disharmony, imbalance, disagreements, superficial relationships, indecisions, confusion, feeling torn, emotional discord, codependency

The Chariot - 7 - Upright: Boldness, impatience, success, determination, willpower, control, movement, taking action, major events, passion, confidence, moving forward || Reversed: Stagnation, impulsivity, aimlessness, opposition, self-discipline, slow goings, lacking control, burnout, anxiety, doubt, lack of passion, needing to take action

Strength - 8 - Upright: Strength, personal power, self-respect, courage, persuasion, influence, compassion, self-control, resilience || Reversed: Inner strength, needing to find strength in oneself, self-doubt, low energy, raw emotion, anger, hidden weaknesses

The Hermit - 9 - Upright: An independent person, an introvert, time alone, meditation, self-reflection, wisdom, self-awareness, mindfulness, self-discovery, introspection || Reversed: A recluse, loneliness, withdrawal, isolation, feeling lost, a depressive period, negative thoughts, deep introspection

The Wheel of Fortune - 10 - Upright: Good luck, destiny, life cycles, a turning point, resolution, change, riding the waves of life, opportunities, taking a chance, repeating old cycles || Reversed: Bad luck, resistance to change, needing to submit to fate, need for control, resisting the flow of life, needing to take a chance, refusing to let go, breaking cycles

Justice - 11 - Upright: Justice, fairness, truth, law, morality, cause and effect, equality, fair decisions, balance, accountability, responsibility, honesty, consequences || Reversed: Dishonesty, injustice, unfairness, taking responsibility, lawlessness, unfavorable outcomes, scorn, falsity, fallacy

The Hanged Man - 12 - Upright: An enlightened person, new perspectives, changing perspectives, an unusual outlook, pause, surrender, letting go, enlightenment, reflection || Reversed: Indecision, lacking drive, unwise decisions, delays, being stuck, stalling, refusing personal growth, being misled, needing a perspective shift

Death - 13 - Upright: Shedding what no longer serves you, letting go of the old to make way for the new, transitions, transformation, changes, endings, rebirth, release, self-awareness || Reversed: Clinging to what no longer serves you, resistance to change, personal growth, inner purging, refusing to move on, living in the past, avoiding an ending

Temperance - 14 - Upright: Moderation, balance, patience, understanding, purpose, grounding, neutrality, living in the present || Reversed: Impatience, imbalance, excess, indulgence, self-healing, realignment, needing to ground, feeling out of place

The Devil - 15 - Upright: A cunning person, sexuality, boldness, sternness, addiction, attachment, control, indulgence, deception, self-acceptance, selfishness, pride in oneself || Reversed: An abuser, a manipulator, need for open-mindedness, needing freedom, exploring oneself, detachment, toxic relationships, selfishness, need for self-acceptance

The Tower - 16 - Upright: Major changes, unexpected change, upheaval, revelation, chaos, ruin, intense emotions, awakening || Reversed: Personal transformation, fear of change, delaying the inevitable, averting disaster, ignoring the truth of a situation

The Star - 17 - Upright: Hope, faith, wish fulfillment, good fortune, renewal, abundance, spirituality, spiritual guidance, a wish, trust || Reversed: Discontent, self-trust, poverty, disconnection, having hope despite it all, holding on, trying one's best

The Moon - 18 - Upright: Misunderstanding, illusion, dreams, the subconscious mind, important choices, intuition, risk, delusion, loss of clarity, confusion, deception, secrets || Reversed: Self-deception, inner confusion, overcoming fear, repressed emotions, finding the truth, gaining clarity, this confusion is a phase, release, magic, listen to one's intuition

The Sun - 19 - Upright: Happiness, abundance, success, positivity, fun, warmth, vitality, impulsivity, a period of harmony, inspiration || Reversed: Pessimism, being too bold, intense emotions, a depressive period, clouded clarity, hidden factors, cold energies, hostility

Judgement - 20 - Upright: Judgement, rebirth, awakening, absolution, inner calling, dynamic new beginnings, rising up, major choices || Reversed: Feeling down, harshly judging oneself, fearlessness, self-doubt, lost momentum, feeling purposeless, clouded judgement, spiritual blockages

