I Get So Caught Up In My Head That It Eats Away At Me. I Believe The Worst Is Going To Happen Because

I get so caught up in my head that it eats away at me. I believe the worst is going to happen because it always has. I always have these “what’s ifs” that drive me crazy and make me miserable. I create trouble in my head that isn’t even there and get myself worked up. I just want to shut it off and not overthink everything to death. To just live in the moment.

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4 years ago
Wanted To Try Out Some New Makers And Wanted To Draw My Favorite Character, Didn't Turn Out Too Bad.

Wanted to try out some new makers and wanted to draw my favorite character, didn't turn out too bad. Could be better.


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7 years ago
I’m Deep In Clone Shiro Theory Rn, But I Want Him To Be Happy And Loved If He Is Real. Shiro Never

I’m deep in clone Shiro theory rn, but I want him to be happy and loved if he is real. Shiro never thinks about his family so maybe he doesn’t have one..a family can be 1 original and 50 clones ok. also @ilovelocust had a cute idea of Keith giving Shiro clone a pep talk and I couldn’t not use it

7 years ago

little goals for the new year

“one day or day one?” start learning a new language and try to stick with it. better to do less regularly than big study sessions once per week! 

buy yourself an art notebook and fill it during the year with doodles and drawings

meet with old friends and acquaintances who might become friends

keep a journal and regularly write about your day

appreciate the little things in life: the snow lying outside, the scent of flowers, the little smiles on people’s faces

make it a habit to start your assignment as soon as you get it; it saves you from so much stress!!

more cozy study dates in cafes

don’t buy too many books while still having to read all the ones you bought last time, otherwise, you’ll be overwhelmed soon enough

reach out to people online and make more friends, a lot of people on here are extremely nice and welcoming!!

look at the sky more often

don’t dwell on the past too much, what’s done is done, try to grow from it

buy more little things that make you happy, such as candles, bath bombs or stationery

go for a walk at least once a week, especially if you live in the city

accept that it’s okay to ask for help, in school and in personal matters!!

7 years ago
*~*~*~STUDY BREAK SNACKS~*~*~* (art By maria-putri ✨) 

*~*~*~STUDY BREAK SNACKS~*~*~* (art by maria-putri ✨) 

apple chips - preheat oven to 225 F - slice apples as thin as possible - sprinkle some cinnamon/cinnamon sugar on the apples (optional) - (works best on a baking rack) place on tray and put in over for 1-2 hrs (you might need to cook them for longer depending on the thickness of your chips!)

sweet crispy roasted chickpeas - preheat oven to 375 F - rinse and drain chickpeas - place chickpeas on baking tray and bake for about 45min - 1 hr - in a bowl, mix olive oil, honey, and cinnamon sugar (you can eyeball the measurements and change it to your personal preference) - once the chickpeas are dry, put them into the bowl that holds the sweet sauce and mix it all in.  - once you are done coating the chickpeas, place them back in the oven for 10 mins

savory crispy roasted chickpeas - follow the sweet crispy roasted chickpeas but replace the sauce with olive oil, sriracha, and garlic powder

frozen yogurt berries - take a spoon and dump your yogurt yogurt into your mold (you can use an ice tray) - add berries into your mold (i like blueberries, raspberries, and black raspberries) - freeze!

apple sandwiches - core your green apple and red apple (it’s okay if you only have one kind) - cut the apples! semi-thick so the slices are durable - add nutella (or peanut butter!) on one side of the apple slice - sprinkle on some oats on top of the spread - sandwich them together!

avocado toast - toast your choice of bread - in a bowl mush your avocado - once the toast is finishes, spread your mushed avocado on the bread - squeeze a bit of lemon onto the toast + avocado and sprinkle chili and pepper!

ants on celery - take celery sticks and spread peanut butter on the inside - place raisins (or choco chips!) on top of the peanut butter spread

banana bee smoothie - 1 cup of milk (low fat) - 1 cup of non-fat greek yogurt - tbsp of honey (OR MORE) - 1 ripe banana - handful of blueberries - pinch of cinnamon! - BLEND

sweet apple banana smoothie (my fav ✨) - 1 sliced apple (preferably any sweet apple) - 1 ripe banana - a tbsp honey - 1 cup of low fat milk - a pinch of cinnamon sugar - BLEND

messy simple fruit bowl - 1 sliced ripe banana - a handful of blueberries - place fruits into a bowl and drizzle with honey on top o’fruity rice cakes! - spread peanut butter onto ricecake - place sliced fruit on top (you can use bananas, strawberries, blueberries, etc) - drizzle with honey (optional)

references: college snacks, todd, robin, eva

7 years ago

things we know are going to happen in vld but didn’t happen in season 5 so will most likely happen in s6:

romelle / allura’s dnd character ? where did she go

and also the entire episode where jeremy shada said they would be playing a dnd type of game

whatever scene made steven yeun cry while recording? bc that sure as heck didn’t happen in s5

keith back on team voltron and in red paladin armor but this time with galra markings on his face (this was in a promotional poster)

barlee (voltron storyboard reviser) saying the next season (s6) would be an emotional wreck for everyone, no matter which side you’re on. 

