I’ll Love You (past) The Day That I Die

i’ll love you (past) the day that i die

so what if there was an Undertale afterlife until the human resets?? i saw this idea on Pinterest awhile ago in a white limbo and everything and scurried away with it

i completely forgot that sans coughs up blood or whatever when he dies for the first two scenes so uh. just know that his silhouette at the end is NOT slobbering and is in fact bleeding in no longer excruciating pain.

anyways i thought that the two popular verses in “birds of a feather” fit papyrus and sans so well because they almost perfectly encapsulate their personalities and perspectives on life. papyrus is completely unwavering in his loyalty and love for the people around him, especially his brother. he occasionally doesn’t think things all the way through before doing or saying things - something like “i love you till the day that i die” even though they are both already dead. he feels emotions intensely, and though the phrase is usually used as an exaggeration, he really does love his brother to death. “‘till the light leaves my eyes” - he is not only dramatic in this line, but also emotionally intelligent. he is often feelings over logistics, so i believe that he would know just how deep the impact of his death will be on others. sans has very composed mannerisms and an almost nihilistic view of sorts. he’s kinda got that go with the flow vibe. “i said i’d never think i wasn’t better alone.” - secrets galore; this man probably does most of his objectives alone with the amount of secrets he keeps from everyone, even his own brother. the actual meaning of the line shows my interpretation of his hesitance and dislike for his little self-imposed loneliness. “can’t change the weather, might not be forever” - he knows that things can’t stay so blissful for eternity. he’s (almost) okay with that. “but if it’s forever, it’s even better” - i feel he would like it to last, though.

basically my perspective is that they love each other very very much and no one can convince me otherwise

also uhhh i cannot for the life of me draw sans consistently, so i apologize if he’s a little funky in some frames 😓

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original art ? i guess animation undertale papyrus animatic angst death mini rant character analysis sans undertale tweening skelebros genocide route afterlife birds of a feather i think their relationship with eachother should be studied implied kinda

The Giant of the Underground

where everything is the same except asgore is HUMONGOUS

gentle giants are genuinely my lifeline !! how would this change the story line?? literally absolutely nothing. ok well maybe the castle would be huge and it’d be a little harder to kill him but. i don’t know, i just randomly remembered the original concept for sans where he was a gentle giant and ran with the idea.

more giant!asgore drawings under the cut (I KNOW SOME OF THE LITTLE GUYS LOOK GOOFY IM SORRY)

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my art alternate universe undertale flowey undyne sans undertale frisk undertale asgore papyrus undertale asgore dreemurr pacifist route gentle giant but like not really

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sanity-love

4 months ago

OH OK I GUESS I’LL DIE.

(WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCKK)

berdly is for the kids who cared too much about their friends and never got anything back. going all out on birthdays and christmases and getting something small in return, because they’ve never had a “best friend”. bragging about their friends and treating them like how they’d want to be treated, and getting little to nothing in return. knowing they’d go to war and die for someone, but not knowing if they’d do the same for them.

berdly is for the kids who scream sobbed when they were unprepared to fail a test. begging their parents to let them stay home through tears, saying they just need one more day, not wanting to drop their grade a letter. they can’t drop their grade a letter.

berdly is for the kids who cry late at night knowing they won’t be found. they won’t be saved. they look around at everyone, the “best friends” they know, the people who are inseparable, and yearn for it. thinking back to old best friends, knowing they can’t rekindle the spark overnight.

berdly is for the kids who were stereotyped due to one part of their personality, wanting desperately to break out of the mold and be a 3 dimensional person but knowing they’re already in too deep. their friends will know them only as that one trait. and that will never change.

because berdly is berdly. berdly is the smart kid. berdly is the flirty annoying kid. berdly is the one nobody actually wants to be around.

berdly is trying.

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sanity-love

5 months ago

Also did a painted version of this drawing. Basically just as a way to learn how to paint digitally since I never did that before.

TS!Underswap Ruthless spoilers: (at least this time I put it under the cut)

(This moment was so sad.)

Y'know, I fully expected Sans to be unkillable in any route, so this really came as sort of a surprise??? When the cardboard Crossbones got slashed at the end of the Ruthless fight, I was like "heh, yeah, fully expected that" until you meet Papyrus on the bridge and realize that, actually, Sans is really really gone???

And this is a shot-out to Sans' Neutral Evacuation battle where Sans gets us accounted with, ahem, "just a little guy, a little man" (translation: very ugly cardboard crossbones) an he starts talking about what would happen if that little man fell down? Since he was talking past tense, I thought Sans was exclusively talking about Crossbones: after all, in the neutral evacuation run, Crossbones is gone and only Sans remains. But isn't he actually warning us? Sans doesn't pull out the "pitch-black eyes" schtick during the neutral evacuation battle except during that line of dialogue, which is pretty good indication that he's threatening us: ("spreading words of your deeds, and making sure nobody forgets about what you did.") (((also this rhymed I found it super cool)))

Plus ugly cardboard crossbones fell over in the Evacuation run the same way pretty cardboard crossbones falls over in Ruthless. The whole Neutral Evacuation run is more of a warning than anything else: Really hit me when I first played it, because in my mind Sans was risking his life and warning us about how we planned on making the fight end... I came to the evacuation Neutral fight with the intent to betray kill Sans, but actually the WHOLE THING was SO HEARTFELT I definetly couldn't have dealt the killing blow even if that had been an option. (In contrast, Ruthless's Sans fight is just as (if not more) frustrating than its undertale counterpart. Not only because we're "Getting tired of this" (only after the 300th try, in my case!!!) but also because Crossbones is absolutely right about our questionable motives and the fact there's a thousand things we could be doing right now that would be better than this. When it's time to choose fight or spare, we're just glad the fight is ending.)

To go back to the topic of the Evacuation Neutral, I always found it weird that there was an animation that showed the fallen cardboard becoming smaller and smaller. But if fallen cardboards is Sans' euphemism for death, then he's showing us what'll happen if we go past him without changing our ways. People around us are gonna fall over and decrease in number, until there's gonna be next to none of them left.

Also, Team Switch... ARE ALL RUTHLESS BOSSES GONNA BE AS HARD AS ASGORE AND SANS???? (I fully expect them to be harder and this S C A R E S me.) I died over 1000 times during that game already, and I'm not even exaggerating. Unfortunately. I sort of refused to touch the "decrease difficulty" button 'cause that wouldn't really be fair to the characters, but that doesn't change anything to the fact I suck at gaming. Just like crossbones so nicely pointed out during that famous race...

I rambled much longer than expected. Anyway, my idea for the drawing was that maybe the reason why Crossbones doesn't fight with his gadgets is because he forgot all of them (which, seeing the context, is understandable, even if using weird gadgets seems like a good way of stalling), and Papyrus, fully expecting to face the human with his aforementioned super-brother, stuffed all sorts of weird gadgets in his pockets in a hurry in case they ended up being of use.

They didn't.

and this is how i usually color.

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sanity-love

1 month ago

i miss you so bad

something about missing your sibling

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deltarune anyways if you squint kris dreemurr asriel dreemurr sibling angst this is why i could never be the youngest sibling to be left behind while everyone else moves forward sitting alone at the dinner table everyday waking up and seeing an empty bed there’s no one to argue with there’s no one to talk to you can only see them between intervals conversations become more formal more brief teasing becomes too childish too immature then they’ll move on they’ll find a job a house a family maybe and you will still be writing your name on pages and pages of homework they’ve grown up while you haven’t there’s nothing you can do about it i think about kris’ situation a lot the depression that comes with college parallels with the Dreemur siblings in Undertale

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sanity-love

4 months ago