The World - 21 - Upright: Completion, open-mindedness, integration, accomplishment, travel, union, happiness || Reversed: Seeking personal closure, short-cuts, delays, close-mindedness, expectations, feeling incomplete, feeling out of place

Minor Arcana

The Suit of Swords:

Ace of Swords - Upright: New ideas, mental clarity, breakthroughs, success, innovation || Reversed: Inner clarity, rethinking an idea, clouded judgement, creative blockages, impulsivity

Two of Swords - Upright: Difficult decisions, weighing your options, an impasse, avoidance || Reversed: Indecision, confusion, information overload, stalemate, obstacles

Three of Swords - Upright: Anguish, heartbreak, turmoil, sorrow, grief, need for healing || Reversed: Negative self-talk, releasing pain, optimism, forgiveness, recovery, moving on

Four of Swords - Upright: Rest, discontent, meditation, contemplation, recuperation || Reversed: Exhaustion, burnout, deep contemplation, stagnation, needing self-reflection, needing unwanted rest

Five of Swords - Upright: Conflict, disagreement, competition, defeat, winning at all costs || Reversed: Reconciliation, making amends, past resentment, compromise, contempt

Six of Swords - Upright: Transition, change, rite of passage, releasing baggage, moving on || Reversed: Personal transition, resistaning change, unfinished business, reluctance to move on, needing to let go

Seven fo Swords - Upright: Betrayal, deception, getting away with something, acting strategically, thievery || Reversed: Imposter syndrome, self-deceit, keeping secrets, getting caught, trust issues

Eight of Swords - Upright: Negative thoughts, self-imposed restriction, imprisonment, victim mentality, rigidity, refusing to face the truth || Reversed: Self-limiting beliefs, inner critic, releasing negative thoughts, open-mindedness, needing change

Nine of Swords - Upright: Anxiety, nightmares, fear, worry, catastrophic thoughts, assuming the worst || Reversed: Inner turmoil, deep-seated fears, secrets, releasing worry, needing a break

Ten of Swords - Upright: Painful endings, deep emotional wounds, betrayal, loss, crisis || Reversed: Recovery, regeneration, resilience, resisting an inevitable end, unresolved traumas

Page of Swords - Upright: Talkative, lively, intellectual, new ideas, curiosity, thirst for knowledge, communication, exchanging information, trustworthy, eager || Reversed: Self-expression, all talk and no action, haphazard action, haste, too ambitious, fear of learning, obliviousness

Knight of Swords - Upright: Ambition, boldness, action, drive, quick-thinking, bravery, vigor || Reversed: An adversary, restlessness, lack of focus, impulsivity, burn-out, needing action

Queen of Swords - Upright: Calculated, concentrated, independence, unbiased judgement, clear boundaries, direct communication, focus || Reversed: A cutthroat person, cold, being overly emotional, bitchiness, cold-heartedness, being easily influenced, lacking concentration

King of Swords - Upright: Disciplined, resilient, mental clarity, intellectual power, authority, truth, assertiveness || Reversed: Restrictive, authoritative, quiet power, inner truth, abuse of power, manipulation, lack of empathy

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The Suit of Wands:

Ace of Wands - Upright: Inspiration, new beginnings, potential, growth, new opportunities || Reversed: An emerging idea, lack of direction, lack of inspiration, distractions, delays

Two of Wands - Upright: Future planning, progress, discovery, decisions, making long-term goals || Reversed: Personal goals, inner alignment, fear of the unknown, lack of planning, self-discovery

Three of Wands - Upright: Progress, expansion, foresight, overseas opportunities, motivation, leaving the past behind, moving on || Reversed: Lack of foresight, unexpected delays, procrastination, needing motivation, refusing to let go, stalls in personal healing

Four of Wands - Upright: Celebration, domestic harmony, peace, joy, relaxation, homecoming, invitation || Reversed: Personal celebration, inner harmony, conflict with others, transition, needing relaxation

