Evening Silence, Wilhelm Kotarbinski
having same/similar interests to those that predatory men have sucks
I have every right to be hateful if someone steps over my rights to female only spaces as a lesbian. If a group that calls themselves lesbian doesn't exclude males - it's against my rights.
I often have beef with feminists because they tend to shift ALL BLAME on men.
Apparently seeing women as human beings with autonomy and brains to think for themselves is sexist.
Imagine you are a slave and you work hard everyday with other slaves but all you dream about is freedom. On the other side of the fence there is another slave but that slave talks about how it's ok to be one, how we're destined to be slaves and there is nothing we can do.
Wouldn't you in your heart at least, judge that person? If you long for freedom and feel love towards a group of people but they go against their own interest over and over again, it's hard not to resent them at times.
Having ideals for them, standards for them, hopes and dreams for them is the most humanising thing there is. Even if at times it might come across as harsh judgement or might lead to bitter dissapointment.
the price I have to pay for being myself is profound, bone freezing loneliness
all my friendships are short and fleeting, I think I'm deeply misunderstood by pretty much everyone
I very often feel like I have truly noone I can talk to so I write my thoughts down, I can only really trust myself when it comes to them
It's crazy how people don't see me as a human being everytime they find out I'm gay. Not everyone but for example almost every therapist I had, looked down at me for it or laughed at me or criticised my looks (because apparently it's weird that a lesbian woman presents feminine).
I don't like Foucault but medical gaze is real. Male gaze is bullshit but medical gaze is an actual thing.
I enjoy sexualised depictions of women and don't give a fuck.
We are sexual beings.