I Was Scrolling Through My Old Posts And I Saw This

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6 years ago

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but idk my fav Pokemon tho 

all lgbtq+ homies, reblog with ur identity n ur favorite pokemon [:


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6 years ago

Holy crap. Please explain how you managed to find the exact right words for this. Because I am amazed

The Closet

i’ve never posted my writing anywhere before but this was so personal to me and i haven’t stopped reading it since i wrote it, so now i guess i hand it off to you. i wrote this at a very low point in my life and, while i am certainly doing better now, i still feel the emotions expressed in this piece quite often. being closeted is hard– it hurts. it really hurts. so, here goes! my writing, now yours as well.

March 3, 2019, 1:07am

Prompt: You knock louder and louder on the door, but nobody answers.

Banging. Thudding. Pounding. Kicking. I’m slamming at the door. I’m trapped, I’m claustrophobic, I’m scared; but worst of all– I’m alone. I have been in here for too long and I’m ready to leave. I miss my friends, I miss my family… I miss the truth. I miss the days when I didn’t see the walls, when it was harder to notice the harsh divide. But almost just as scary- if not scarier- as this deafening isolation is the potential of what’s on the other side of the door. What if it’s worse? I can’t know. “If only the door would just open!” I keep saying to myself. But in my heart of hearts I know it’s for naught. Because this is a door I can only open myself. And I imagine what the world on the other side is like. I fantasize about flying through the door in a burst of color and light, finally happy, finally smiling. A real smile. Not the smile blocked by the walls. A smile that says “I’m free! I’m here! I’m out!” But for now I remain incarcerated. It’s hard to justify, though. Feeling imprisoned when you are your own jailor.

6 years ago

My question is, am I the only one who wants a get pan pride flag just to run around with it like a cape?

5 years ago

Wow, Good Omens looks great!

The Four Horsemen Of The Apocalypse
The Four Horsemen Of The Apocalypse
The Four Horsemen Of The Apocalypse
The Four Horsemen Of The Apocalypse

the four horsemen of the apocalypse

5 years ago

why do i feel like my blog is going to end up having the ruins of a bunch of stories i never finished

5 years ago

I’m gonna reformat my story.


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6 years ago

why is this me just freaking talk to him you moron

what I didn't say anything

Due to personal reasons I will be refusing to talk to a single person I find attractive


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5 years ago
Oh My God I Tried It And I Picked Up Leviathan And What Did I Get? “Glad You Could Join Us, Mr. Sharp.”

oh my god i tried it and i picked up Leviathan and what did i get? “Glad you could join us, Mr. Sharp.” the best part is, the character in question is actually a girl pretending to be a boy to be in the military. i’m a trans woman. “Glad you could join us, Mr. Sharp.” HOW DOES THAT WORK SO WELL DIWKEBFFISOWNSBFUFOS


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6 years ago

i want it. how do i get one

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Chicken Griffin

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Sinylene

I’ve re-done this many times, might as well do it again. Hi! I’m Sinylene, or at least that’s what I like to go by on the internet. I also go by Noel. I use she/her. I don’t post super often, and when I do it’s probably either serious, a story, or a meme.

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