Five of Wands - Upright: Disagreement, tension, conflict, friendly competition, struggle, misunderstandings, miscommunications || Reversed: Inner conflict, conflict avoidance, tension release, an unsatisfactory compromise, agreeing to disagree

Six of Wands - Upright: Public recognition, progress, victory, self-confidence, rewards for your labors, outer validation || Reversed: Inner validation, needing to celebrate oneself, egotism, disrepute, lack of confidence, falling from grace, being overshadowed

Seven of Wands - Upright: Challenge, opposition, perseverance, self-protection, unfriendly competition, arguments, paranoia || Reversed: Exhaustion, giving up, being overwhelmed, being overprotective, trust issues, losing a competition or opportunity, needing rest

Eight of Wands - Upright: Speed, air travel, swift change, action, movement, passion, drive || Reversed: Delays, frustration, internal alignment, stalling, resisting change

Nine of Wands - Upright: Courage, resilience, persistence, test of faith, boundaries, hard-work || Reversed: Inner resources, struggle, feeling overwhelmed, being defensive, paranoia

Ten of Wands - Upright: Uphill climb, burden, extra responsibility, too much work, completion, labor || Reversed: Delegation, release, doing it all, carrying the burden, feeling overwhelmed, putting too much in to something, little or no reward for one's efforts

Page of Wands - Upright: Enthusiasm, free-spirited, inspiration, discovery, ideas, exploration, limitless potential || Reversed: Directionless, a hopeless optimist, redirecting energy, newly-formed ideas, self-limiting beliefs, a spiritual path, needing enthusiasm

Knight of Wands - Upright: Passion, drive, motivated, energy, vigor, adventure, inspired action, pushing forward || Reversed: Impulsive, shortsighted, haste, delays, scattered energy, struggling to move forward, spiritual blockages, lacking inspiration, feeling unmotivated

Queen of Wands - Upright: Vibrant, determined, exuberance, courage, confidence, a social butterfly || Reversed: Demanding, codependency, self-respect, self-confidence, introversion, reclusion, connecting to one's inner self

King of Wands - Upright: A natural leader, an entrepreneur, vision, honor, leadership, resourcefulness, refinement || Reversed: Perfectionist, ruthless, haste, impulsivity, self-reliance, high expectations, needing to listen to intuition

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The Suit of Cups:

Ace of Cups - Upright: Abundance, love, new relationships, compassion, creativity || Reversed: Self-love, intuition, repressed emotions, needing to open up, deprivation of love

Two of Cups - Upright: Unified love, partnership, a healthy relationship, mutual attraction, genuine love, expressing love || Reversed: Self-love, breaks-ups, disharmony, distrust, unreciprocated love, an unhealthy relationship, an imbalanced relationship/partnership

Three of Cups - Upright: Celebration, friendship, collaborations, creativity, fun, trust, making new friends, enjoying oneself || Reversed: Independence, hardcore partying, alone time, loneliness, "three's a crowd", mistrust, betrayal in friendships, cutting people off, gossip

Four of Cups - Upright: Apathy, meditation, contemplation, reevaluation, self-reflection, refusing help || Reversed: Retreat, withdrawal, independence, needing self-reflection, rethinking alignment, anhedonia

Five of Cups - Upright: Regret, failure, disappointment, discontent, pessimism, focusing on what you no longer have rather than what you do have || Reversed: Personal setbacks, self-forgiveness, moving on, needing optimism, needing to let go

Six of Cups - Upright: Revisiting the past, childhood memories, innocence, joy, childishness, "the good old days" || Reversed: Living in the past, forgiveness, lacking playfulness, naivety, needing familial connection, nostalgia

Seven of Cups - Upright: Opportunities, wishful thinking, choices, illusion, materialism || Reversed: Alignment, personal values, greed, overwhelmed by choices, indecision

Eight of Cups - Upright: Disappointment, abandonment, withdrawal, escapism, an unsatisfying resolution, moving on, healing from trauma || Reversed: Trying one more time, indecision, aimless drifting, walking away, moving on, unresolved trauma

Nine of Cups - Upright: Contentment, abundance, gratitude, satisfaction, wish come true, gratification || Reversed: Inner happiness, dissatisfaction, overindulgence, materialism, ingratitude

