There were days where I held myself back down, days where I shut my heart down. But then, you came along with the pieces of your mending heart; clenching deep within your hands as you held them out to me. I saw you bleed, as you saw mine, when I held out my hands to reach yours. You didn’t flinch, neither did you stop me. A voice perhaps told you “It’s okay, she is bleeding too” as we simply held onto eachother. The wounds got deeper as we embraced one another. “I know it hurts, as it hurts me too, but we will be okay. You will be okay my love.”
Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes from Underground
From surviving to generously falling in love with this city, I found love that I can finally gate keep.
July-December, Delhi’2024
— Nikita Gill
Madison Julius Cawein, “Dusk In The Woods”
It feels like a lifetime ago that we had you, and it feels like a decade since we have lost you. The world was cruel to you but I’m glad, we are glad that we could call you ours. My dearest baby, you will always be our first child, my first daughter that I could never have. You came as a blessing but left like an unforgivable curse. The past 6 months were beautiful with you, and right now it’s just a silence that no one talks about whole heartedly of the void that got created since the day you left. My love, my dearest dear child Yukio, I miss you every single day that it simply stings my heart when I realise you aren’t next to me. Your dad still griefs about you but doesn’t have the heart to talk about it since he lost you. We did cry, whole heartedly to realise why we don’t speak about your absence so much even when it speaks volumes in this unforgiving silence. As they say why parents have their favourite child, and you made the two of us realise that it will always be you, no matter what. Rest in peace my doll, please be playful the way you were with us, and hopefully get the warmest blanket to cover yourself up as you fall asleep my dear.
I love you so much as much as I miss you unconditionally my child❤️🩹
— Rudy Francisco
Am i the only one pissed about chat gpt creating ghibli images? Like, no doubt the filter looks okay and people are enjoying it but ghibli holds a really special place in my heart and it kind of makes me feel like this whole thing just diminishes the significance and pure essence that real Ghibli art holds.
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