“prepare to get broken” were her exact words (:

jeremy shada saying how ‘if a character is suddenly gone from the show or is not seen as much they’re going to come back and have a huge arc’

(aka. be prepared for a huge keith and real shiro arc)

also joaquim said keith would return and that his arc is very interesting

lance actually using his altean broadsword (?)

lance continuing to be skeptical about lotor 

(jeremy said lance still doesn’t trust him, you can also tell this at the end of s5)

blake michael joining vld and whatever mysterious role he will play

josh, jeremy, bex, kimberly, and tyler (the paladins’ VAs), as well as AJ (lotor’s VA), steven (keith’s VA), and rhys (coran’s VA) all in the recording booth together

when all voice actors are in a recording booth together, it means they have a significant amount of scenes together, so it can be assumed that keith and lotor both have a decent role with the rest of team voltron in at least certain parts of the next season

jeremy saying the team would have a reunion with their families somehow, hinting that they would be traveling back to earth

jeremy promising that the keith / lance relationship that is currently set in place will evolve into more of a mutual respect with less bickering and will lean more towards friendly jokes instead

lance will stand up to shiro but it’ll be hard for him to do so since he views shiro as such a huge inspiration and role model in his life

7 years ago

https://www.gofundme.com/funeral-funds-for-candelarie-f-nava

Hey uhm my Tia Cande passed away. Pls help my family and cousins bury my aunt.

This woman was my and my brother’s mother when our own didn’t have the time for us…. Pls anything will help or just even getting the word out…

8 years ago
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[Montauk - Part 3]

wine, cigarettes, and you –

moments.  

so what if the echoes of chronos run through my veins pumping nightmare fuel into my heart and so what if i’m made of things that are dark

in nature?

we can pretend the universe is not buried in the shadows where God can’t see no matter how bright that sun shines and how fresh this air is that we breathe

our galaxy is moving 515,000 miles per hour around a giant black hole with shark teeth and we stand here as pixels of consciousness –

grounded on our feet

praying to the dark sun and watching the black helicopters burn.  what if we are a string of unstable electrons in the nucleus of an experimental dimension bearing the consequences of it’s errors

at the mercy of a creator unwilling to accept defeat

moving between galaxy clusters and different dimensions –

seeking the original path of the divine source before it was hijacked and diverted by [classified]

our history is buried in the shadows and we’ve lost touch with who we truly are and we still find a reason to smile because even if the world collapses into nothing

we’ll still have each other.


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1 year ago
Graphic of many webcomic covers in a collage with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Title: 60 Webcomics with Acespec Leads. Bottom text: Happy Webcomic Day! Webcomics featured: ELLIS, Lost in Translation, Monster's Garden, A Week in Warrigilla, Namesake, Aces, Crash and Burn, Song for Cantalagua, The Last Dimension, Peripety, Husk, Wondrous, Jade Kingdoms, The World In Deeper Inspection, Supernormal Step.

It’s Webcomic Day!

Webcomics are awesome! They are an excellent way to read comics with ace representation. There are hundreds of webcomics with ace characters to choose from, across every genre.

To get you started, here are 60 webcomics with ace spectrum leads!

A graphic of webcomic covers on a white background with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Each cover has a speech bubble with the genre next to it. Webcomics: StarHammer (Superhero / science fiction), Lost in Translation (K-pop drama), The Unlucky Ones and the Edge of Nowhere (Road trip drama), Novae (Historical romance), Shaderunners (Fantasy heist).

1. StarHammer by J.N. Monk and Harry Bogosian @sketchbot9000

2. Lost in Translation by Jjolee @jjolees, Eunice, and Valeri

3. The Unlucky Ones and the Edge of Nowhere by Nicky Rodriguez

4. Novae by Kaiju @kaixju

5. Shaderunners by Alex Assan @alexassanart and Lin Darrow

A graphic of webcomic covers on a white background with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Each cover has a speech bubble with the genre next to it. Webcomics: Sombulus (fantasy adventure), SEIS (slice of life), BUUZA!! (urban fantasy), THIS IS NOT FICTION (romcom), Sarota Springs (horror / suspense).