Ten of Cups - Upright: Divine love, marriage, blissful relationships, harmony, alignment || Reversed: Disconnection, divorce, struggling relationships, misaligned values, disharmony

Page of Cups - Upright: Playful, mischievous, creative opportunities, intuitive messages, curiosity, possibility, youthfulness || Reversed: Childish, misleading, new ideas, doubting intuition, creative blockages, emotional immaturity, needing creative expression

Knight of Cups - Upright: Romantic, charming, generous, creativity, imagination, beauty, romance, charisma || Reversed: Ulterior motives, self-serving, overactive imagination, jealousy, moodiness, being unrealistic, selfishness

Queen of Cups - Upright: Calm, compassionate, emotional stability, intuition, going with the flow, care, empathy || Reversed: Giving in to one's emotions, insecurities, inner feelings, self-care, self-love, co-dependency, being overly emotional

King of Cups - Upright: Compassionate, compromising, emotional balance, diplomacy, understanding, communication, agreement || Reversed: Temperamental, impressionable, moodiness, self-compassion, inner feelings, emotional manipulation, emotional abuse

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The Suit of Pentacles:

Ace of Pentacles - Upright: A new financial or career opportunity, manifestation, abundance, wealth, success || Reversed: Lost opportunity, lack of planning and foresight, financial instability, failure, career loss

Two of Pentacles - Upright: Balance, adaptability, time management, responsibilities, prioritization || Reversed: Over-committment, flakiness, disorganization, reprioritization, irresponsibility

Three of Pentacles - Upright: Hard work, collaboration, teamwork, learning, implementation || Reversed: Disharmony, disputes, disalignment, working alone, needing teamwork

Four of Pentacles - Upright: Saving money, conservatism, security, scarcity, control || Reversed: Over-spending, greed, self-protection, financial instability, needing self-control

Five of Pentacles - Upright: Financial loss, worry, poverty, isolation, a lacking mindset || Reversed: Recovery from financial loss, spiritual poverty, lack of faith, trust issues, self-reliance

Six of Pentacles - Upright: Giving, receiving, sharing wealth, generosity, charity || Reversed: Stinginess, self-care, unpaid debt, one-sided charity, needing to accept help

Seven of Pentacles - Upright: Vision, perseverance, sustainable results, investment, and looking at the bigger picture || Reversed: Short-sightedness, limited success, poor investment, lack of vision, needing long-term goals

Eight of Pentacles - Upright: Apprenticeship, repetitive tasks, refinement, mastery, skill development || Reversed: Self-development, perfectionism, misdirected activity, lack of skill, needing refinement

Nine of Pentacles - Upright: Abundance, gratitude, self-sufficiency, culmination, luxury || Reversed: Self-worth, overinvesting in work, hustling, ingratitude, needing self-reliance

Ten of Pentacles - Upright: Wealth, inheritance, retirement, financial stability, long-term success, family || Reversed: Corrupted wealth, financial failure, delayed retirement, familial disconnection, long-term failure

Page of Pentacles - Upright: Carefree, optimistic, manifestation, financial opportunity, skill development, financial freedom, needing to watch spending || Reversed: Careless, wasteful, lack of progress, procrastination, learning from failure, wasted potential, missed opportunity

Knight of Pentacles - Upright: Persistent, hopeful, drive for success, hard work, routine, productivity, conservatism, rigidity || Reversed: Opportunistic, selfish, self-discipline, feeling stuck, boredom, perfectionism, high expectations

Queen of Pentacles - Upright: A motherly figure, practical, nurturing, providing financially, being a working parent, struggling with time management, working hard || Reversed: Issues with prioritization, struggles with commitments, financial independence, self-care, work-home conflicts, needing to relax, needing to reevaluate priorities

King of Pentacles - Upright: A natural leader, considerate, wealth, financial security, business success, discipline, abundance || Reversed: Obsessive, stubborn, financially inept, greedy, envious, power hungry, needing to reevaluate personal values

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***I apologize for any typos and hope this is helpful to someone! Take care of yourselves, and have a great day.❤️***

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