Era Temprano Y Ella Esta Durmiendo. Se Que Tengo Que Despertarla Antes De Salir, Pero Me Da Nervio Que

Era temprano y ella esta durmiendo. Se que tengo que despertarla antes de salir, pero me da nervio que se enoje. La despierto tímidamente, reacciona, pero no se levanta. Me parece que es suficiente, ya cumplí. Salgo, y decido llamarla después, porque sé que fui muy sutil y tengo que miedo de que se quede dormida. La llamo y no me contesta. Decido creer que me cortó y que por tanto está despierta. Quizás si la llamo de nuevo se enoja, no quiere que la moleste. Pasa el rato, ella ya debería estar en la pega. Pasa más rato. Me habla y me dice que se quedó dormida. PLOOOPP.

Entonces, reflexión: Se que no es mi culpa que se quede dormida, pero me da mucha lata haberme preocupado tanto y no haber logrado nada, solo porque tengo un miedo irracional a que se enoje conmigo. NO TIENE NI UN SENTIDO, que rabia. Porque yo se que tengo razón, que su mañana hubiese sido mejor si la hubiese levantado con más seguridad. Pero no. Creo que tengo que repetirme con demasiada más constancia que nadie se va a enojar conmigo, y seguir con mucha más seguridad lo que yo creo que es correcto. Realmente, me limita mucho la duda, el medio, la falta de seguridad. No siempre tengo razón, pero mis instintos y mi razonamiento es el único medio que tengo para actuar. No puedo guiarme por mis ideas de las percepciones externas, así que tengo que hacer FULL caso. Y si me equivoco voy a aprender no más, pero mejor equivocarme por hacerme caso, que no no hacerme caso, por miedo. Porque en una al menos tengo la posibilidad de ganar, de hacer las cosas bien, de crecer.

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Ferne Jacobs is an American fiber artist and basket maker.

Ferne was born in Chicago, Illinois in 1942 to Jewish parents who emigrated from Eastern Europe. Her family moved to Los Angeles when Ferne was young. She took art and craft classes at the Art Center College of Design (Pasadena, California, 1960-1963), the Pratt Institute (New York City, 1964-1965), San Diego State University (San Diego, California, 1965), California State University, Long Beach (Long Beach, California, 1966-1967), Haystack Mountain School of Crafts (Deer Isle, Maine, 1967-1971). She earned an MFA from Claremont Graduate University (Claremont, California) in 1976. She credits Dominic di Mare, Lenore Tawney and Arline M. Fisch as her inspirations. Jacobs lives in Los Angeles, California.

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