6. Sombulus by Christina Major @delphina2k

7. SEIS by Puik

8. BUUZA!! by Shazleen Khan @shazleen

9. THIS IS NOT FICTION by Nicole Mannino @nicoima

10. Sarota Springs by Joanne Kwan @joannekwan

A graphic of webcomic covers on a white background with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Each cover has a speech bubble with the genre next to it. Webcomics: The Last Dimension (sci-fantasy adventure), Earth Angel (romance), Crash and Burn (space opera), Aurora (fantasy adventure), Soul to Call (supernatural drama), Supernormal Step (action / adventure).

11. The Last Dimension by Leaglem @oneeyedleaf, Schooph, Hunie, and Spencer Gooding

12. Earth Angel by Raysdrawlings @raysdrawlings and Aquaarter

13. Crash and Burn by Finn Lucullan, Kate Larking, and Hannah Bradshaw Lozier

14. Aurora by Red @comicaurora

15. Soul to Call by Rommie @rommie

16. Supernormal Step by M. Lee Lunsford @mleelunsford

A graphic of webcomic covers on a white background with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Each cover has a speech bubble with the genre next to it. Webcomics: Song for Cantalagua (solarpunk fantasy), [un]Divine (dark fantasy), Charity Case (polyamorous romance), The Ink Witch (fantasy romance), Skull & Pyro (fantasy comedy), Husk (supernatural drama).

17. Song for Cantalagua by Maria Izquierdo @vinzul, Antar Castro, Paulo Esparza, Alex Velázquez, Gerardo Blas, and Marisol Diz

18. [un]Divine by Ayme Sotuyo

19. Charity Case by Malacandrax @malacandrax

20. The Ink Witch by Izzi Ward @izzi-illustrates

21. Skull & Pyro by AuthorOfDragons @authorofdragons

22. Husk by Al Acevedo @huskcomic

A graphic of webcomic covers on a white background with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Each cover has a speech bubble with the genre next to it. Webcomics: Dom & Mor (slice of life romance), Beneath the Woods (supernatural horror), Skyvein (fantasy / science fiction), Tamberlane (furry / fantasy), I’m Mortal (supernatural slice of life), KAI (coming of age).

23. Dom & Mor by DyeMeLikeASunset @dyemelikeasunset

24. Beneath the Woods by Mason Stark @ursachaotic

25. Skyvein by sen holiday @senholiday

26. Tamberlane by Caytlin Vilbrandt @justcaytlin, Ari Noble, Jonas, Elle Pierre, Isabel "Izzy" Pereira, Nakata “Knack” Whittle, and Koda "Puddle" Star

27. I’m Mortal by J. Lovelace

28. KAI by Queenue @rsqueenue

A graphic of webcomic covers on a white background with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Each cover has a speech bubble with the genre next to it. Webcomics: Ignition Zero (urban fantasy), Cirque Royale (slice of life fantasy), Kiss it Goodbye (slice of life GL), City of Blank (science fiction), Slice of Life (supernatural romcom), Monster’s Garden (science fantasy).

29. Ignition Zero by Cedar Wren McCloud

30. Cirque Royale by Brittany G. @atomicbritt

31. Kiss it Goodbye by Ticcytx @ticcytx

32. City of Blank by 66 @66sharkteeth, yayu_sensai, Ethan LeBlanc, and Spencer Gooding

33. Slice of Life by SallyVinter @celepom

34. Monster’s Garden by Ash G. @kilomonster

A graphic of webcomic covers on a white background with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Each cover has a speech bubble with the genre next to it. Webcomics: Brimstone and Roses (supernatural romcom), Peripety (fantasy horror), Heroes of Thantopolis (fantasy adventure), Wondrous (coming of age), Cosmic Fish (monster mystery).

35. Brimstone and Roses by Speremint @speremint, Lumiscuro, Basia Dajewski, and Eunice Baik

36. Peripety by Mushki @mushki-art

37. Heroes of Thantopolis by Strontium @strontiumsun

38. Wondrous by Sarah Frederiksen @acolorfulreader

39. Cosmic Fish by Eliana Falcón

A graphic of webcomic covers on a white background with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Each cover has a speech bubble with the genre next to it. Webcomics: California Magic (comedy drama), Teleport (science fiction), Jade Kingdoms (fantasy horror), Jamie (coming of age), A Week In Warrigilla (horror adventure), Finding Home (fantasy romance).

40. California Magic by Del Barrio @delshark and Britters @moodypuglet

41. Teleport by R.P. Ruffatti, Moomie Swan, and Xan Larson

42. Jade Kingdoms by Surenlicious @surenlicious

43. Jamie by Bre Indigo and Tami Babikian

44. A Week In Warrigilla by Teloka Berry and Priscilla “Pi” Wu @picayunearts

45. Finding Home by Hari Conner @haridraws and Claire Napier

A graphic of webcomic covers on a white background with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Each cover has a speech bubble with the genre next to it. Webcomics: The World In Deeper Inspection (urban gothic), Four Leaf (fantasy drama), Castoff (fantasy adventure), Aces (slice of life romance), Covenant (supernatural action), ELLIS (queerplatonic romance).

46. The World In Deeper Inspection by Reimena Yee @reimenaashelyee

47. Four Leaf by Lumaga @lumaga and Hito

48. Castoff by Star Prichard @thestarfishface

49. Aces by Taqi

50. Covenant by explodikid @explodikid, bekkomi, Venacyr, Breanna Boswell, and Nico Hy

51. ELLIS by Marta Selusi @ratonpersona

A graphic of webcomic covers on a white background with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Each cover has a speech bubble with the genre next to it. Webcomics: Pathways: Chronicles of Tuvana (high fantasy adventure), Dirge for Broken men (science fiction BL), My Sweet Archenemy (superhero comedy), LnR (slice of life comedy), Friends with Benefits (slice of life romance), Crowned Vessel (dieselpunk fantasy).

52. Pathways: Chronicles of Tuvana by Elaine Tipping @triaelf9

53. Dirge for Broken men by JoshuaBeeking @joshua-beeking

54. My Sweet Archenemy by Rosanna Duong

55. LnR by Carossmo @carossmo

56. Friends with Benefits by nezkovsou @nezkovsou

57. Crowned Vessel by Dreadstrive @dreadstrive

A graphic of webcomic covers on a white background with a diagonal asexual flag in the bottom corner. Each cover has a speech bubble with the genre next to it. Webcomics: Namesake (fairy tale adventure), Those Who Sleep (supernatural horror), Kidd Commander (action / adventure).

58. Namesake by Megan Lavey-Heaton and Isabelle Melançon @secondlina

59. Those Who Sleep by Yokani

60. Kidd Commander by Aria Bell @shinesurge

Each webcomic listed has at least 1 asexual, demisexual, or graysexual leading character, with many having multiple. The majority of the comics listed are also made by acespec creators. This is not an exhaustive list.

Hope you found some new comics to dig into! Happy Webcomic Day!

2 years ago
A glowing profile silhouette of the artist. Sparkling flowers bloom where their brain should be. Text reads: "Though I dream of sharing the many stories I have stashed away in my head... I often worry that I'm not the right person to tell them."
Water overflows into a basin, spilling everywhere. Text reads: "Perhaps my passion overflows the basin of my skill and the story I tell falls short of what I dreamed it would be."
The artist lies in a ginormous bed, visibly anxious. Text reads: "At night, the question echoes: 'What if the potential of this story is wasted on me, a total amateur?'"
First panel: Comic pages are scattered. The artist is holding one, looking directly at the viewer. Text reads: "Well then, it's wasted. So what?"
Second panel: More comic pages are scattered next to an empty mug. Text reads: "It's not the worst thing... that could happen."
Third panel: An empty chair by a desk, lit by a single lamp. Text reads: "The worst thing might be that it never comes to life at all."
Two splotches of paint contain illustrations. The upper one shows the artist reaching towards a bright star. The lower one shows the artist, upside down, bright colors flowing from her hair and around her. Text reads: Besides, it's more like this story found you rather than the other way around, right? The themes, the characters, the journey... all of it is born from how you experience the world."
The artist floats in space, surrounded and partially covered by overlapping colorful shapes. Text reads: "It's the culmination of your interaction with every other person, and all your unique hopes and dreams."
Blank figures stand in rows, a single one is colorful and filled with stars. Text reads: "You worry that you're not the right person to tell this story, but the truth is--you are the only one who can tell this story."
A starry sky. At the bottom, the artist sits at her desk, drawing on a tablet. Text reads: "And after this, there will still be more stories to tell. Just write this one first."

storyteller

sometimes I forget that I'm just a teenager writing a webcomic in my spare time, so I shouldn't hold myself to the same standards as, say, a feature film with an entire team of professional writers, or Hiromu Arakawa. Writing flawed stories is okay, and even necessary in order to write better ones :)

(if you want to read aforementioned amateur webcomic...)

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